Adrian Wilde (such a mf’n bore)

If you’re watching us from outside the United States, it’s pretty much as bad as it looks.

What I named my cats:
Autumn Fae (came with her name but I added middle name Fae to make it even cuter)
Nebula “Nebby” Velcro (bc of the way he would stick to fabrics with his claws as a baby)
Dorian Gray (from my favorite book)
Alexi (uh-LEX-ee) Morten (after the late frontman of Children of Bodom)

Funny story of how Nebula/Nebby’s name came about:
I had gone to Animal Control “just to look” but as soon as I picked him up I knew that was my baby. Tried to text either “I need this [kitty/baby]” to ex-husband, autocorrect changed to “nebula” somehow. Plus Nebby is from Pokémon Sun/Moon.

My fiancé named his cats:
Simba
Cardi C(/Calcalis Meowmanzar after Cardi B lmao)
Plus the late Peepers (referencing Lil Peep) who required sudden unexpected euthanasia earlier this year 😭

We also have a gorgeous fluffy tortie girl we haven’t intended on keeping but I lowkey want to. Can’t decide on a name for her but thinking either Lucipurr DeMew or some variation of Hallow(/s) Eve/Evie. Some type of Hallow’s Eve play on words but can’t decide what sounds right. Thoughts? #catnames

Okay, I really need post editing on here bc I am way too obsessive and keep having to delete and repost stuff when it doesn’t seem perfect to me. 😅

More about me:
30 & still punk/goth/emo
They/them + fae/faer bc I’m a fucking faerie
Love: alt music/fashion, writing poetry, Halloween/Samhain, fashion styling/design, my 7 cats, activism/mutual aid, world’s cultures, etc.
Proud owner of multiple mental illnesses 😂
Arthritis Dx at 24 🫠
Dark humor

Even though I don’t know you and this just randomly came across my feed, I’m so proud of you and I’m here for you. Just followed. 🖤

How do I get on the emo side of Bluesky?

I can’t delete my Twitter bc I can’t remember my password or username to be able to login. 😅😩

Life is about being a freak and getting away with it.

This has genuinely been the worst year of my life by far, so buckle up, my friends. 😅🥲

Random facts about me:

~Turned 30 in early November
~(Unfortunately) live in TN, U.S.
~My dad unexpectedly passed on September 26th + lost a good friend to su!c!de earlier this year.
~My Mamaw unexpectedly died in 2021 + another friend unexpectedly not long after that.
~Am engaged to get married Halloween 2026 in Salem

Just sharing random lists of information about me bc why not?

My chronic illnesses:
IBS
GERD
Psoriasis
Psoriatic arthritis
C-PTSD
Bipolar disorder (type II)
BPD
Psychosis (primarily paranoia and some specific delusions)
Depersonalization/derealization
Generalized anxiety
Social anxiety
Panic attacks (since father’s passing)
Autism
OCD(?)
ADD(?)

Current music obsessions:
Placebo
Yungblud
Halsey
The Used
My Chemical Romance
Death Spells
Green Day
Bring Me the Horizon
Motionless in White
Avril Lavigne
Punk (all types)
Emo
Gothic
Black Metal
Alternative rock
Etc.
90s
2000s
2010s (not sure of term for that 😅)

Current art obsessions:
“Alternative” music genres
Music concerts/festivals
Poetry in general
Centos
Haikus
Prose
Short stories
Satire
Dystopian
Philosophy
Graphic design
Canva
Paintings
Art history
Graffiti
Alternative fashion
Fashion design
Fashion styling
Makeup
Nail art
Modeling
Performance art

Other general interests:
U.S. current political events(/threats)
Activism/mutual aid
Mental illness/health
Pharmacy (as a CPhT)
Rare diseases
Vaccine science
Astronomy/space
World’s cultures
Learning languages (including sign)
Causes of d3ath & postmortem practices/processes (morbid curiosity)
Etc.

Encourage your children to start a banned book club 📕 💙 ❤️

Industrial Workers of the World. Everyone is a worker. Cute animals as workers - illustrations. Blacksmith Fox Stitches the tailor Grocer Cat Mommy Farmer Alfalfa. • Well, almost everyone Illustrations of class traitors - Police and Landlords.

The IWW be right.

Angry horse with text showing "this account is a safe space for evil and sinister women"

Once I get this cat off my lap it’s over for you bitches

Libraries need to reclassify 1984 from fiction to nonfiction.

What disappoints me most about his supporters is that their entire platform is about HURTING others.

Taking away rights.

Taking away benefits.

Taking away a path to citizenship.

It’s a platform based on cruelty.

They hate their lives and prefer if everyone suffered rather than solving it.

Sad.

The thing that kills me is you don't need a time machine to understand this. My buddy is in his 80s and grew up on Iowa. He point blank said as a kid sometimes other kids just died. That was his childhood.