i am clancy

Yes 😭😭😭😭😭 thank you

They are so fucking smart

Sidebar I haven’t been on the interwebs a whole lot so if this was established already don’t come for me but is the outro of city walls the intro to HDS

But then when you realize you cannot really beat them. So now you’re just sacrificing yourself to not burden others. And in this case becoming the very thing you’ve been running from.

It’s powerful from so many angles.
I really love this band.

EVEN MORESO WHEN you think of clancys intention to kill blurry (his insecurities) initially when faced with him. Clancy deviating to battle them himself. Again not wanting to cause any harm to TB as one of the motives. I’ll take blurry on myself to spare my friend.

The ending of the story really encapsulates both sides of the mental health struggle well.

This really is the cycle of mental illness.

5/?
The sadness is clancy thinking he’s done the right thing.
The sadness is TB loving his friend enough to fight for him and still stay the course for Clancy’s sake. Through yet another cycle. Not from obligation but from loving his friend.

4/?
I think that’s why city walls resonates with me so much. Specifically the video. You can see the sadness in TB for losing his friend to the cycle again. You can sense the sacrifice clancy THINKS he’s making, for his friend.

3/?
insecurities*.
It’s the sadness I feel for having felt moments like that myself. To know if I just surrender I won’t be burdening those I love. It takes me back to ATROFD. “I don’t want anyone … to see my at my lowest,” “You don’t have to drop anything for me.”

2/?
TB is loyal to clancy and WANTS to bring him back. But clancy, not wanting to bring anyone else down, stuck in the cycle and feeling guilty for bringing a burden to TB, decides he’s going to go on his own again. This time with his own plan to sacrifice himself to his insecurities and doubts.

I think the saddest part of the story is the fact that Clancy and Torchbearer were always on the same path doing the same thing with the same goal. Clancy trusted TB and leaned on him every time the cycle restarted and blurry was coming for him. TB was always there to bring him back. 1/?

Even as he “becomes blurryface” again, this time it finally is the acceptance that it is part of him. We accept that these things are part of us. We can’t separate ourselves from them. In a way we have defeated it by knowing its limitations; we have control over how much of us it takes from us now.

I truly need to find all the other No Chances lovers on this app

Does anyone know what people line up for at Best Buy these days

good morning bsky

g’mornin fren 💕

The vibe I bring to the function

YES i still have the scar!!!

In 1st grade I fell down on the playground that was made of tiny pebbles and one of them went INTO MY KNEE and my mom got it out that night and saved it and still has it in a tiny jar. 🙃

SHUT UP my brother threw a rock “in my direction” (at me) when I was 4 and hit me square in the head and I had to go to the ER and everything 😭

ride or die, josh dun.

ride or die, my son.

This is INCREDIBLE

ever just

I have had hives for 4 days and I am realizing finally how much the system sucks bc no one is able to help me 🙃🙃🙃

😍😍😍😍😍

Obsessed!!

I bought this on Etsy last year when Clancy came out. Does anyone know if there is someone on Etsy selling a breach one? I can’t find any yet. 😢

Made this into stickers #happypride (photo credits to the person who took it)