✿ freya ✿

Got an email that could be a good thing, but can't get too excited. When I get too optimistic bad things happen so I gotta stay nonchalant

Gonna play the sims 4 for 10 hours straight

Ew why is blue sky asking for me to verify my age? This seems really invasive

For some reason my dad doesn't realize that he probably shouldn't come home black out drunk when your kids are traumatized by the years of abuse from their alcoholic mother. Like time and place dude.

I had to take my younger sisters out yesterday to cheer them up because my dad fucked up again. Ate way too much junk food, but they seem a bit happier so I don't entirely mind.

Been drawing psych fanart and bro Shawn is so hard to draw TT^TT

Sometimes I daydream about running away to another city to do an illustration degree but then I remember that I failed first year of uni twice so I wouldn't get any funding.

Even if I did I would probably get depressed again and fail.

But hey at least it's distracting me from eating lol

I'm loser shut-in-maxing by spending my waking hours switching between the sims, that horse girl game and expedition 33.

“junkorexic july”
“ana august”
“starving september”

man idgaf just get this fat OFF OF ME

two women are dancing in a hallway with the words hey written on the floor ALT: two women are dancing in a hallway with the words hey written on the floor

hello there... I'm back lol

Watched wicked yesterday (loved it) and jeez Arianna's chest bones were distracting

I gained weight and I am crashing out about it. My rational brain knows that I probably just need to shit or something, but i don't typically listen to my rational brain.

edsky accounts who openly say their stats (cw, lw etc) are so much stronger than me bc if anyone knows my weight i immediately start crashing out

choked on water after my workout today lol

loseit x my food scale = happiness :D

wow I really just needed to stop overeating like a pig n weigh my food before I eat it lol

Sorry for liking your dark vent posts and not commenting just know my sentiment is there 😭❤️

can't binge if I go to bed right after eating :P

found my glasses!!! now I won't get splitting headaches when I look at screens too long!

hehe my art inspo/refs Pinterest board doubles as a discrete thinspo board

I'm supposed to be planning my project for my course but I got distracted messing about with spicetify lol

yeah #edsky

literally me (⁠ ⁠ꈍ⁠ᴗ⁠ꈍ⁠)

yoo I somehow maintained despite my fuck up???

I hate the fact that when I was at my smallest and most self destructive my life was better