Lady Sylva of Tarth ✨️

beach season 🦋

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I love the posters in my therapy doctors room

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Bringing back good habits 🥊

Better, thank you Obie. Getting used to the idea, also the therapy has been incredibly helpful 🌬🍃 I will share pictures of my new home as soon as I move in!

Step by step

Hi folks. Today I will move out, my sister and my best friend will tag along. Sooo wait the boxing-in-stuff pictures.

This past few months have been awful.

My marriage went to shit. And I've lost the life we wanted together, and the dreams we dreamt together.

I feel a hole where my heart used to be.

Thanks Obie

I feel insecure, I wonder if he really wants us to be together, if our dreams were not his, but mine. Did I push too hard, failed to be present? I tried to take care of him, always. But its not enough. Still not enough.

All our plans for the future, the life we wanted, the family we wanted... I feel all turned into dust.

And I love him with all my heart, and I know he loves me as well. But I feel very lost. Empty. And when I don't feel empty, I feel full of anger and deeply sad.

Believe me I know this is about him, not about me. But I can't help but feel sad, and angry, and betrayed. I feel I'm not enough to keep him safe and happy.

I feel at lost, and overwhelmed, and very useless. I don't have the tools to help him, and I feel I'm being dragged into some very ugly feelings.

Last time was pills, this time he self harmed with a razor blade.

I need some space to vent and talk. My husband tried to hurt himself a little over a month ago. And it happened again.

Like an open wound

Hi friends. I've been through a lot lately, and I feel very much beaten. Please send puppies and good vibes. I hope you all are having a peaceful time with your loved ones.

and in my ears

I feel a thousand wasps are buzzing inside my head

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Tonight the braid became a ponytail

If you see this post... post a witch 🧹

The stupid local news don't mention if the police got them

I told the husband and my sister and my house is perfectly closed with the alarm on but I still feel weird.

I didn't know until friend called me to ask if everything was ok. Wtf this never happens here.

So aparently there was a shooting like four blocks away from my home like an hour ago??

Pick a selfie from your gallery and turn it black and white