Quibby

Mountains passed, rivers flow
Stroke by stroke, off they row
Where they went, no one knows
Baby weeps, lost at home.

stay strong for zenkowa you can do it stay strong for zenkowa you can do it

life is painful but zenkowa please give me the strength to continue

jealous? jealous.

I always get jealous

I think it’s some kind of trill?

New linguistics discovery
Sound that triggers your gag reflex when you try to produce it

Creating the ultimate failure of a woman (me) by taking various "derogatory" insults and associating them DND stats (so I can roleplay a worse version of myself)

Low STR - Damsel
Low DEX- Klutz
Low CON - (can't think of one)
Low INT - Bimbo
Low WIS - Girlfail
Low CHA - Femcel

Nowhere to belong

Kokoro…….

Satisfaction for proving my friend is a bottom
(I didn’t top her or anything this wasn’t sexual at all trust me please)

Hope you have lots more fun ( ˶ ᷇ 𖥦 ᷆ ˵ )♡

Do it please

Or maybe I just miss her specifically

Sadism withdrawals

Missing the thrill of hurting others

I can’t breathe aaaaaaa

Reconnecting with my bookworm self

Finished my first book entirely in Chinese

It was very simple Chinese ~300 unique words at level 1

But the fact I made it all the way through makes me proud

My goal is to read up to level 6 (~2000 words)

If I reach that I feel like I’ll be fluent enough to read manhua

- I’ll help put you back together

But why not love me as the broken thing I am?

When I “love” someone, I don’t really care about their well being
But I sure do love everything about them

Perhaps that’s like me loving a favorite toy

I want to be loved like how I love others

But my love might be inherently toxic

I wouldn’t really know

I love you, the parts you love, the parts you hate
I love your flaws
I love how insecure you are

To me, being loved unconditionally is tolerance

Being loved for my nasty sides is a virtue

Reasons why bilibili is better than YouTube

1. I can read manga and listen to music at the same time on my phone
2. No ads ever!

Today I find out I like reading regular books as well

If they are in a foreign language at least…

I can’t help but fantasize about falling apart

Sad realization but I would rather have a guarantee loss than a chance to win

I wonder why my brain does that
I guess I just fear being anything less than perfect
Narcissist to my core

Mark this be the day I took me sword and plunged it into the heart of that foul beast

+ FEAT UNLOCKED: DRAIN CLEANER

My rule of friends:
I use you, you use me
If it’s one-sided then that means the relationship is probably something else

Recalculating how much friends I have that for this definition — 2(?)

Hang on for the girls…
I believe in you…

Love is war
I yearn to win.

Everyone please move away from algorithmic recommendations while you can
Social media now has means to a personalized slop machine if they wish to build one
Generated content optimized for your taste
Geared to keep you staring and scrolling and eventually prompted to promote special interests

Every day we get closer to personalized ai generated propaganda

We should balance the budget by spending more on propaganda
Debt isn’t a problem if people don’t think it’s a problem!