Viktor Dimitri

Ugh. Bluesky is doing that constant sign out thing again. STOP! STAHP. CEASE! QUIT IT! FY FAEN!

I guess you can't have too many huh?

Always with these fucking mistakes, coming back to stab me, haunt me, and fucking insult me for my idiocy. Always always always always. I'm fucking tired of getting shoved out before I can even fix something. I'm tired of it all.

I've already got enough stress as fucking is and I don't want any more by this fucking universe rubbing my mistakes in my fucking face because I don't forget. It's extremely difficult for me to let go of my mistakes, they fucking haunt me and make me constantly wish I could turn back time and fix em

It's like the universe is finding ANY fucking way it can to shove me around and insult me. All because of my mistakes in the past. All because I fucking miss said friend. ALL BECAUSE.... Fucking hate the universe I swear. It's stabbing me in any fucking way it can.

I feel like I'm going batshit insane. A friend of mine I recently lost contact with due to things happening with her partner.... The universe feels It's rubbing it in my face and big. Because people with the same real life name as her, have been popping up in my town and it's making me crazy.

All I my mind registers when I see Shiteyanyo... Is it running at me in VR in Terrors Of Nowhere while it runs around with Majora's Incarnation theme playing.... AND I DON'T KNOW WHEEERE THE HELL DIRECTION IT'S GOING TO APPEAR FROM!!

Playing World Of Tanks and listening to the Battletanx soundtrack from the N64 Era while also having the game at low ass quality... kind of proves for a very fun and funny experience. :D

WELP! It's my birthday.... 24 years old now!

I've gotten this same damn message on discord... FFFAAAAAEEENNN... This is going to be fun looking through my chat feed later down the road.

FOR those of you already here, have an early present. A small clip from my next, upcoming major project. c:

No you do not get context.

Oh god more people found it?! Oh vha I helvete...

Awh man.... That's alright. When you're ready.

Kiera, but I draw her using various serval memes as reference

November of 2016 I was preparing to come out and begin transitioning. Then shit happened, and I shoved myself back in the closet for 6 years.
I won't go back. This is the only thing that's ever made me able to feel truly happy. The only thing that has made me feel like anything approaching "normal."

I'm ashamed to be an American to be honest. Running away to Canada [Just across the water from me] does not sound that bad... Not far from home. Just a single ferry ride.

Take time to process things. You don't have to hurry up and get over events, if you need to hide away and gravitate to things that give you comfort, do it. If you wanna feel upset and talk amongst friends who wanna vent about their frustrations. Do it. Scared? Reach out please, you're not alone.

Crossing my fingers for you US friends,, 💙

I'll break my silence to say this. This truly has been the year from hell.

Ended up crying in the bathtub. My toddler ask me "you ok?"

Im sorry, baby.

I'm seeing a lot of unhinged, undiagnosed energy out there today. Some of these posts are... telling. I know some of you are upset, mad, disgruntled, while others are rubbing salt in wounds. Let’s try to hold onto a bit of kindness and humanity through it all. #StayGrounded

The amount of nostalgia this photo gives me is uncanny... but extremely comforting...

Please don't do things that would cause yourself more harm than good, how much things suck right now. I know that sounds overplayed but I really care about the wellbeing of those near and dear to me.

Always 💖

Don't make me tap the sign

Shaded commission for Dattin_lathos featuring my Redcat! <3

NSFW artist's truth.

I'm fucking terrified for the people who live in this damn country... If nobody does anything... It'll all come fucking crashing down...

Ah fy faen. I'm late on the modpack thing I was doing for y'all.... Uhhh... :D