MidnightBird 🌃🦋

You know, that’s what I get for daring to think I might be good enough. A crushing reality check that I never am

Best of luck!

Nooo, I hate it when the good food strikes back :(

Is there such a thing as healthy weight loss after ED?

Watching content that trigger warns for ED content to trigger yourself is a whole thing 👍

My patient scheduling is entirely out of my control so guess what is in my control…

So yeah, still not gonna be eating at work

Please watch and share.

Pico Rivera, CA, has been getting hit hard by ICE.

100s of videos the past few days.

Look at the brutality and force being used.

These are not raids. They are violent kidnappings.

The kid here is a US citizen.

On an upside, seems like restricting during the work day and otherwise eating normal in front of everyone else has been working!

Me @ me: Wow! Me and my partner are doing so well! I haven’t done something dumb and autistic and hurt their feelings at all recently.

Me: *immediately does something dumb and autistic and hurts her partner’s feelings*

Me @ me: it’s free restriction!

I'm gonna just go back to restricting and a lot of liquids

How do we define quasi recovery these days?

People at work can’t fucking do their jobs and it keeps fucking me over

It’s wild how easily OMAD fasting has come back to me

I’m wearing a corset under my work clothes today to support my back. It’s actually really nice 🥰

So, the plan is just eat dinner around my partner, but restrict all day. That should work, right?

Here’s gonna be the thing, I live with my partner now, so restricting is gonna be a lot harder :/

Might be for the better tbh

Welcome to the relapse ✌️

Exactly, not long term. It’s just water weight

Nancy Mace >:( says Calling yourself a woman doesn't make you one. R. Saoirse :D says Calling yourself a Christian doesn't make you one.

Morning!!

I just switched from lexapro so it’s been an interesting experience

Also, I switched to Wellbutrin/Bupropion, despite knowing it’s contraindicated in folks with EDs ✌️

What’s been y’all’s experience with it?

It is much harder to relapse when my partner lives with me now 🙃

If I was skinnier, I knowww i would've gotten more compliments irl

i’m sorry but if you hold the political beliefs “why should i pay for someone else they should just get a better job” instead of every human deserves food, shelter, healthcare & compassion, we cannot be friends. if you’re a fascist, we cannot be friends. you’re far right? you can fuck far away off 🙂

I might just… dabble?

OK, they’re humming and sitting in a better mood now. And I didn’t have to come to the rescue! This is nice

Sometimes you just gotta scream into the void

If they have something to communicate, they’re grown. They can talk.

Did I mention I’m coming out of a therapy session where we discussed that certain aspects of my partner might be slightly emotionally abusive?

My partner is sulking. I’ve already asked them if there’s anything I can do to support them after they said they felt bleh after I asked them how they were doing. Now we’re just hanging out in mostly silence.

If they want to communicate something, they can