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As for myself. The whole damn thing has taken a toll on me. I need to recoup my mind and well being. I'll probably make a new alias and everything, start fresh.

Never let yourself become dependent on another person's dream.

Consider making a wellness check request, if she ever starts acting funny.
I knew her for a very, very long time, and I, and other close friends of her, acknowledge she is spiraling. She needs help.
www.scotland.police.uk/secureforms/...

(12/12)

I wasn't always the best friend I could have been, but I always made it a point to always be there, even if I didn't know what to say. So let this be my final act to show that I did care.

(11/12)

I'm talking she inflicts regular self-inflicted wounds, admitting to me her past attempts, and threats to end herself under certain circumstances (such as losing said prior mentioned important person).
(10/12)

I don't know what I can do now for her other than to speak up and hope others hear. She will probably hate me even more than she already does for this, but I will not live with the regret of not speaking out. Kyoukovt is straight up suicidal.
(9/12)

I am not going to be that person who said they "wish they saw the signs" and not do anything. I talked to her every single day for 2+ YEARS, I can clearly see her walking to her death with the smile of a clown.
(8/12)

She was supposed to get a diagnosis for her mental health, and yet she decided against that and instead pushed an important person out of her life.
(7/12)

Her options should she lose her home are unrealistic and all lead to bad situations. She will not be able to get the benefits back easily if she loses them. Her bones are glass, her muscles are paper, and her skin combusts if sunlight touches her.
(6/12)

She has been recommended to remove her affiliate status via a support ticket, and yet ignores this avenue.

Anyone who works in the entertainment industry will tell you that this stuff is not a steady source of income.
(5/12)

She has been brushing off the concerns of several close friends and family alike, and has "run away from it all" (her words) to focus completely on streaming, despite it posing the main risk of her losing her livelihood.
(4/12)

She receives disability benefits, and has expressed extreme discomfort over her potentially losing the roof over her head (if she makes to much, she will lose these benefits).
(3/12)

A former friend of 6 years, Kyoukovt on Twitch (not the gooner on Bluesky), is at risk of losing her home and income due to her addiction to streaming.
(2/12)

This will probably be one of the last sets of posts I make on this account.
These past few months have been hell, but this last one has been the worst by far.
There is A LOT more that can be said, but I doubt anyone will even read this, so I'll keep it short and to the point.
(1/12)

a screenshot from the animated film princess mononoke. a man covered in bandages lays on a straw mat, under a straw blanket. the caption says “The world is cursed, but still, you find reasons to keep living.”

thinking about princess mononoke a lot, these days

Hey, artists, in case you were wondering if your work matters: I'm a scientist working on climate change and biodiversity, and I would not be who I am today without The Lorax, The Secret of NIMH, Watership Down, The Last Unicorn, and The X-Files. I know I'm not alone. Thank you for all you do.

Am I cool now?

Happy Halloween nerds! 🎃