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I've been gone for a while but here to briefly update.

Two weeks ago my oldest got diagnosed with childhood leukemia, and we have been focused on dealing with that while raising our youngest. I'll likely be offline for a while c

we have a pack of wolves hanging out in my front yard and I am very, very confused (I live in the mountains, so it's not too surprising, but they've never done this 💀)

partner made saag for me and masala for him and our oldest 😭🫶🏼

this is truly the first time we have gotten the fun red bull flavors

gotta love only having a neighborhood Walmart and nothing else, not even a normal Walmart 😁

i found them!!!!!!

accidentally wrote an ED character lmao oops

the male love interest in the book I'm editing now before my actual editor gets it is basically this song

dinner 🫶🏼
and back to writing

closest is Bloom for me
(I developed an ED before I knew what it was lmao)

when I'm done writing my next book yes 👀

part of my cal estimate was a wrap I was saving for the day, but I ate like 1/3 of it and threw it away because something was bad in it 🙃

decided on a coffee this morning (155 cal for safety, milk was 130, counting shots as 20, and 5 for sf vanilla syrup)

If all goes to plan, I should be under 700 today, and then plan on fasting tomorrow

I believe I was correct, I am back to fasting. We. Are. Back. 🫶🏼

here's to 90lbs hopefully

Broke my fast for chicken breast and potatoes and regret it 🙏🏼 back to my fasting era

I hope so! I've been fasting since we ate there, and ignoring the full take out box in my fridge out of fear 💀

just realized I have been fasting without realizing it

maybe those Obvis work 🧐

chase atlantic is the vibe for writing dark romance good lord

dare I say husky behavior (we also have a husky lol)

it was really good!
hibachi is always so hard to guesstimate calories on though 😭

I have so much writing to get done today 😩
did 5k words yesterday but I am still behind to reach my deadlines

wish me luck y'all

I ate like half of the blue circle LMAO

alright best cal guess on the amount circled in blue please 😭

might actually be annoying later and ask for a call estimate bc I got dragged out to a lunch

I forgot to take the last two lmao (it's 4 capsules a day, two in the morning and two with lunch)

got new beads to make things 🫶🏼

this is wildly accurate ngl
if I had fae/elf ears (I write fantasy so I mean...fitting)

starting this tomorrow too, will keep everyone posted 🫶🏼

tmi but idc
partner got extra time off
his first response? get the youngest to bed, make me my favorite tea, then introduced me to orgasm torture

I am currently broken but it made fasting even easier lmao

it literally looks like the words are bouncing around my screen if I move my phone