Mad(s)

yeah i know it's better, it's just this time of year i think. Brings out the worst

it's weird how consistently they don't stick around considering i don't block people and barely responded. I didn't even realize they'd either blocked me or deleted the comment until well after i was using this response as an example of zens outfit.

since ya'll were enjoying that rat pic and it's like 6 years old at this point, time for an update

I think sometimes i miss twitter. I don't know how to be a functioning person, i don't know how to deal with not having someone tell they genuinely hate me now that most of my family is dead or vanished. Who am i without spite

I love how literally no one who's pissed themselves at me in rage had the reading comprehension to know the difference between me saying "zen is doing nazi stuff", which i did not, and "Zen handled this situation like a nitwit". This is why i choose to be professionally stupid

elbows tucked in so you down overstretch, glaring angrily at anyone who walks in

There we go, much better state of the wip after the debacle of that timelapse

the aura of a woman with nothing to lose

it's a supreme pose

That's why I post these, I'm always hoping people learn from my mistakes. As it is I'm gonna have to cut this up tonight and reassemble her with some proper proportions

since i haven't done one of these in awhile, this'll count as a wip.

No one'll ever accuse this nightmare of being AI

Drives me crazy to see all the places I should have stopped but it's a project for later

I still don't like how the neck fits to the upper body but that's what lack of sleep does to you

I really shouldn't be doing these so late after a full shift but it's when the inspiration hits

since i haven't done one of these in awhile, this'll count as a wip.

No one'll ever accuse this nightmare of being AI

N E V E R

this is the kind of thinking i need in my cabinet when i become president

I miss when all the talk was about how much someone's style looked like someone else. Now there's the constant fear of AI muddying the water

after the vitriol i got for talking about the zentreya situation it almost feels like a psyop to make bsky FEEL more like twitter, with constant tone policing and nearly frantic diatribes on the goodness of some subject

innocence comes from innocence, not belligerence

it's a supreme pose

the war between distaste and the egotistical need to do something well

a man says i know what i have to do but i don t know if i have the strength to do it ALT: a man says i know what i have to do but i don t know if i have the strength to do it

drawing prone position, knowing the best pose has the feet raised.

knowing they'll be in view. Knowing i'll never beat the allegations

callback to that time i made a nightmarish transformer clown and then my brain exploded and i never got to use her

a red sign that says alert on it in black ALT: a red sign that says alert on it in black

She definitely makes the noise

Chavette would be 40% pie within a minute

"What if i had a short tail" but with some effort

i mean it's just deer now. I look like a deer with paws. Absolute cinema

! YOU HAVE ALERTED THE GOB !

God I wish

I only get a grenade for my birthday

The sheer vitriol. I've had two people already go "No you're a fucking idiot, you don't care about real nazis and actually the outfits super cool, you're just one of THEM", not helping her case in the slightest and then immediately blocking me

Arguing with an ass merchant