🌸🫧Esmé/Ezra🫧🌸

Finally broke through the cycle of gaining and losing the same 5 pounds and hit a new mile stone this morning ^^

Nah,It might seem tempting but I think the shame and stuff afterwards isn’t worth it.

But maybe get a fun low cal drink instead to kind of quell that urge?

Oooo that would be so fun

Also hiiii bestie!!!!!

Also a shit ton of cinnamon lol

Basically low cal pumpkin pie filling

Warmed up a whole can of pumpkin with a little vanilla and brown sugar-375 cal

Oh that’s so cool!!

You can see my wrist bone a little bit better in these

Hand check

It kind of distorted everything :(

Tada!

Thinking about making an aesthetic for inspo

For a second I thought they gave you boiled egg sludge :’3

Realized it was mustard a second later lol

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I found another one,I thought the art style was cute

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Found a new picr3w!

Here is mine I thought it was cute

Awww thank you,I’m always a sucker for really cute things bonus points if it’s s@nrio

Better photos

New mug!

Also passion fruit tea with honey-150 cal

Chicken bone broth is so good and low calorie I have been obsessed with it again, I had it with lots of vegetables yesterday 💕

Thank you freya!

Sorry for the change but I hope you like it!!

Also trying out a different name because some stuff changed with our system and some stuff changed because of different hosts.

🎀Hi!,this is my personal online journal where I vent and post art.

🎀Content may vary but consider this a content warning.

🎼Hw:345
🪽Ugw: 115
🫧Gw: 200
🫧Gw:160
🫧Gw:120

Thinking about changing my profile decor again

Vent away!

Ended my liquid fast and had a small serving of pasta witch ground chicken and tofu-350

I over estimated the cal but better safe then sorry

Feel gross after eating even though I haven’t gone over today

I’ve been over the last couple days though and I feel fucking disgusting

Thinking about liquid fasting until I burn off all of the stuff I have eaten the last couple days

I missed your first post but I am super happy you are still here!!

I also like to add sunflower seed kernels or hemp seeds on top of the soup as well for texture

Pea soup with mint!

Basically you cook the peas with olive oil and salt then blend it with some oat milk until a smooth and thick consistency and then add the mint and blend it again after the milk!

Its amazing with some some warm sprouted wheat bread from a bakery/bakery section

Shifting around like sand in the wind.

No matter how hard I try to grasp it just doesn’t remain solid.

I’m probably g3nderfluid

I just don’t know why it’s hard to accept

Realized might be genderflu1d instead of tr@ns masc

But -I think being a D1D system doesn’t help with that

Idk why it’s hard to accept that

I mean it’s valid to be that ofc but it doesn’t feel valid for me to be it-

But no matter what I do to try and cling onto a solid g3nder it just keeps-