Liza🎀 edsky<3

Just because im cutting again does NOT mean im going to start eating. I need to control myself.

STORY TIME: Every time I go to Walmart at night in my small town to get either bandages or razors, I ALWAYS run into someone I know and have to avoid. BUT NOT TODAY. I got my razors and bandages in complete stealth💅🤭

Thriving because im getting high to keep myself from driving to get fast food. Im too lazy to make something, and im NOT paying for doordash. So basically, it's free starvation. Ana math😊

HII

followed!!!!

Just got a brand new pennifer Aniston, and im violently high. Im fighting the munchies like a mother fucker rn. To make matters slightly worse, its cake flavored, and my high, paranoid ass feels like im intaking the calories of actual cake. Im tweaking

Ended up having to break my fast at 3 days because my dad noticed i hadn't eaten. Im so annoyed😭😭

I think im gonna try and keep it in my car. I always wake up and weigh myself before my family wakes up, so I could totally just snag it from my car, use it, then put it back like nothing happened

Im gonna try them. They should help

It's just a really painful burning. I looked it up and it said it's the acid fucking up my stomach lining, so now I'm nervous about gastritis. Im probably being 100% delulu tho

WHO WAS GONNA TELL ME THAT MY STOMACH BURNING ISN'T HUNGER PAINS???
WDYM HUNGER PAINS ARE CRAMPS???
CHAT AM I COOKED?

Canceled my gym membership because ive once again decided that I'd rather just starve🤷‍♀️💅

Chat, should I buy a scale and hide it? My parents took my other one. I NEED IT DESPERATELY

I've decided that im not going to weigh myself until my week fast is over. I dont even want to think about how much I weigh right now, so im hoping the week will bring me back to average

IM LOCKED THE FUCK IN
I REFUSE TO BE THIS FAT.
if I dont finish this fast, someone lobotomize me

Officially fasted for 24 hours, my goal is a week, im so locked in, WE ARE SO BACK

CHAT I'M BACK
me and my now ex-boyfriend broke up, so now I can get back in the game. Im gonna start with restriction, then get back into fasting. I MISSED YALL😭😭

DAY 2 I am 5'6 and I want to be shorter SO BAD😭😭

MADE EYE COLOR BRACELETS WITH MY BOYFRIEND YESTERDAY,
I LITERALLY LOVE HIM😭😭

DAY 1! I am 5'6 and 126 lbs😭

Broke a 3 day fast last night, and I do NOT want to step on the scale, but I'm so curious I don't think I lost any weight

My boyfriend called me skin and bone today. I asked him if he would still think I'm pretty if I lost anymore weight, and he said no, but only because he knows the method is unhealthy. I'm so conflicted I want to be skinny so bad, but I can't lose him. I don't know what to do

That actually makes me feel better:)

Please tell me someone out there is like this, too. I don't binge before I purge, I purge even the slightest piece of food that enters my body. I keep seeing all these posts about b/p, and I'm just curious if anyone is like this, too. I feel a little out of place😭😭 #caterpillarsky

My monstrous diet pill is stuck in my fucking esophagus😭😭

Just ordered waist beads in a size too small, so I have to lose weight to wear them. And I REALLY want to wear them

I am KILLING malnourished may rn. I really have to lock in. I was supposed to reach my gw back in fucking December. I WILL make it to 120

Good morning, mooties!!!! My breakfast today consists of diet pills, nicotine, and caffeine😋

I JUST GOT A 589 DOLLAR PAYCHECK. I'M THRIVING