Kami

I'm such an anxious mess this week, and feeling like a crappy wife and mom on top of that.

I hate worrying about money. I thought I was done with this.

The increases in food and rent costs this year have been brutal and my salary just isn't keeping up. I've reduced expenditures by a couple hundred dollars already, and we're working on figuring out what else we can cut until she's done with school and working too.

If you want to contribute to the "keep a queer family with queer kids housed" fund, I would really appreciate it.
Venmo is KamiFord
Current need is -650.

So we got a new property manager, and this one doesn't allow custom payment amounts. I don't have enough in my account, and my partners card isn't working for some reason so I can't pull from it and deposit in mine or something.

This is the functional equivalent of my car getting stolen. This is how I get the youngest to and from preschool, how I get groceries etc.

Money was already tight and there's no way to replace it.

I fucked up and left my bike trailer outside for two days.

Naturally, it got stolen

Wealth of Elon Musk
2012: $2,000,000,000
2023: $248,800,000,000

Wealth of Jeff Bezos
2012: $18,400,000,000
2023: $160,900,000,000

Wealth of Mark Zuckerberg
2012: $17,500,000,000
2023: $105,200,000,000

Federal Minimum Wage
2012: $7.25
2023: $7.25

Three words: tax the rich.

A photo of me with cute makeup standing in front of a sign that says "cheers queers" etched in glass

New outfit is pretty cute too!

A photo of me in a teal tank top, with blue and pink eyeshadow, pink lipstick, and pink blush with cute little white freckles and hearts

Final outfit! And more makeup! But the place I'm going has black lights, and this stuff lights up so that should be fun!

Haaaaaa nm she just now told me that it probably isn't a dress appropriate venue because there are trampolines and stuff 😟

A photo of me in a dress with a black top and red and white polka dots, and gold earrings

Outfit! Probably going to do lipstick at least

Picked a dress I know I look cute in, now just need to pick accessories and decide how much makeup I feel like

I'm trying to figure out a new outfit but I just feel like shit today so I dunno, kinda hate my whole wardrobe rn

I asked her opinion and she was honest but not in a helpful way? Like just ew no that looks weird, but no reasons why or how to make it better.

Today has been so hard already. Got screamed at by a transphobic stranger at the corner store and my partner said she thought the outfit I put together for our date today looked awful. Been in my feels about being good enough for people all week and now this, I just...

I have 20 spots left. International is OK. Want queer comfort, bitter and sweet, like rose thorns and chocolate, in winter?
See below.

Woman with silver and blue hair stands, hands on her stomach and underbust, wearing a green and purple lace floral lingerie set and stockings, elf ears and flower crown

one fairy seeking a good home

will care for houseplants in exchange for sweet wine and shiny things ✨

I'd make a damn good girlfriend too!

I just want a cute partner to cuddle and kiss and text and play games with and dance and fuck and eat food with and

I genuinely don't know how to find them.

A photo of me in a purply tank

And of course, I look like this. A bit bricky.

And I'm non op.

Too many things. Too much baggage. Too old. Wrong anatomy.

And like. I can be a lot I guess.

I'm polyam but pretty new to it
I'm married and know that comes with complications.
I have a pile of kids.
I don't drive.
I'm trans.
I'm queer but still exploring my sexuality.
I'm kinky but still learning how and in which ways.

Sometimes I hate the futility if dating, of flirting, of looking. Of having a great night of flirting and dancing, or great conversation, or just good vibes and then the next morning....

Nothing

Let's be friends

Ghosted

A photo of me, a trans woman, in a burgundy corset with matching lipstick and a black choker with my usual gold heart necklace. My hair is down and mostly brown but bleached blond for the last six inches or so

First bluesky selfie! #notreallygoth

Happy birthday, that's my birthday too!

Alright, friends. We're going to try this a little differently.
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