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The moment you realize the bed you've been sleeping on for the last month hurt your back because they had it flipped over... I feel so fucking dumb 🤣🤣🤣

But I know she is in good hands of friends who love her as much as I do. I know she lived a good life, and I loved on her as much as I possibly could before I left. I knew it was possible that she wouldn't be around when I got back. I just didn't expect it so soon, but it was her time.

Well, it's official. Tomorrow, im having my friends take Vivi in to be put to sleep. She likely has liver failure and hasn't been eating, super lethargic, and only drinks a ton of water. She made it to 16 which is farther then I ever thought she would. Im heartbroken I cant be there with her

ニーア✵
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Successfully read the menu at the shisha place I like. My japanese is getting better faster than I thought it was. 😁

ハロウィン楽しみわね〜〜〜

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Got two new Oni girls today. I couldn't resist

Got out of my introverted shell and went out with classmates after class. Ended up with 8 of us at an izukaya. Ate lots of food and drank lots of beer. 10/10 night!

School orientation tomorrow, so I treated myself to my fav meal

Been here since Tuesday, finally sat down and had a proper Japanese meal.

Man I did not realize how different living outside the city is. Quiet streets, fast trains, its really nice. I could get used to this 100%

Welp Im finally here in Japan. I've taken a bath and eaten the essentials.

Sitting in the airport. I'm still in a state of disbelief that I had just left my house for the last time. That I won't be coming back from Japan for at least 2 years (minus visits). I dont think it's gonna hit me till I step off the plane it Tokyo

Ahhhh this is a cute fit~

a black background with the words dawn of the first day ALT: a black background with the words dawn of the first day

Welp 3 days until I'm on a plane bound for Japan :)

Man, been listening to "Infinite Baths" by Sleep Token and it's like my mantra for this move to Japan. It really encapsulates how I feel about it. Fighting so hard to be somewhere and even though I'll be alone, it's worth it. That and my battle to be comfy with who I am as a person. Good shit.

Had an Avicii song pop up in my FB memories from 12 years ago. Man still a banger and now a nostalgia trip.

Looking around at places/things I want to do in the general Osaka area. Realizing that much like my current situation, everything is about 45 - 90 min away via train. Which is ideal imo. Parents staying downtown 45 min. Katsuoji temple? 90 min. I'm so fucking excited. 8 days to go!

"Where's my Breakfast?" by Daniel Arthur

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Damn got my new phone plan for Japan and talk about cheap. $30 a month... in comparison to my almost $90 bill now.

Out here making me appreciate brown eyes even more~

I never realized just how heavy and emotionally taxing it can be to pick up your entire life, sell all your valuables, and say goodbye to life long friends. This was a dream I never thought I'd be able to achieve. But here we are, about to live in Japan for the next 2 years.

Been prepping a lot mentally for my journey to Japan. Just thinking about how this is another book in life, instead of chapter. How the tattoos I've gotten represent that. 1st was mistakes/loss (Ifrit), 2nd was the growth/balance (Shiva), and now, a new journey/experience. (Garuda)

Selling stuff on fb marketplace is like pulling teeth. Girl is 8 miles away and messages "oh didn't know you were that far away" ma'am what???

I think my computer wanted to light itself on fire to get these screenshots 😂

I can't believe I slept on photomode this whole time. Reliving the Cyberpunk life~

Damn Path tracing is insane.

What makes Shuten doji best demon/girl?