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שיינא/יפה🪬سها

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Panya a.k.a. Szejna/Yafa a.k.a. Suha. she/they/(i)elle. AntiZionist. AntiFascist. AntiAI. Autistic. Disabled. Syncretist. Nerd. Helper. Maker. Foster. 💜🌈 bio.link/PanyaV

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恭喜發財 (gōng xǐ fā cái) – Happy Lunar New Year!
🐎🍊🧧🎉㊗

17.02.2026 22:42 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0
Screenshot from a health app showing today's sleep time of 19 hours and 22 minutes, from 10:50 pm to 6:12 pm

Screenshot from a health app showing today's sleep time of 19 hours and 22 minutes, from 10:50 pm to 6:12 pm

This is probably my longest single sleep time that wasn't immediately following a surgery, or during a serious acute illness. I think that after a certain point without food or water, my body just goes, 'Clearly you are dying and thus need to sleep MORE' 🙃

19.12.2025 04:16 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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National Day of Mourning (United States protest) - Wikipedia

Why I will never celebrate Thanksgiving (i.e. National Day of Mourning): web.archive.org/web/20151001... & en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nationa...

27.11.2025 10:45 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

...Now *I'm* injured as well [already achy and developing bruises on my left calf, hip, and upper arm], and I'm alone with the mouse hiding somewhere in the bedroom with me, potentially dying... or just waiting to run at me again.
🐀💨🙃☹️😭
(4/4)

24.11.2025 22:43 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

...I grabbed the huge mason jar that I use for kumihimo and tried to trap it but at the last second it ran into the pile again. Mallaidh disturbed enough things that it ran over to me AGAIN, and when I instinctively tried to move away from it, I fell backward off of the bed and onto a shelf...
(3/4)

24.11.2025 22:43 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

...When she dropped it, it tried to hide under my nightgown, and Bill came running when I screamed and jumped off the bed, still half-asleep. It hid under my pile of craft supplies. A minute later, I saw it crawl onto the edge of the bed and just sit there...
(2/4)

24.11.2025 22:43 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

O. M. G.

Last night, Mallaidh caught a mouse. She brought it to me and dropped it on the bed, already dead.

Three hours ago, she brought me another one, still alive, but injured...
(1/4)

24.11.2025 22:43 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0
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I LIKE BIG BUNDTS AND I CANNOT LIE! Happy National Bundt Day! I wrote about this Ispanaklı ve Feta Peynirli Kek on my blog [link in bio].

16.11.2025 05:53 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
A metal tapestry needle with the end of the eye broken off, next to a loose end of white embroidery floss, a yellow flower shaped needle threader, and a wooden cross stitch form with a red and white kufiya pattern stitched on it

A metal tapestry needle with the end of the eye broken off, next to a loose end of white embroidery floss, a yellow flower shaped needle threader, and a wooden cross stitch form with a red and white kufiya pattern stitched on it

Close-up of a metal tapestry needle with the end of the eye broken off

Close-up of a metal tapestry needle with the end of the eye broken off

Only the second needle I've ever broken, in 35+ years of stitching.
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I think this time I'll invest in some nickel-free needles, because we all know that I don't need any *more* rashes.
🙃
[Well-used needle threader from a @/needle_or_thread kit. 🌼]

27.09.2025 21:19 — 👍 3    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
Pale orange colored cat with tip of tongue sticking out

Pale orange colored cat with tip of tongue sticking out

Post image 21.06.2025 03:55 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
Pale orange colored cat with tip of tongue sticking out

Pale orange colored cat with tip of tongue sticking out

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My girl Mallaidh in a senior #MilkComa from her new catnip treats.

