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She's one of those women who feeds into the whole "women are crazy and irrational because of our hormones and need a man to make choices for us" bullshit so I'd say this fear is justified. Even crazier because she also touts "I'd never let a man talk to me like that" then does whatever hubby says.

We are 5 days past coworker's embryo implant and she's already pulling "teehee pregnancy brain teehee cravings teehee" eughhh. I already know she's going to use this as an excuse to be a raging bitch.

She's been dealing with infertility and gone through multiple rounds of failed IVF and now is using donor eggs so I can't entirely begrudge her this, but she's also had multiple miscarriages and I don't think she's prepared for that possibility and I don't have it in me to deal with the fallout

My tokophobia is going to make the next 9 months an absolute nightmare. I would rather her go on bedrest immediately and I have to do the work of two people the whole time than have to watch this woman grow a baby EUGHHHH

I am so sick of the pregnancy talk in the office she's literally not even prego yet and I'm over it

I broke my bf's favorite soup ladle he got from his mom. And I broke his favorite bowl a couple months ago. Can't find either bc they're unbranded, prob from small markets and yeah I can get something functionally similar and he's being kind about it but I can tell he's sad

Also like what if some of them are red hat wearing freaks like yeah obvi not everyone will become close-knit buddies and I guess it's fine to let people talk about books regardless but I just. I don't want their opinions on ANYTHING not even imaginary hot fae men

And I would be lying if I said that I am not majorly overwhelmed like yay meeting people but also what do you mean I'm in charge of this possibly big ass group holy shit I can't even be in charge of my own calorie intake tf what was I thinking

So my current hyperfixation is making more friends and being social (if you couldn't tell) and so I'm trying to start a book club in my area and the ig page got like 2 followers but my bf said to post on our local "what's going on" fb page and now there's like 20 people all ready to meet up

Pushed myself a lot in pole today (I finally figured out my hello boys eyyy) thinking it was my last workout of the week, then got the email that I was moved off the waitlist for pilates tomorrow. I was 5th on the waitlist this morning lol

BOOOOOOO they cancelled the event last minute BOOOOOO at least I can still go to pilates tonight

We were joking about how it's likely to end up being a bunch of hermit ladies hyperfocusing and being too anxious to talk to strangers lol. That's why she asked, since we can be a little braver talking to new people when we've got some back-up. I'm pretty excited though!

My fav coworker asked if I wanna go to a junk journaling/movie night event tonight with her. Hell yeah I do! Dudes I'm being like so social rn and as an introvert who craves to be extroverted and have lots of friends, I'm so happy. September has felt like a warm hug for my soul

Like now I'm considering doing the professional shoot my studio does in the fall. I've always wanted to but always felt too fat and that I'd just hate the pics even when edited professionally, but maybe this is the year

Legit obsessed with the pics my friend took of me at the beach. Like yeah I feel chunky and I'm a little mid bc I'm sweaty and ragged but it doesn't even matter bc I just look so pretty and happy and looking at them makes me tear up bc it's been so long since I've looked at myself and liked myself

(I tried to apply a lot of sunscreen and at least my face and most of me came out ok except for my back, I'm just extremely sensitive to the sun and should probably invest in a big tent to take next time)

Do you burn more calories when you're healing from a sunburn? Asking for a friend.

Also my friends wanted to do a group photo with one of the poles and I got to be the cool girl at the top 😎

My pole studio went to the beach today and I had so much fun. We had a couple poles set up and I'm sore and a lil sunburnt but it was such a good day, now to cuddle my kitties and boyfriend until I'm asleep

I'm gonna make a stop at the bookstore after work for some ✨️retail therapy✨️

The other girl who works my position is trying to get prego w/ medical assistance (idk if it's ivf or something else) and they're implanting the embryo in the next couple weeks and I have my own opinions about the situation but that aside, my boss doesn't plan to hire a replacement and I'm stressed

Pilates instructor: ok point your toes!
Me: 🦶➡️
Instructor: oh! You... ooh, you're a dancer, aren't you? I can tell.

Later, pole instructor: point your toes!! Why is your big toe giving me a thumbs up?? What kind of toe point is that????

My coworker is stupid and useless and I hate her and I wish she wouldn't get hurt but maybe just get forever lost in the airport on her sudden vacation that's causing more work for the rest of us so I don't have to deal with her ever again

WAIT ACTUALLY TWO OF THEM GOT IN A RELATIONSHIP WHILE ON THE SHOW AND ARE STILL MARRIED I LOVE THAT FOR THEM

I wanna get a standing desk to put over my walking pad so I can journal or read at the same time without fearing walking off the side bc rn I get so fucking BORED just walking but I can't walk straight without staring at my feet

Trying to 💩 ngl

Locking in for the rest of the month bc my studio is going to the beach on the 13th. Wanted to lose 7.5 this month, down 4. 3.5 by the 1st we doing coffee-only semi-fast today

Conclusion: they did not lmao nvm

Put on TBL as background noise and motivation and now I'm sobbing bc one of the guys asked his team to write him off bc they bonded so much and he knew they needed the support ughhh I hope these guys all stayed friends fr imma look it up

Still gonna keep going tho. And imma do it better than her