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@owlsimulator.bsky.social

aka victoria de lorelei ๐ŸŽธ multi-instrumentalist, lyricist, actor dumb of ass, bi of sexual, men of hera

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Latest posts by owlsimulator.bsky.social on Bluesky

๐Ÿ“ถ๐Ÿ“ถ๐Ÿ“ถ๐Ÿ

04.03.2025 19:09 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

precisely!

04.03.2025 16:00 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I used to go full experience and try to play horror games, especially psychological horror, when sleep-deprived and heavily depressed.

This is my default anyway, but yeah I feel you on wishing I had the energy these days even just for a committed session.

04.03.2025 08:36 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

hooray! (and boygirl is is a mood)

04.03.2025 06:40 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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caption these:

16.02.2025 15:54 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Sing! My angel of music!

#deathmetal #metalband #womeninmetal

16.02.2025 15:53 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
Two characters hugging each other in their living room surrounded by ghost cats and plants.

Two characters hugging each other in their living room surrounded by ghost cats and plants.

All I know. ๐Ÿค—

15.02.2025 14:42 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 32461    ๐Ÿ” 4526    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 226    ๐Ÿ“Œ 107
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whatcha gonna do when they come for you

15.02.2025 17:38 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Leopards eating faces

15.02.2025 17:38 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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It's me, I'm 'the freaks'

15.02.2025 17:37 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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yes, that is a Lady Macbeth reference
"what a fucking nerd..."

15.02.2025 17:36 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Clip from last night's gig, of some of our audience members' favourite song from our setlist: 'Eternal Night'!
(No relation or reference to the similarly-named DT song)

#deathmetal #metalhead #womeninmetal #metalband

15.02.2025 17:07 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

i need a 52 year old man with $800 billion to impregnate my wife . i am worried our offspring wont be sufficiently feeble and/or annoying

15.02.2025 16:27 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 31400    ๐Ÿ” 3584    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 353    ๐Ÿ“Œ 57
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Clip from last night's gig, featuring a song which I wrote the lyrics to within an afternoon ๐Ÿ‘€

'Impending Doom of the Coming Siege' - it's a song about leopards...and faces. The title's ironic: the danger's already here...no way out but blood now.

#deathmetal #metalhead #womeninmetal #metalband

15.02.2025 16:53 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 3    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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def metol

15.02.2025 15:45 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ™

08.02.2025 10:14 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

of course, going beyond that not only would require that I trust you to wield it properly, but intrinsically also vibe when that boyish girlboything facet becomes apparent, and to use it only then (it's fucking difficult, I know that, especially as someone who is, 99% of the time, just highly femme)

08.02.2025 10:08 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

@thelof9.bsky.social I know you know exactly what I mean here ๐Ÿ‘€๐Ÿ˜‚

08.02.2025 10:04 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
a comment from me that reads:
"like "tomboy" is not the right descriptor for that other facet of me.....tomboys get shit done, and have a sense of adventure and physicality

In those occasions - a different persona, if you will - I'm like if Edgar Linton was a beautiful yet handsome andro failgirl, as I'm sure approximately 5 of y'all would immediately understand"

a comment from me that reads: "like "tomboy" is not the right descriptor for that other facet of me.....tomboys get shit done, and have a sense of adventure and physicality In those occasions - a different persona, if you will - I'm like if Edgar Linton was a beautiful yet handsome andro failgirl, as I'm sure approximately 5 of y'all would immediately understand"

I'm not nonbinary but also not-not-nonbinary

she/her still applies, and maybe a select, trusted few get to go a bit beyond that

08.02.2025 10:03 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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It's warm enough in here! So of course, the logical thing to do is to warm up.

From C'est La Vie by Protest the Hero

05.02.2025 12:58 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

there's been a lot of hay made out of the millennial meme that "we were raised to live in a world that no longer exists," but it really does feel like I've spent my entire adult life watching every opportunity and support structure we were promised taken away from us.

03.02.2025 19:07 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 182    ๐Ÿ” 32    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 9    ๐Ÿ“Œ 5

if youโ€™re 25 years old with control of the entire treasury system and you donโ€™t delete every student debt file, you are the biggest loser the world has ever seen

04.02.2025 12:04 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 12502    ๐Ÿ” 2587    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 79    ๐Ÿ“Œ 72

The extra "e" in Megan Thee Stallion's name was added to prevent her from becoming a Sonic character.

03.02.2025 20:51 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 9    ๐Ÿ” 2    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

yeah it's how I got with the recent girl in the first place (albeit briefly, and I was the one to break it off too)

most of my experiences with women have been me having to make the first move >_> I'm kinda tired of it

04.02.2025 15:15 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

girls gotta seriously step up their game, ngl ๐Ÿ˜‘ boys are having a crack at me left and right and the only reason I'm not planning to see any of them (yet), bar one, is because I need to get to know them better first. And because some of them find me parts-incompatible, sadly.

04.02.2025 15:09 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

" karens " are rather shit

- @ DRIL
Take care of each other . Thank you

04.02.2025 13:36 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 7321    ๐Ÿ” 601    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 55    ๐Ÿ“Œ 15
Presentlydean on April 3rd, 2024

online communities are so strange because people slip away so easily.  you can be on here for years, folding people you've never met into the fabric of your daily life, and then they disappear, leaving only ghost posts scattered across tumblr behind.  or their blog stays dormant, for weeks, months, years, until you're only still following them because you remember that they love sunflowers or they were kind to you when they didn't have to be or the last thing they posted as sad and raw and you still worry about them sometimes.

and sometimes they come back when you least expect it, years later, even, and there's this sudden rush of relief like there you are, there you are, even though you barely knew each other.

there's a strange kind of love to it.  i don't know you and i want to hold your hand across miles and time zones and oceans.  i can still see the imprint of you in this community you left.  you don't think anyone will notice or care when you're gone, but we notice and we care and we wish you well.

i hope you're all okay out there.  i hope the sun is shining on your face and you are breathing deeply.  i miss you.

Presentlydean on April 3rd, 2024 online communities are so strange because people slip away so easily. you can be on here for years, folding people you've never met into the fabric of your daily life, and then they disappear, leaving only ghost posts scattered across tumblr behind. or their blog stays dormant, for weeks, months, years, until you're only still following them because you remember that they love sunflowers or they were kind to you when they didn't have to be or the last thing they posted as sad and raw and you still worry about them sometimes. and sometimes they come back when you least expect it, years later, even, and there's this sudden rush of relief like there you are, there you are, even though you barely knew each other. there's a strange kind of love to it. i don't know you and i want to hold your hand across miles and time zones and oceans. i can still see the imprint of you in this community you left. you don't think anyone will notice or care when you're gone, but we notice and we care and we wish you well. i hope you're all okay out there. i hope the sun is shining on your face and you are breathing deeply. i miss you.

From www.tumblr.com/presentlydea... -

I miss you, lost friends. I hope the sun is shining on your face, wherever you are.

03.02.2025 15:40 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 4795    ๐Ÿ” 2356    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 30    ๐Ÿ“Œ 122

ok so maybe not untouched-untouched for 2 years before the recent girl, but like....that was the most intimate I'd gotten with anyone within those 2 years

just two brief kisses

04.02.2025 14:44 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

but yes the kiss felt nice. he asked for it, and I happily gave him one.

...and then I went back for seconds

lmao how didn't I know by that point

04.02.2025 14:43 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

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