21.06.2025 03:53 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0
2 small kittens hugging each other while sleeping with their noses touching; 1 black and one brown tabby

2 small kittens hugging each other while sleeping with their noses touching; 1 black and one brown tabby

...Besides their abscesses and arthritis, Sabine and Lucien seem fine (i.e. stronger), so they'll likely survive to be carriers. (2/2)

#FosteringSavesLives

31.05.2025 00:33 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
2 small kittens hugging each other while sleeping; 1 black and one brown tabby

2 small kittens hugging each other while sleeping; 1 black and one brown tabby

1 of our fosters had a ruptured abscess, so they went to the shelter yesterday to wait for the vet today. They have FeLV - a virus that acts like leukemia [explains what happened to poor little Soïg]. Now they're going to a medical foster before hopefully recovering enough to go to a rescue...(1/2)

31.05.2025 00:33 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0
Black and white photo of a small kitten wrapped in a thin blanket with just the face and a paw sticking out

Black and white photo of a small kitten wrapped in a thin blanket with just the face and a paw sticking out

We lost one of our fosters very suddenly today: Franklin a.k.a. Soïg

22.05.2025 01:42 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
3 tiny kittens sleeping in a small vinyl box; the 1 on the left is black, the 1 on the right is a brown tabby, and the 1 in the middle is white with brown tabby spots

3 tiny kittens sleeping in a small vinyl box; the 1 on the left is black, the 1 on the right is a brown tabby, and the 1 in the middle is white with brown tabby spots

...This photo shows the present I received today: 3 foster kittens! 🐱🐱🐱

01.05.2025 03:49 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
A small white layer cake, with rainbow frosting accents and space-themed and letter decorations stuck in the cake haphazardly, spelling out HAPPY BIRTHDAY

A small white layer cake, with rainbow frosting accents and space-themed and letter decorations stuck in the cake haphazardly, spelling out HAPPY BIRTHDAY

Happy 44th Birthday to me! 🎉🥳🎊🤪 This year's birthday cake, partially decorated by my spouse. 😉...

01.05.2025 03:49 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0
Two crudely made snakes, one covered with shiny plastic, the other plain cardboard, with the cut-off pieces of candy wrapper plastic and cardboard and a roll of orange tape

Two crudely made snakes, one covered with shiny plastic, the other plain cardboard, with the cut-off pieces of candy wrapper plastic and cardboard and a roll of orange tape

…after running errands & getting a mammogram & a 💉 the previous day... 😭

Hopefully, these janky snakes will scare him away from the windows above the bed & he won't simply switch to the other window in the room. 🤞

#HornyBirdsAreAnnoying #LooksLikeCrap #INeedMoreSleep #ReduceReuseRecycle

12.04.2025 03:28 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

…after only 3 hours of sleep because a horny robin won't stop attacking your bedroom window at 6am & the cat who's watching him keeps getting startled every time he throws himself at the window & shakes your pillow which wakes you up further when all you want is blissful, pain-free sleep…

12.04.2025 03:28 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0
Two crudely made snakes covered with shiny plastic

Two crudely made snakes covered with shiny plastic

Early morning craft time! 🙃 Looks about as good as any last-minute, made-from-trash craft [specifically made from a candy wrapper, the cardboard from a pack of underwear, & the orange masking tape usually reserved for Halloween] is going to look when you've only 1 eye open due to a massive migraine…

12.04.2025 03:28 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

This video from YT@/CharlieNebe (IG@/gettheetothestitchery) almost perfectly describes the way my autistic brain functions:
youtube.com/watch?v==oWI...
#AutismAcceptanceMonth

01.04.2025 11:50 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
A pale orange furred cat is sniffing a pale skinned person's right index finger while the person is holding the side of a large mug of hot cocoa with a spoon in it and pieces of marshmallows floating on top; the mug is on top of a silicone heating pad on a bed covered with a blanket with peace signs on it. There is an emoji bandage on the cat's right front leg

A pale orange furred cat is sniffing a pale skinned person's right index finger while the person is holding the side of a large mug of hot cocoa with a spoon in it and pieces of marshmallows floating on top; the mug is on top of a silicone heating pad on a bed covered with a blanket with peace signs on it. There is an emoji bandage on the cat's right front leg

...P.s. Ignore the "bandage" on her leg; it's covering the wound she'd caused on her tumor by licking it too much. #SayNoToLaserPointers

30.03.2025 10:59 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
A pale orange furred cat is sniffing a pale skinned person's right middle finger while the person is holding the side of a large mug of hot cocoa with a spoon in it and pieces of marshmallows floating on top; the mug is on top of a silicone heating pad on a bed covered with a blanket with peace signs on it

