wahhhhhhhhh thank you so much!!!!! I am still always so baffled and terrified of painting, sobsobsob ๐ญ thank you!!
18.08.2025 08:29 โ ๐ 0 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0@asterv.bsky.social
Artist and writer, working on a dark kink M/M fantasy story, Antipathy! Contains NSFW and problematic content, 18+ ONLY ๐ Hurt/no comfort and noncon enthusiast https://archiveofourown.org/users/AsterV https://asterv.carrd.co/ https://x.com/caimvi
wahhhhhhhhh thank you so much!!!!! I am still always so baffled and terrified of painting, sobsobsob ๐ญ thank you!!
18.08.2025 08:29 โ ๐ 0 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0wehhhhhh thank you so much for the kind comments, they really help make me feel better every time I'm crying and struggling with painting, so thank you!! ๐ญ๐
18.08.2025 08:29 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0Super belated yet again (just been super busy, sorry) but Chapter 41 is finally up!!!
Hope you guys enjoy, I'm still trying... trying... to figure out how to paint... (and it's a struggle;;;;;) /sobs
archiveofourown.org/works/340286...
CW: blood
Super belated yet again (just been super busy, sorry) but Chapter 41 is finally up!!!
Hope you guys enjoy, I'm still trying... trying... to figure out how to paint... (and it's a struggle;;;;;) /sobs
archiveofourown.org/works/340286...
CW: blood
Couldn't resist doing this meme redraw with Marius, everyone's favorite sadomasochistic Demon Lord who entertains himself by forcing his slaves to fight each other to the death--he's just so charming, isn't he? ๐ฅฐ๐๐
CW: blood, violence
#OCs #Antipathy
W-would it be strange if I say that I kinda ship Vinh and Caim, and wish I could smash their faces together to make them kiss in a โ Absolutely not anon, I have a whole CarVinh comic I wanna do someday (though it's really just Carmine bullying Vinh lmao) but here you go๐
tetratto.com/post/2083640...
Do you think Valerian can be a pervy degenerate or is he a Vanilla guy all the way through? Like what's the most extreme โ I'd peg Valerian (heh) as mostly a service top, so he's definitely capable of quite a lot if he knows it'd make his partner happy! He'd be a bit... tetratto.com/post/2054935...
21.07.2025 05:08 โ ๐ 0 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0th-th-th-thank you so much, you don't know how much that means to me, kind comments like this are what keeps me going and what makes writing this story worth it!!! Thank youuu!!! ๐ญ๐
17.07.2025 21:46 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0Hahaha we keep gore/guro etc to their own channels so it's easy for you to filter out and mute, and everyone's very friendly, but up to you, no pressure if not!
17.07.2025 05:55 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0I've got a nsfw/dead dove server I can DM you if you're interested!!
16.07.2025 07:27 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0So excited to receive my copy, this looks quite delicious!! ^0^
16.07.2025 07:23 โ ๐ 0 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0Ahhhhhhhhhhh th-th-thank you sooooo much for the kind words, I'm so happy and honored to hear that you read it all through and enjoyed it!!!! Thank you thank you!!! ๐๐
15.07.2025 01:55 โ ๐ 0 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0th-th-th-thank you so much!!!! I'm pretty proud of how it turned out in the end, after much suffering!!! ๐ญ
14.07.2025 07:41 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0it's!!!! something I feel like I really gotta specify, cuz so many "whumpy" "hurt/comfort" fics/books I try to read turn out to be 90% comfort and pining and it drives me insane!!! I wanna see them hurt in visceral, detailed description, blow by blow-!! ๐
13.07.2025 20:24 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0Chapter 40 is finally, finally up!! (Had a lot of stuff to deal with this past month, sob)
Hope you guys enjoy, I worked really hard on the illustration this month, too-!
archiveofourown.org/works/340286...
hmmmm pictures seem to be showing up ok for me and others, sorry, I'm not sure what the issue might be!
13.07.2025 20:21 โ ๐ 0 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0Chapter 40 is finally, finally up!! (Had a lot of stuff to deal with this past month, sob)
Hope you guys enjoy, I worked really hard on the illustration this month, too-!
archiveofourown.org/works/340286...
hhhhhhhhhhhhhh that last drawing of Pepper, chained to the basement pole;;;; sooOOOOOOOO GOOD!! ๐
10.07.2025 05:13 โ ๐ 0 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0Late as always but hello, #PornfolioDay!!
I write and illustrate an original NSFW gay dark fantasy kink novel, Antipathy!! If you're a fan of noncon and whump, or wished a story had more hurt/less comfort, consider giving it a shot!! ๐
archiveofourown.org/works/340286...
CW: noncon #NSFW
Poor Bowen indeed, but it's ok, Valerian won't begrudge Bowen for any of this, he's just going to make sure Carmine learns his lesson (he won't) ๐
25.06.2025 18:42 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0Saw everyone posting their #makeaterriblecomicday2025 comics and wanted to join in, dunno if I put in too much effort tho bahahaha;;;;
Always wanted to do this joke with Carmine, but also I still plan to write a whole one-off PWP with Valerian, Carmine, and Bowen, actually--๐
#OCs #Antipathy #comics
Also, since neospring is going down soon, I made a tetratto where you can also ask questions/draw something for me!
tetratto.com/@asterv
Can you please tell Vinh that I love him and that I want to bite him and hurt him and jab at his prostrate like im trying to break the world record for cookie clicker please okay thank you bye โ LMAOOOOOO POOR VINH;;;;; ๐ (thank you!)
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Sorry I always jump on the dumbest shitpost redraws, lmao...
But hey, nice to see (big-tittied) Sen again!! ๐
#Antipathy #OCs
Uhuhuhu thank you so much, I really wanna do more drawings with this concept-!!
12.06.2025 08:50 โ ๐ 0 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0Eheheheheh thank you so much!!! I looooove coming up with fun terrible scenarios like this, and I have some more planned... ๐
12.06.2025 08:49 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0Ehehehehe thank you so much, it's still a favorite of mine too, who knew Valerian was so good with his throat heheheh~ ๐ฅฐ
12.06.2025 08:48 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0Bonus little Bad End AU concept that I don't think I've posted here yet...? Valerian is quite good at keeping his cool...
#NSFW #Antipathy
Chapter 39 is finally up!!!
Gettin' back into the good stuff (read: trauma) again, heheheh-!! Hope you guys enjoy!! X'D
archiveofourown.org/works/340286...
Ahhhhh thank you so much for the callout!! ^0^
It's super whump-heavy so hopefully it's enjoyed; it's also completely free to read on ao3 as well btw!!