KC is working on Argentum 2

I feel the spite in my heart that wasn’t there before her, the resentment and deep distrust…

Because I believed she really cared about me, and it seemed like she did - before I realized it was only because she was getting what she wanted how she wanted.

After that, she let her mask slip.

I wish I recorded our phone calls for real. But it’s still pretty obvious in the text messages.
But if I had a recording of one of the times she openly mocked me (while dating) and then denied it immediately after, that would’ve been one of the more obvious examples.

No one deserves to be treated this way.
Because of all your lies, I’m not sure what parts you told me were true.
If you were abused by your exes, I am still sorry you went through that. If you really didn’t have HSV2 before, I’m still sorry about that too.
But you didn’t have to be so cruel to me.

I need to remove hey/they please

I am no one and nothing in the grand scheme of the universe. But if legal action will be taken against you, if it comes to light that you have done this to others, the universe will enlighten your narcissist mind. Please be better. Find peace.
I’ve said my piece, my conscience is clear. God bless.

All the good you do doesn’t excuse the maliciousness and the manipulation you do. My sister wants me to file a police report. I really wanted to believe you were a sweet and kind person. I really thought there was something more wrong with me than I thought I knew. I trusted you. I believed you.

In separating me from them, she didn’t know I already told them beforehand.
I feel she will read this so listen: I have the text messages unaltered, I have the screenshots of you harassing my ex and my friend, doxxing my medical results, and generally trying to slander me to paint me as well… you.

Because she knew how devastated I was to find out and the way that I did. When I tried breaking up with her the second time and stuck to it, she said I was weak and being avoidant as a result of my negative bias.
She made accounts to tell people but because she thought she had succeeded

What she said her abusive exes did to her, what she said I was doing to her, she said she wasn’t, that I was gaslighting her, and that I didn’t ever see the good she did for me or how grateful I should be that she handled the positive test result as well as she did

At first I legitimately thought I was the problem and had work on myself to do because I genuinely did love her and she would be sweet and considerate, most of the time. But as it got worse and worse over time, more persistent, more hurtful, I tried to bring it to her attention that she was doing

When she would try to check on me but she wanted obsessive levels of attention and would excessively criticize me despite her saying I did that to her - she would dominate the conversation and if I tried to express my feelings she would say I was wrong or she “disagreed” but my feelings were valid.

I am HSV2 positive and I didn’t know until after she and I had sex. I never had any symptoms or manifestations of it until after I was with her. She said I was semantically abusive when she would twist my words and I tried to clarify. She tried to make it seem like I would get angry at her

So when she reached out to some of them, they sent me screenshots of her posting my medical test results (she told me not to tell anyone else about)
As such, I’ve added my status to my socials because I knew she would try to hurt me in some way on purpose out of pure spite

It’s a shame how some people, my most recent ex C.S. in particular, tried to isolate me
But she really had no idea how much of an open book I am and that as soon as I recognized and realized the pattern she had, I told certain and relevant members of my friends and family immediately.

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Weird word of the day: worthy

God I hate modern video game controllers

I’ve had the same PSOne controller for 20+ years, still works fine

Every Xbox controller I’ve had since I got an Xbox One has eventually got stick drift and stopped working properly

This is a good read.

From someone whose family barely holds get-togethers at all please cherish this. I definitely didn’t know how good I had it til I didn’t have it anymore

Teach!

I think I found the antisemitism ADL keeps worrying about

These shits were still up? People were still playing?

Hold On The Internet · Hive Mind · Song · 2018

pick up and roll the dice, read in between the lines. I know you love me.. We can book a flight, wake up in paradise. sun up above us.

Remember when the NYT forced Jazmine Hughes out of her job for signing an open letter against the war on Gaza *as a private citizen*?

Interesting when journalistic ethics matter to them and for whom.

I know I’m late but #theaccountant2 is awesome.
“I’m very smooth” 😂

Whiteness is truly the root of all evil

Your periodic reminder that destabilized systems can be tipped in any direction.