A pale orange furred cat is sniffing a pale skinned person's right middle finger while the person is holding the side of a large mug of hot cocoa with a spoon in it and pieces of marshmallows floating on top; the mug is on top of a silicone heating pad on a bed covered with a blanket with peace signs on it

A pale skinned person's left hand is holding the handle of a large mug of hot cocoa with a spoon in it and pieces of marshmallows floating on top; the mug is on top of a silicone heating pad on a bed covered with a blanket with peace signs on it

A pale skinned person's left hand is holding the handle of a large mug of hot cocoa with a spoon in it and pieces of marshmallows floating on top; the mug is on top of a silicone heating pad on a bed covered with a blanket with peace signs on it

☕️ ...Last slide was the [general] photo I was trying to take: my hot cocoa with Dandies marshmallows - that I buy specifically to make microwave s'mores - if I don't use them up fast enough [which is rare 😋] then I tear them up and put them into my cocoa...

30.03.2025 10:59 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0
A pale orange furred cat is sniffing a pale skinned person's left thumb while the person is holding the handle of a large mug of hot cocoa with a spoon in it and pieces of marshmallows floating on top; the mug is on top of a silicone heating pad on a bed covered with a blanket with peace signs on it

A pale orange furred cat is sniffing a pale skinned person's left thumb while the person is holding the handle of a large mug of hot cocoa with a spoon in it and pieces of marshmallows floating on top; the mug is on top of a silicone heating pad on a bed covered with a blanket with peace signs on it

Taking a photo of anything when you have a cat: 😸 Even though there are no foodstuffs here that interest her, Mallaidh still needs to check both of my hands, just in case, because she knows that I was just in the kitchen... 😂

30.03.2025 10:59 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

...*My* guess is that the sutures that I developed an allergy to didn't dissolve all of the way, so I'm having a 24/7 allergic reaction. 😬 If so, not really sure what we're supposed to do about that... 🤷‍♀️

20.03.2025 01:19 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

P.s. I'm still not completely healed internally: one of the issues being that the regrowing nerves - doc's best guess - are causing one of the incision sites on my belly to itch daily, sometimes with a visible rash...

20.03.2025 01:19 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0
Small rectangular cake with very rough white frosting and yellow and green blocks of color at the top with the words HAPPY YEETERUS DAY! printed on top with contrasting colors; the gel frosting colors are bleeding into each other. In the center is a red uterus with a frown and eyes squeezed shut, with a Fallopian tube coming out on the right 'flipping the bird'. To the left is a white ball of frosting with a face sticking out its tongue.

Small rectangular cake with very rough white frosting and yellow and green blocks of color at the top with the words HAPPY YEETERUS DAY! printed on top with contrasting colors; the gel frosting colors are bleeding into each other. In the center is a red uterus with a frown and eyes squeezed shut, with a Fallopian tube coming out on the right 'flipping the bird'. To the left is a white ball of frosting with a face sticking out its tongue.

Happy Yeeterus Day to me! 🤣 It's been 1 year since I yeeted my useless uterus (i.e. had a hysterectomy) & my spouse brought me this "lovely" cake. 🤭 There were… issues with the decorating. 😆 It's supposed to be my unhappy removed organs: R ovary, cervix, uterus, & L Fallopian tube flipping me off 🖕😝

20.03.2025 01:19 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0
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...Today. The stem on the fairy washboard is almost 14 inches (34.3 cm) - I couldn't get both the plant and the stem in focus at the same time! 🙃 [That one also has a pup/chick.]
5/5

18.03.2025 03:54 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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...Today. The Yamatomini used to have more defined cinched-in portions correlating to each summer when its growing would slow down [before the lower leaves began dying recently and the pups/chicks popped up]
4/5...

18.03.2025 03:54 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0
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...The Haworthiopsis limifolia var. striata "fairy washboard" was a gift from my mother to my husband Bill in Aug '23 [since he likes skulls] and I switched it from the white skull to the copper one because I wanted my Pachyveria "powder puff" to live in the white one 😝
3/5...

18.03.2025 03:54 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0
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...I picked out the Echeveria "Yamatomini" at the grocery store in May '22 and transferred it from this tiny hanging planter it was in to the beautiful little vintage blue bowl [shown below] that I got at a thrift store decades ago
2/5...

18.03.2025 03:54 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

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