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2 Days til my 38th 🙂

Here's My Throne Wishlist If You So Choose 🖤

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Just... I mean... She already one of our rainbow girlies. All she gotta do is look my way, I would kiss the ground this woman walks on and have ZERO fucking qualms.

I'm pretty sure Diane Keaton was one the less problematic people on Earth... For that alone and the joy she brought with her incredible acting; She deserves a rest, so where far from her.

May her Ancestors guide her back to the source. Safe Travels, Ms. Keaton

Playing Zenless Zone Zero, while eating strawberry cinnamon toast crunch out the box and watching [as] ytube stream of Smiling Friends

#selfcare

Also Alan & Glep are my best boys 🖤

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You made it through the night, now survive her good morning ☕💋

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October is Breast Cancer Awareness Month a time raise awareness, & stand in solidarity.
To all the Black women holding space for others while navigating their own journeys: you are seen, valued, and never alone.
Let’s keep pushing for early detection, better access, and compassionate care for all. 💗

Go love on my most FAVORITEST Brit, with the gift of gaming, gabbing and making sure you have a good damn day off of her mere presence and energy alone 🖤

a cartoon character sitting in a bed with the words " it 's fine everything 's fine " ALT: a cartoon character sitting in a bed with the words " it 's fine everything 's fine "

I know I'm in a fucking spiral and not ok, I haven't even ATTEMPTED to do ink-tober this year... Fuck me.

That and I'm yammering to a bunch of strangers because I don't wanna burden my actual friends with my headspace right rn.

Autism + Depression + Isolation + Me =

I was like "oh, ok but I just wanted to ask so you'd know where I was in case something happened and I didn't wanna get in trouble"

She said that was logical and she appreciated it but, to this day she still thinks it's hilarious 🥹

That said, I told her I had to go to the bathroom first, before I had given her answer... And, well, aika called my mom to get permission to skip and go get lunch and then go home.

She laughed at me and said "that's not how skip day works. You just do it, not call me."

I wanna say 11.5 cause of number one. Quick cute(?) story. I forgot it was Senior skip day my Senior year in HS and my friend asked if I wanted to cut 3rd period and go get some food and hang...

I've always be an overly cations introvert and so never really had a "wild'n faze"

Scared to tell you I already think I'm fucking/have fucked this up and you're just being kind trying to find a gental way to let me down 🥹

That's what my brains been telling me and... my heart is starting to believe it. It's not all the depression lately either. That's what's so fucked up

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Anyway... Let my depressed ass go play some videogames. Also, 5 days until my 38th so... again... Dropping this here, real quiet like. Even the site is kind enough to remind you 🥰

At the very least read the gift descriptions because I'm silly 🤣
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Even as we (Blk Amer.) have collectively and resoundingly decided to FINALLY put down this burden we as descendants have been carrying and just... Breathe & rest.

We are STILL being thrown in the mix or try to gaslit us to be everyone's fucking saviors.

STOOOP. For the love of TMH. Just STOP

I had to get that off my chest. I try to keep my space here about my fun sapphic creative adventures but... FFS. The fucking exhaustion I have from reading those same fucking oblivious comments over & over is just...

DEEPEST.ANCESTRAL. SIGH. EVER.

What pisses me off the most?

Indigenous ppls and Blk ppl are the living embodiment of "doomed to repeat history" because you all ACTIVELY refused to acknowledge it to avoid uncofy feels and conversations.

So, yes. This is America. Your America. My America. Our America. Welcome to the REAL America.

Fuck. Every Gotdamn Day

And now? Now that dissonance and very purposeful at that... Is what you all have to wreaken with right now.

You spent gen after gen avoiding the obvious. "Not seeing color". Not understanding "why Blk Amer. can't let the past go?"

1/8

Stop saying that shit. Y'all are the ones getting the reality check but the fucking shock and awe of it is truly unwarranted.

All y'all ever had to do was listen to those this country deemed lesser and scratch the surface ONCE.

You collectively chose not to for your own comfort.

1/7

Y'all are TRULY exhausting & aggravating & THAT is the privilege we've BEEN telling y'all, you've had.

It's the difference of my 70yr old Blk Amer. father and this shit being par for the course in this country and your 70yr father acting like this isn't "his America".

It is. Always has been. 1/6

It's the SAME fucking Amer. that sold you the lie of overly violent Blk ppl coming to take what's "yours" or hellbent on killing each other, convincing you THAT is one of the greatest threats...

While a yt boy "lone wolf" shoots up another crowd of ppl for the 5th time in a week.

1/5

THIS is the same Amer. my dad that put a military uniform on him in Desert Storm, that he chose to dawn for a better life for his wife and kids.

Only for him to be in his 70s watching vets being physically attacked on the streets by their govt.

1/4

Because THIS, is "your" America. TMH knows you were quite purposefully not educated or educated to turn a blind eye to it but, y'all were/have been most definitely shown and told by my ancestors and now us...

For the past 4 centuries and counting. The Indiginous ppls told you even longer

1/3

Then they wonder why Blk Amer. are staying the fuck up out of this and not "joining the fight"... Let me hold y'all hand when I say this... THIS IS AMERICA. Y'all are the ones "just joining the fight". My ancestors, their descendants, my gen and the gens after... have ALWAYS BEEN FIGHTING

1/2

You know what's really irking my soul about the U.S. political climate rn? Is EVERY gotdamn day I wake up to non-black, mostly anglo/caucus amer. being flabbergasted by the date of "their country".

"This is not my America." "This is not what America's about."

1/

If an autistic person tells you they're in pain, believe us even if we look calm, smile, or keep talking. Masking isn’t just social it’s how many of us survive in bodies & systems that weren’t built for us

K&K-"Noice, noice, it's different, unusual"

KUA-"B-u-c-k-e-t... It's Bouquet"

AB-
Patsy:"Eddie? Is it a hat?"
Eddie: "It's the ghost of my peasant that's on your head sweetheart"
Patsy: "Will it be with me forever?"

🤣🤣🤣

UK/Commanwealth comedy just hits different.

This depressive bout sucks SO much ass 😒 I realize most of it is stemming from constant worries about health issues atm.

I’m not doing well with sorting any of it out… Right now, just trying to be ok, with not being ok.

I’m HARD masking and my stimming is at a high rn. Neither is helping.

Gotta normalize speaking highly of yourself.