Caeru

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a gray and white cat are laying next to each other on a blanket . ALT: a gray and white cat are laying next to each other on a blanket .

I don’t know who needs to hear this:

You are not a failure for struggling in a system that sees you as nothing but a data point.

Capitalism measures worth in productivity and profit, not your kindness and humanity.

Rest. Breathe. Create something. Hug a cat.

The system is broken.

You are not.

cry of agony
tears of future lost
pain of shattered heart

sigh of relief
view of brighter days
joy of healing mind

two lovely souls
in same room
in different realities

#vss365 #reality #poetry #writing

I recognise you
strange and intriguing
yet so familiar
like looking into a twisted mirror
your oblivious soul dances
with my dreaming heart
capturing my mind
and the unknown feels
slightly dangerous yet inviting
challenging in a good way
#perhaps someday
our souls will dance
hand in hand

#vss365

Mentally blind
those uninterested
see only a #scar
silently judging
shoo you away

Centle minded
those who matter
see a tale of pain
patiently wait for you
to tell your story

#vss365 #poetry #writing

Fair maiden dancing
with the eternal flame
casting warm shadows
on her #pallor frame
almost illuminating
in the vast dark space
vision oddly mesmerizing
untill I see the panic
in her eyes full of desire
grapping her hand
I swiftly lead her away
pale wings spreading
as the moth girl escapes

#vss365

No bleeding wounds
nor stitches roam
on his bare skin
but once open mind
is covered in scars
and tender heart
#sutured from pieces

Under gentle nature
carried by laughter
hides burried anger
with well of sorrow
and deep within
lives the lonely timid boy
who just wants to be loved

#vss365 #poetry

Middle of my mind's
vivid chaos
the little girl mourns
She writes down
every #elegy I leave behind
filled with memories
of my imagination

She cries for me to live
not only wonder
I hug her gently
telling her it is alright
I am just slow to bloom
and will be brave enough
when the time comes

#vss365

There were an uninvited
#additional layer of feeling
in the onion of mood
Fear lurked between
excitement and joy
corrupting the moment

Where did you came?
she asked confused

You know where,
answered the onion
with a hint of pity
adding a layer of sadness
beneath the thin
layer of optimism

#vss365

I love #free souls
those who are
unapologetically
themselves
beautiful minds
who fall in love
with the sunrise
every time
they see one
again and again
those who think
that no one sees them
when in reality
they are admired

#vss365 #poetry

Black veins spreading
eternal coldness stepping
in a heart slowly learning
the #cost of immortality

Glowing red eyes staring
once a loved one
now with a bloodlust
lips curling into
a horrifying smirk
beastly desires swirling
with rush of power and speed
exhilarating

#vss365 #writing #poetry

Stalking anxiety
pressing my chest
choking my neck
biting my mind
clawing my skin
binding my limbs

It's the #beginning
of spiraling thoughts
the only way out
to just breath and be

#vss365 #writing #poetry

Droplets dripping
down my spine
my eyes closed
I can see it
just standing there
behind me staring
bird skulled
feathery creature
dark and voiceless
I know this #nightmare
it companies me
time to time
making my skin crawl
urge to look wins
every time
but the creeps linger

#vss365 #writing #poetry

Next time I see you
I will spread my arms asking for
a long warm silent hug
I will tell you I care about you
that I truly want to listen
because how just knowing you exist
makes my world a better place
I will tell you all that
the next time I see you
in my spacing out #dream

#vss365 #writing#poetry

What is life?
Baby, don't hurt me
Don't hurt me no more
Oh, I don't know why you're not fair
Oh, I don't know what can I do
Give me a sign
What is life?

#vss365 #life #lyrics #sorrybutnotsorry #haddaway #whatislove

Bind together in essence
the reaper dances
with the cycle of life
tempo constantly changing
from startling and rapid
to beautiful and slow
in the fluent flow of time
#death loves the living

#vss365 #writing #poetry

Lost in the sea of sorrows
engulfed by #grief
lonely soul drifted
in the currents of time
tossed by the waves
to the shores of misery

In melancholic solitude
starving for affection
walking among the dunes
searching for oasis of hope
wanders the spirit
of broken dreams

#vss365 #writing #poetry

I didn't know
what impact #distance
could have
untill you moved away
the loneliness
subtly slithered in
my heart slowly realising
how much it meant
to have you near

#vss365 #writing #poetry

It was an unexpected
but soft #bounce
when we met
close contact brief
yet pleasant
in a ticklish way

I don't know what
this warm feeling is
but I wish you are well
wherever you may be

#vss365 #writing #poetry

Interesting thought
fasinating even
tickling my curiosity,
would you maybe
lend your sense
and join the hivemind?
So this weird
mess of words
could continue
as a #thread
like a story unfolding...

#vss365 #writing #writingtogether #poetry

The #luggage was heavy.
"Is there stones in here?"
he chuckled to her.
"No, just entire worlds".
He glanced her confused
before whispering seriously
"I love you".
They settled near the shore
and by the campfire
she burrowed into his lap
took out a book
and started reading out loud.

#vss365 #writing

I cannot recall the feeling,
is it even possible to
achieve such a state.
I can only imagine
what's it like to make love
where two souls unite.
The #euphoria of someones
pleasure becoming mine,
the over glowing warm after.
Yet I dare to dream
of such magic to exist.

#vss365 #writing #poetry

Just teen me swinging
wearing these green
#velveteen pants
dreaming of love
with cheeky eyes
and kind heart like mine

Just me in my sheets
wearing broken heart
on my teary sleeve
eating melted cheese
with cat at my feet
and anxiety in my feels

#vss365 #writing #poetry

Only a true gamer of life
can see the #gossamer veils
between stages of progression,
slowly learning how to play
navigating through the quests

Sometimes stagnant
even backtracking
but never settling
because there's no endgame
just the journey

#vss365 #writing #poetry #gameoflife

Middle of #mignonette meadow
two pair of eyes met
mysterious yet meek

wordless shy language of love
danced in the air
with the scent of blooming flowers

and in the light of golden hour
fingers intertwining
brought a melting bliss

#vss365 #writing #poetry

Oh how I wish to
#canoodle with you,
I think it would heal
my tired soul.
To snuggle so long
that we would be
warm to the bones.
To cuddle in comfort
in each other's arms.

#vss365 #writing #poetry

The #insatiable itch
to love and be loved
but is it just an illusion
created by my delusion

#vss365 #writing #poetry

Connection
that grows from
understanding different rhythms
but
dancing on the same wavelength

Emotional intimacy
that grows from
the vulnerability created by safety
and
acceptance without judgment

My heart's #desire
a bittersweet longing
yet unfulfilled

#vss365 #writing #poetry

Staring into the void
feeling numb and voiceless
there's a silent call in the darkness
echoless desperate plea
for #inspiration to live

Trying to remember
all the little joys of life
I pet the cat in my lap wishing
he would let me hold him
instead I hug my pillow tightly

#vss365 #writing #poetry

It was a quiet pull
no love at first sight
no burning #passion
we were so awkward
but the air was warm
and slightly tingling

You just felt like my person
you silly little softie raccoon
but I'm happy that you found
your butterflies of peace

#vss365 #writing #poetry