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I feel the need to follow this up by saying no I've never lashed out at anyone for this, I've just never made progress on the issue lol

31.10.2025 19:09 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Seeing a lot of my friends hookin up easy or getting engaged to longterm partners or even just getting a start at relationships while I'm still stuck tweaking over people I loved but could never get with and keeping my mouth shut for years takes a toll on your very soul man

31.10.2025 19:08 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

I needed to hear that. Thanks for your words, I'm going to keep that in mind while I figure things out. It means a lot

30.10.2025 04:58 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

I know. I'm just disappointed I'm not doing well with it all right now, because I haven't drawn enough lately. I tried to push myself the past few days and came out incredibly frustrated. It just sucks since I was trying to do art to get away from my stressors for a while

30.10.2025 02:32 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

It's been a while since the last time I felt so bad that I'd just feel limp and numb, except for that tight feeling in my chest. Motivating myself to do anything except sleep will be hard for a while

30.10.2025 02:19 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

This is the lowest point I've been at in a while man. I can't even draw, nothing comes out right. Wondering when I'll get to feel better because it's been like 3 weeks

30.10.2025 02:17 — 👍 4    🔁 0    💬 2    📌 0

Yeah. My friend and I got pretty lucky on there

28.10.2025 20:34 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

they look at both, people just leave replies because they think if they do, they have a chance

28.10.2025 17:46 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Saw people doing that "10 games to know me" trend which sounded cool, but I am not a pretty girl, so unfortunately, I can't participate in this trend either

26.10.2025 16:31 — 👍 5    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

Fuck so it's not just me then

22.10.2025 18:06 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

When they re-released Persona 2 with an all newly arranged soundtrack back on the PSP they still gave you the option to choose between each soundtrack in full so them doing it like this now feels extra weird. Not that it matters to me much right now though since I beat P3R a while ago

22.10.2025 13:44 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

On one hand it's nice to have but on the other hand it's 8 songs and not even all the battle music which means I still can't jam out to Master of Tartarus's heavy percussion. The specofic picks don't entirely make sense to me and I would hope they'll let us change more tracks later on

22.10.2025 13:42 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0
a simple two panel comic. on top, coco bandicoot, drawn huge and stylised like her psx model but dressed in a stereotypical early 20th century news journalist outfit, is asking a question amidst vaguely sketched realistic humans. she's congratulating dr cortex on winning the nobel prize
on panel 2, cortex, also stylised like the model, pulls his necktie and sweats in stress, as coco asks about his connection to known sex pest n brio

a simple two panel comic. on top, coco bandicoot, drawn huge and stylised like her psx model but dressed in a stereotypical early 20th century news journalist outfit, is asking a question amidst vaguely sketched realistic humans. she's congratulating dr cortex on winning the nobel prize on panel 2, cortex, also stylised like the model, pulls his necktie and sweats in stress, as coco asks about his connection to known sex pest n brio

18.10.2025 16:19 — 👍 155    🔁 61    💬 1    📌 0

hey free is free. and the picture's pretty satisfactory for me. also both sides have a single stray live pixel on them which is very amusing. I thought I was gonna have to shell out some cash for something so old but the internet and a good friend of mine came through for me

16.10.2025 05:31 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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I was finally blessed with a CRT. I didn't even have to pay for it

16.10.2025 04:10 — 👍 39    🔁 0    💬 2    📌 1

I love this so much
good job

15.10.2025 05:33 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0
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My current backlog is almost done so I may open comms again real soon

07.10.2025 13:51 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

omg so cute

07.10.2025 03:05 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0
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The second-half of Chibi's ending screen!

#animation #digitalart #GIF #commission #itsnotbluebutitsstillnighttime

03.10.2025 22:31 — 👍 20    🔁 5    💬 2    📌 0

Why are you here attacking me like this

28.09.2025 02:19 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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Asking for help is incredibly hard for me. I feel stupid and like I failed if I do it directly. But I'm going to have to now. It's getting tired

27.09.2025 20:00 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

What do I even do if I'm feeling lonely int he year of our lord two thousand and twenty five? I'm starting to feel very jealous of all my friend who caught that last chopper before covid and don't have to deal with this because I've been struggling with it hard since I was still in school

27.09.2025 19:59 — 👍 1    🔁 1    💬 1    📌 0

I definitely will need q tips and toothpicks. and I'll probably get wet wipes while I'm at it lol

27.09.2025 19:45 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

I need to buy more cleaning stuff first but I'm absolutely going to real soon lmao cleaning up my electronics and models always feels great when it's over with

27.09.2025 19:09 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

You reminded me that mine is in desperate need of a cleaning. Both of them

27.09.2025 18:35 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0
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I found this silly thing and answered it only to find it's actually pretty accurate 🥺

27.09.2025 18:02 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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I'm gonna call him tonight

23.09.2025 19:27 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

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