Julianna Hawke

Being disabled is just constantly going “I am in unspeakable pain :) I’m fine though :)” every day until you die :)

Thinking about how very, very hard it would slap if Sunn O))) and The Body ever collaborated on an album. I do indeed have, to quote Invader Zim, a MIGHTY need.

Felt cute, won't delete later

me: wow this song is so beautiful 🥰
the song:

[ceo tossing and turning in bed] the air. the air they breathe should be a subscription service.

A SKLIETON REVEALING THERE SELF TO BE VULNERABLE AND TELLEN YOU THERE DEEPEST FEAR ,WHAT IS LIFE IF NOT A PATERN OF REVEALING OUR MOST CLOSELY GUARDED IDEA'S ONLY TO HAVE THEM REBUKED ,A CHALLENGE PERPETRATED BY ALL PEOPLE UNTO ALL OTHER'S , A SPIDER WEB OF THE BETRAYAL OF OUR OWN NATURE, IF EVERY ONE ELSES CORE SECRET'S WERE AS COOL AS MINE MAYBE I WOULDENT DISMISS THEM THO, GET SOME BETTER DEEPLEY SHROUDED FEELING'S HONESTLY, AND DA TEXT SAYS "THERE ONLY ONE THING THAT SCARES ME : EVERY THING" - DASHARE.ZONE ADMIN

ONE THING - dashare.zone ADMIN

It is okay to be disabled and have feelings of jealousy. Disabled people are so often expected to be grateful and nothing else, and while we need disabled joy, we must make space for disabled jealousy.I get jealous of disabled people with more abilities.

Happy New Fontaines D.C. Song to all who celebrate!

This kills me every time. How on earth am I supposed to ever not romance Lucanis?! #DragonAge #DragonAgeTheVeilguard

The prevalence of perfume/cologne is absolutely a form of casual ableism, and my migraine and I will not be debating this.

Keith Buckley was right, I really do want to be dead with my friends

Look at this cat

I guess I should start using this app more regularly, huh?

I laughed way too hard at this

If I had a nickel for every time I romanced the possessed bird man with confinement trauma in a Dragon Age game I'd have two nickels, which isn't a lot but it's weird it's happened twice.

Eagerly awaiting the day Lingua Ignota joins this site

Also my absolute shock at listening to more of their songs after completely falling in love with "Starburster" and finding out they're a fucking post-punk band. Did not see that coming, but not at all mad about it.

Wow, Fontaines D.C. has really been out here existing for years and I only just found out?!

Welp, new hyperfixation unlocked.

I sat too gay for too long and an entire leg fell asleep. Again.

I will learn nothing from this.

Criminalize perfume

I wanna live in the parallel universe US that's actually free.

Good news, everyone: I got the Squishmallow Happy Meal so you don't have to! Bad news: Happy Meal Squishmallows *look* like Squishmallows, but they do not *feel* like Squishmallows. The little koala I got is adorable but rather sensory meh and thus almost defeats the purpose. 2/10, do not recommend.

But also if the oldies stations are going to start playing shit from that era already, they should stop being fucking cowards and put on some nü metal. Come on.

I have now heard "Drops of Jupiter" by Train on the oldies station. That song came out in 2001. I was in high school when that song came out.

I am currently decaying into dust.

2023 was…a year. Had better, had worse. But this is the year I saw The Sisters of Mercy live, the year I officially became a burner, and the year I finally starting working on my singing, so I will always remember it fondly for that.

Knuckle tattoos that say "meow meow"

My loving husband @eldritchnerd.bsky.social got me one and it is the greatest thing in the entire world. So soft, so squish, so beautiful.

It is vital to me that every autistic person must be made aware that Squishmallow blankets exist.