cain | edsky

make a sorbet !! freeze ur strawberries for at least a day, use a sweetener of ur choice (not a lot) and a fuck ton of ice.

since it do this when i just want smt sweet but v low cal, i just use splashes of cold water to make it smooth

and since i’m trying to gain muscle, my weight is gonna fluctuate since i’m losing fat but also gaining muscle. so trying not to have the lowest number wrks for me

i don’t weigh myself a lot since i can fuck with my perception of my weight and leads to more binges. im waiting until the first two weeks of classes to weigh myself

so tired, it been getting easier to fast during work until my break but it’s making my inflammation much much worse, especially since when i’m at work i’m forced to be dehydrated bc we are so busy.

i’m still losing weight tho (i think) so it’s not too bad

a cartoon of patrick star meditating with the words manifest that written underneath him ALT: a cartoon of patrick star meditating with the words manifest that written underneath him

everypony manifest for me to get this grant for college

gonna have my dad go to aldis so i can get the snacks to stay up 🗣️🗣️

i can’t wait till i get off of wrk so i can play skyrim all night 🙏🏾

praying didnt dislodge my blood clot 🙏🏾🙏🏾

i can’t have any of my safe foods bc of my teeth extraction i’m going to SCREAMMMMMM

pulled my cards. forgot how rude and literal my deck is. needed it tho.

honestly, calling and/or talking abt it with someone who doesn’t know the context would probably help ngl, i would like to take u up on ur offer lolz

if u can ofc

it’s honestly a conversation i wish i could have out loud with some one but all my friends r in the same friend group so i can’t.

srry for just replying all of this, i just have no one 2 talk to abt it. tbh it rlly changed the way i viewed our friendship nd made it appreciate it more so thnk u :]

honestly, idk. after ur reply it was the first time i actually thought abt it seriously, like no joke. i sat there and started reflecting on our friendship and how close we r and thsi whole summer ive just been thinking about it

thnks bambi, much appreciated. i will say ur reply on the post about fucking my bsf does still haunt me tho lolz

when i get paid i’ll post the results 🙏🏾

thnk u for enabling me always bambi 🗣️🗣️

i was thinking of bleaching my locs as well. they the back it a lil past my shoulder and my bangs cover basically my entire face thoughts ?

is guy liner the move ? more at six

just realized how unrealistic this is LOLZ

need a big leather bag for the next semester. i want smt that can hold my laptop, some textbooks, my stationary, my on-the-go skin care, my phone, an umbrella, my water bottle, my med bag, my mouthwash, my mouse, my chargers, 2 pairs of headphones ones, and my journal

here’s the cards if anyone wants to give me insight btw (PLEASE IM BEGGING U PLZZZZ) total of eight cards btw, blusky only lets u add 4 photos per post

plus i’ll be busy with working and school snd so will he snd like i don’t even know if i even have romantic feelings for my bsf like i care about him deeply but like ?????????? LIKE WHAT

like WHAT DOES THAT MEAN ??? like i don’t want to break up with my bf but i might have to if we can keep in touch and the possibility of tht makes me rlly fucking depressed bc since neither of us have a car nd he lived like 3 hrs from campus i can’t visit him

AHHHHHH

i found out my bf won’t be able to attend uni this year and maybe would have to go the local community college near them. and during breaks it’s already hard to keep in touch bc i’m working 50+ hr weeks so like

i did a tarot reading a couple of days ago about how me and my bsf relationship was going, and for the card that was for “what i am i seeking from this relationship?” i got the tower

and i wasn’t tripping bc the tower doesn’t always mean terrible shit but tell me why+

since T makes you gain that upside down triangle shape, that’s how the weight tends to go. i remember pre-T my wl results were a lot more dramatic so i can assume it has to do with bf distribution.

just my experience, hope it helps :]

i can see a difference !! however, wl tends to look different for guys (i’m also in T) and doesn’t generally effect the overall shape of ur body.

i’m also pretty stocky and have lost weight but the main difference seems to be tht the width slims down first +