Carusti

yours was always a vain struggle

Ei oltu mutta lisäsin sut!

... pystyisiks heittää invii Deadlockiin? 👉👈 Oot varmaa eka tuttu jonka tiiän pelaavan sitä ja kiinnostais kans kokeilla

The 1st anniversary of KC:D2!

And what better way to celebrate this day than finally finish this massive project! All the places on the sides are important to Henry's story - can you recognize them all? (I hope you do!)

#kingdomcome #kingdomcomedeliverance #henryofskalitz #endraeart

I say this as I'm making a new portfolio project and remembering I'm actually a pretty decent graphic designer. Trying not to be a total doomer about my own life and be hopeful I might actually get hired someday. Tho I can't help but to feel like I've made a huge mistake for graduating.

The way "graphic design is my prison" lost it's funny haha for me since I'm legit so stuck with this degree. Thank you government for not allowing me to study something new that might open up more employment options.

Sugimoto the immortal
#goldenkamuy

2 pieces of little crochet practices, made by grey wool yarn.

Think I'm slowly understanding what's happening. 2026 goal for me is leaning how to crochet cute granny squares 🥹 maybe someday, hopefully soon!

A simple crochet practice, few rows done with grey yarn.

And a more positive update: Trying out a new hobby 🫶

I have some stock from my previous artist alley visit to I guess start up?? But let's see.

And to continue with the topic of making art independently: My plan is to set up a shop to sell stickers and little prints. BUT i gotta be active in social media again and also importantly: DRAW MORE 😅

Like, it would be great to replace a broken monitor or bed without having to scrape for coins many months

But currently I've been very much considering putting all my efforts on making art independently. At this point what do I have to lose. I'll keep applying to various jobs but my expectations for getting a job being already 5+ years unemployed after graduation is fucking me up mentally

My bed broke down on my last night while I was ASLEEEP, like what a way to wake up. Anyway me replacing any of these will take some time since I still lack any kind of financial stability.

screenshot of my monitor showing glitchy lines on it's screen

the way everything expensive is breaking around me, my monitor started doing this fun thing!!! Back in november it was just a few lines but it's gotten worse my whole taskbar will probably dissappear at some point

Knight development sketches

lamb for the slaughter #dungeonmeshi #mithrun

Idk who this helps, but if you, like me, have been using Notion as a work/life database for the past 5 years and are also tired of companies forcing AI onto all of their products, I recently found out you can email Notion support and ask them to manually disable the AI features in your account

Vaelus #CriticalRole come back to me

old rogier art :-)

Hellhound #ffrightart

Oooh I love this! I kinda want to make my own now. I've never been able to participate in the end of the year art meme where you compile a 1 finished piece for each month of the year due to me having a somewhat ready piece like once every 4 months 😅 sketches however! Plenty!

It just sucks how this shit is just causing me so much stress while creating and most of all sharing my art.

Stylized illustrated portrait of Occtis Tachonis from Critical Role.

Occtis! #CriticalRole #CriticalRoleFanart

Stylized illustrated portrait of Occtis Tachonis from Critical Role.

Occtis! #CriticalRole #CriticalRoleFanart

Caduceus Clay + Mollymauk Tealeaf

I just saw a job opening for a Junior Graphic designer with the addition of 2+ years of experience... make it make sense

I'm going through different levels of anxiety and stress and the "best" part is this will be me for the next 5 days 🙃

Rough landscape digital painting of a couple of houses surrounded by trees and lost in the mountains.

Krita, day 4