lou

calling my sister

realizing the job i am interviewing for is a pretty person job :/

JUST LET ME BAck behind the concession counter where i BELONG !! and that other thing

if you can understand this incomprehensible feeling i love you

started working as a “floater” at work and feel the same thumb twiddling anxiety i get when i desperately want to be someone’s partner and am at an event with them where im not and have no clue what to do with myself. i am genetically unable to mingle!!!

the amount of times i have done this exact same thing

i am NOT having a stroke

so tired from work that my eyes are getting blurry to the point that the graffiti on the building opposite saying “homesick” is beginning to look like “homestuck” and bringing me peace

got into a 45 minute debate + chit chat with an ex-green guy canvasssing for a populist city council republican waiting for my bus until i realized it was not coming ever today and on my way to the train he was like hey wanna just smoke with me instead?

got sent this one time and started to lock my windows at night just in case

and im not even blair im vanessa :(

sometimes i see a cool artsy movie and im like wow THATS JUST like my life!!!!!!!!! but in truth it really is just a mixture of the peter parker parts of raimi spiderman and like, gossip girl :/

found the best website ever

notes app list that says niche animal impressions i can do: -how rabbits eat -how cats hit other cats

big things coming

my mom talks like she’s always two sentences away from handing you a pamphlet

girl who’s been ghosted thrice in like 10 days: yeah i’m joining the 4b movement. this is something that’s happening on purpose

holding space right now….. for more pumpkin pie! 😂