julian

just had to throw out like half of the fruit i bought because everything is now both expensive and moldy 🙃 i love my country and government and i love that they're getting rid of food safety protocols like that's not an insane thing to do <3

i'd bring it up with a therapist but my last experience was kind of a nightmare so i'm in between therapists rn

also i heard about quiet bpd and i've been googling the symptoms and wondering if i have it or not because i'm a little too insane to not have anything but it's all so internalized in my head instead of overt so. idk

y'know opening your window in the middle of winter when you're sleepy and you've got a bunch of blankets is kinda magical

q customer asking "do you work here" while i' visibly having a meltdown is my villain origin story

hi how do i stop binge-eating i'm losing my mind

like that's so creepy don't stare at me tf

why did this dude just stare at me through the glass for so long and then open the door and start asking me all these questions right after he saw me look back at him 😭😭😭😭😭

cool the one app we have to use to get our job done crashed like it always does so i literally can't do a god damn thing cool cool cool

my mom just called me "good girl" even though she knows i'm transmasc i'm gonna kms

i just wanted it to be a good day man idk why it has to be a shitshow every time i go to this place

like i can't leave where i am come over and tell me if you need to talk

i keep trying to love this job because i need it so bad but man most days i really don't

and i couldn't leave my spot until i got done with work but by the time i got over there there was nothing and everyone left so i don't even know what it could have been so idk why she was shouting (there was at least 1 other person there so idk if she meant me or not)

and just was spacing out too much/can't remember because i thought i was just walking around and now i think they all hate me and i just wanna d1e

started my p3riod yesterday and therefore can't remember what happened 5 minutes ago for the next few days and today someone was shouting "morena" over and over in my general direction (i have long hair and i'm brunette) and i have no idea what happened but now i think i did something on accident-

pls, if you can help me in any way, i need to come up with at least $80 in like 2 days so i dont go to court.
my cashapp is $SRene35 and my Venmo is also SRene35
i hate asking for help but idk what else to do.
if you can’t help, i totally get it. im just at a loss on what to do right now.

sorry for my "fake holidays" post i forgot indigenous people reclaimed it and was like "fuck chris" for a second

i wanna be 2000s skinny and I also support body positivity for everyone but myself!!!! I just hate myself lol

trying not to cry at work is an olympic level sport

just kidding the email said the conference call is canceled

got an email from my boss and the company is going to set me loose on an island and hunt me for sport

Its ween

Happy October you freaks!

do you think if i shave my hair off and they can see my ugly face that they'll finally leave me alone

another cishet white guy pointed to me, said something, and laughed I CAN'T HEAR YOU WITH MY EARBUDS IN!!! i have my hair pulled back 24/7 you can see i have my earbuds in i s2g i'm gonna bite the next one who doesn't stfu and leave me alone

My eating may be disordered but I'm not diagnosed w anything so clearly I'm just a little ✨silly✨

i have one slightly awkward moment and make eye contact with someone one too many times and start feeling like it's time to quit my job and blow up my life Hashtag Anxiety Momence </3