IllumināDID

We've realized our current hosting dynamic has Marion/Mareñá kind of constantly co con. So we're adopting Marion as the primary host name bc it's just easier for everyone around us to pronounce and remember 🤣 We, the host, will be signing as M.
-M

In an attempt to not be triggered by my MIL making pies and getting frustrated, I started pulling decorations for christmas from the shed to arrange them.
Then, let's untangle them.
Then, let's put a few up!
It spiraled.
Now my back fkn hurts. 😂I need the dark for the rest.
-M

Forgive any chaos you may see from this page in the next few days, we're trying to get used to using like 15 apps at the same time 😂😂😂
-Nim💋

IllumināDID RAMCOA/TBMC survivor, CSA survivor | Advocate and Information Hub | DID system sharing life. 🫶🏼 Join us to learn how to support survivors and to understand that healing CAN occur. We share an aspect...

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📃Alters 2📃
Phoenix | Spirit. Protector | ? | 🐦‍🔥
River | Social Front | F |🌊
Kirbee | The Smallest Smol | F |🎀
Sigma | The Warden | GF | ⚠️
Nimué | SA Trauma Holder | F |💋
Marcus | Prim. Persecutor | M |⚡
Rhys | PTSD manager / Emotional Protector | M |🍺

📃Alters 1📃
Mareñá | Prim. Host | F | 🪷
Lián | Fmr. Host | F | 🧧
René | Fmr. Host | GF |🕯️
Atlas | Prim. Protector/Admin | GF |🗺️
Drystan | Gatekeeper | M |🛡️
Gareth | Rage Holder / Phys. Protector | M |🪓
⤵️ Continued ⤵️

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I have been unofficially voluntold that it is my job to handle the female times of life so here I am, hello, hi, nice to see you all without being holy hella massively triggered. 😂🫶
-Nimué 💋

Poll from IllumināDID - YouTube We just recorded our first R/AITAH video for our unplugged channel @IlluminaDIDunpluggedand we're low-key a lil nervous. It's very casual. Very just us being...

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We would LOVE feedback bc we just are kinda unsure.

Time is an absolute lie. Sleep evades us.

But at least we're not triggered?

Insomnia is new to us.

No, processing it without dissociation is new.

I now get how Tyler Durden felt. What is awake? What is asleep? What the FUCK. 👀
-M

WAIT I love this! And I'm fairly certain Kirbee does too. 👀
-Lián

OH MY GOSH, I forgot we had this account here too. XD

Many platforms. Trying to stay organized, we swear.

We didn't forget about our free supporters! 🫰 | IllumināDID Get more from IllumināDID on Patreon

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Alright, healing looks really good on us. We've been working through a lot of trauma memories and stuff regarding the REALLY bad shit, but on the flip side, things are easier to cope with overall. Not questioning things, just rolling with life. 😂

Hope you have a good weekend! 🫂🫰
-Mareñá 🪷

Atlas 🗺️ & Drystan🛡️(co-con) were out having a photoshoot during the morning cigarette. 😂 I guess they figured out the camera. Now I'm gonna have to play with it more too.

Anywho. Have some masc selfies. These two take better pics than I do and it makes me a little jealous. /lh

-Mareñá 🪷

The neck pain and the calf pain are gonna turn us into a nocturnal mobility challenged gremlin. STG. 😂

It's 0230 we should NOT make coffee.

But we're going to. Oh, we're going to. ☕
-Atlas🗺️ & Rhys🍺

Walking cane free is a no go today smh. 😭 Bold of me to think the chronic pain might magically have disappeared 😂

In other slightly related news, my daughter has demanded to know what the crow's name is. There is no name for my cane crow.

Send help. And names. 🫰
-Mareñá 🪷

I knew it was too quiet for too long. The PTSD symptoms be arse kickin. I don't suppose they could tell me why we just suddenly started having bad vibes, because I surely can't recall any trigger. 🤔
🍺

@pixielocks.bsky.social 🫶🫰

The stress levels here are unreal. Good gawd.

(Here being Home lmao)
-Atlas

We logged back in bc we noticed a lot of others were making theirs.
🗺️

👋🏽 We've been going through it, but we're going to try to update here more.
-René

Just remembered we had this.