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i feel like ill be that person who gets made fun of for the rest of my life because my husband is my only friend (nobody in my immediate life bothers to talk to me outside of 'hi, how are you's and i can only ever genuinely befriend someone through the internet)

i just want platonic friendship with a guy. i dont want to avoid men for the sole reason of being unable to befriend one without getting flirted with. but men are DOGS

why does every man i befriend decide to start flirting with me GO FUCK YOURSELVESSSSS

im so afraid im just the person who teaches everyone how to treat Their person correctly. i dont belong to anyone im just a lesson

my ex found someone he's actually treating well and its making me angry for some reason??? like why did i have to take the brunt of the abuse when i was literally 16 and now he's gone and found someone to treat correctly.

hehe my mom called me off of work tomorrow cuz im sick i feel so spoiled

i will say it every time i remember probably but im so glad 1an watk1ns got killed in prison. rot in hell

sore throat stuffy nose and enough pressure in my head to make my teeth push together and hurt :(( pray for me yall

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also i didnt get k1ll3d by that weird incel. score

im genuinely so glad i didnt get pregnant from my ex thats like a miracle from God to me that i never had to get an abortion or anything (no hate to anyone who does but thatd probably be too traumatic for me)

he doesnt brush his teeth or shower and thinks everybody who is v4xxed is going to die

going on a trip i hope i dont have to interact with my friends incel cousin who asks me out every time i see him

lowkey pissed off the one time i want to go out of my way to show my bf something he just ignores the fact that i want to show it to him until he doesn't have to worry about calling me back today :/ so i have to wait to show it to him even tjough i was dropping hints the whole time i wanted to today

im so happy 1an watk1ns is dead

so preddy 😀

which vape looks more discreet if im pretending its nicotine XD i took the jaunty label off of the white one but id have to cover the dark blue one with stickers

i feel like im overeating:((( i haven't had 3 square meals in a long time tho and im grateful for my appetite, i hate feeling sick all tje time

do you think they'd notice if i got a thc juul pod and hid it with regular nicotine pods

sneaking weed onto a flight to an illegal state soon bc its literally the only way i have an appetite nowadays!!!! so fucking nervous you have no idea

i love being ignored sm i wonder what the difference would be if i just didnt fucking exist

i have pony brainworms... 14 ponies on the way to fix up

like my room doesnt even smell like mold but my throat?? does???

sometimes i yawn/sneeze and get a strong whiff of mold and i wonder what the deal with that is

wobby

i wish i was at home more wjen my dog was just a baby i feel like i could have raised him better. he's a huge nervous wreck nowadays and hates everyone but "his" people

he also may be the reason the dog has had a back injury since he was a puppy bc he used to yank him by his collar to get him away from things :/

yknow for like mental health reasons and stuff i can forgive the stuff my ex did to me but i will never forgive him yelling at and smacking my dog when he was just a puppy

tysm :D the leaf beads are so fun

forest theme bracelet:)