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๐ŸŒฟ๐Ÿ’ซ๐Ÿ’œ 27, she/her traumatised artist creature ๐Ÿˆโ€โฌ›ฮ˜ฮ” fueled by caffeine eclectic alt music & fashion enjoyer

12 Followers  |  28 Following  |  29 Posts  |  Joined: 04.07.2025  |  2.1488

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Todayโ€™s tip: When learning any skill there are points where you plateau, where it seems youโ€™re not making any progress. Keep going. There will be breakthroughs. Youโ€™ll surprise yourself.

#WitchSky #WitchTips #PaganSky #OccultSky

17.08.2025 16:57 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 28    ๐Ÿ” 2    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I think this is the reason, yeah :( itโ€™s so frustrating that Iโ€™m getting more flashbacks and stuff now but I am determined to work through it and healโ€ฆ thank you for this comment๐Ÿ’œ

18.08.2025 03:13 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Hi hii! Ahh itโ€™s such a long process isnโ€™t it :โ€™) itโ€™s nice, though bittersweet, to meet others who understand the struggle ๐Ÿ’œ

17.08.2025 16:44 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I love tomato!!!

17.08.2025 16:42 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Feels like my dissociative disorder is ruining my life lately. Iโ€™m constantly terrified Iโ€™m gonna fuck everything up and not even be aware of it. Why do I feel more distressed but this than ever when Iโ€™m finally safe? Iโ€™m finally out of that house, away from my mum, and now Iโ€™m losing it?

17.08.2025 16:41 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Lavender!! <3
#furry #fursona #furryart #therian #catfurry #cattherian

17.08.2025 14:08 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 7    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Forgot to say like/comment if you post things to do with dissociative disorders ^^ or other mental health stuff, I just wanna connect with people who understand the struggle

14.08.2025 12:13 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Hello cool ppl with #osddid !! Iโ€™m hoping to find some dissociative friends on here, Iโ€™m feeling v isolated lately with this disorder
Weโ€™re currently in trauma therapy and working on communication & processing, making some good progress but still a long way to go โค๏ธโ€๐Ÿฉน

14.08.2025 12:12 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Did some drawings of my sonaโ€™s redesign today! Iโ€™m rly happy with how sheโ€™s looking :3 I think Iโ€™ve finally found a design that I feel connected to yayay
#art #fursona

05.08.2025 16:59 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Some fears were planted by hands that never loved you.

Some doubts were whispered by voices youโ€™ve long outgrown.

Shadow work is the ritual of returning them.
One by one.
Back into the dark.
Where they belong.

#shadowwork #witchsky

01.08.2025 01:43 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 7    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

The first signs Iโ€™ve noticed for myself are also facial flushing as well as back pain/stiffness. If I stop as soon as I notice that I can usually avoid a crash. I just need to get better at actually listening to my body :/

01.08.2025 03:31 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

This is a PSA for anyone who follows artists: Your comments are NOT annoying! I think I speak for many of us we are starved for praise on our work so please if you have something to say lay it on thick WE LIKE IT. I promise you it is not seen as cringe or a bother, we love the interaction!

22.07.2025 15:30 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 5573    ๐Ÿ” 2794    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 61    ๐Ÿ“Œ 221
art of two cat people from the shoulders up overlapping like a venn diagram. their faces intersect at one eye with a visible pupil. theyโ€™re looking at the viewer with question marks surrounding their heads

art of two cat people from the shoulders up overlapping like a venn diagram. their faces intersect at one eye with a visible pupil. theyโ€™re looking at the viewer with question marks surrounding their heads

change in perspective
(originally made 11.18.23, released today)

#artbyjett

21.02.2025 22:00 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 38    ๐Ÿ” 5    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Heโ€™s SO CUTE omg

01.08.2025 03:09 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I know :( thank you for the reminder. I was doing a bit better for a while but my baseline has lowered again after having COVID recently, Iโ€™m struggling to accept it and adjust

01.08.2025 03:06 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I think the most difficult part of ME/CFS for me is getting sick from mental exertion. I played OneShot for ~3 hours today and now Iโ€™m sick, sore throat, my body aches, insomnia stronger than my meds :( sighs. I just wanna enjoy things again

31.07.2025 17:16 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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messing around with my sonaโ€™s hair, making it more like mine irl
#art #furry

31.07.2025 16:57 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

It can be stressful and confusing but itโ€™s SO worth it once it all falls into placeโ€ฆ my fav game of all time, the story has stuck with me ever since I played it. I rly hope you enjoy :3

31.07.2025 16:42 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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a pixel art drawing of a girl wearing a cowboy hat ALT: a pixel art drawing of a girl wearing a cowboy hat

Putting OneShot on my list of interests despite not having finished it yet cause thatโ€™s how much I love it :โ€™3 I canโ€™t wait to play more tomorrow. Must protect this bean at all costs

31.07.2025 16:39 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

i ๐Ÿค not talking all day. i love being quiet.

20.07.2025 03:08 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 43    ๐Ÿ” 6    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 6    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
Drawing of a puppy with the caption; "keep cringe culture out!"

Drawing of a puppy with the caption; "keep cringe culture out!"

Be free!

31.07.2025 14:37 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 771    ๐Ÿ” 265    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 4    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1

Iโ€™d never thought of drawing a sona in the outer wilds universe but now I want to so bad :o this is rly cool!!

31.07.2025 13:30 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

This is such a cool idea, I really like it! Looks awesome :3

31.07.2025 13:29 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I loveeee him so much

31.07.2025 12:39 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Just a lil guy ๐ŸŒฟ

#Art | #kpopdemonhunters

26.07.2025 13:54 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 6875    ๐Ÿ” 1854    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 34    ๐Ÿ“Œ 16
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I didnโ€™t keep up with posting my artfight attacks on here this year but hereโ€™s a few of my favs I did :3 it was such a fun year!! I canโ€™t wait to do it all again next year
#artfight #artfight2025

31.07.2025 12:01 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 4    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
Modified and edited colored pencil drawing of Ultraxlavender's character Indra Brightspark, a tabaxi storm sorcerer. She is standing in a hallway facing the viewer and has just launched a ball of lightning yarn as an attack, the spell bouncing off the walls

Modified and edited colored pencil drawing of Ultraxlavender's character Indra Brightspark, a tabaxi storm sorcerer. She is standing in a hallway facing the viewer and has just launched a ball of lightning yarn as an attack, the spell bouncing off the walls

#artfight attack number 7! This is @ultraxlavender.bsky.social character Indra Brightspark!

Their description said they liked conjuring a ball of yarn made out of lightning, and I wanted to show her batting it as an attack!

#teamfossils #art #artfight2025 #tabaxi

31.07.2025 05:50 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 9    ๐Ÿ” 2    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Tysm again!! I love the yarn attack idea :D

31.07.2025 10:52 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

listening to the new lebanon hanover album while I do some artfight attacks, life is good :3

10.07.2025 05:12 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Oh my gosh, your art is stunning!!

10.07.2025 04:03 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

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