☆Abi☆

Nina closet cosplay ^^

This shit’s too good dude

Sunday night vibes

I dream of being something

Things are so weird, I dissociate so much I just don’t know how to feel

Cool thing about the hospital is that People offer me Diet Coke every day, my second one today lol :’)

Frog says “just be yourself” Fairy replies “my “self” is just an ever shifting collection of desires & reflections” Frog says “just have fun then” @ofearthandlight

Crazy news but 13 days after that I tried to hang myself LOL I am now in the hospital, please, when people have these kind of speech, take things seriously

i live a very gay life i think

I am so tempted to stop going to school ever again this is awful I’m alone every classes and everyone thinks I’m weird

I never know how to handle things, I wish I could have been better

I made a new necklace with a random can tab of monster it looks cute lol

I hate how I have to suffer the heat because I have scars, I’m wearing jackets or sweaters and it’s like 40 degrees outside, wish I was normal, I could have at least liked summer

Morning :’))

The green apple made it super sour T-T I’m a little sad

I’m thinking of getting one again tho because it was good if we forget about the taste not matching the flavour

I think life is proving its point that I can’t get better and that I have to accept that recovery for every addictions I suffer from aren’t possible and that I will never get better

past few days were the most awful days I’ve been having, I need to let it all out and I can’t, I have to go through massive panic attacks and shut up even if I know meds don’t work and I’m basically making efforts for nothing

You can tell I love the taste of artificial sugar X)

Fell for the protein bar propaganda :’)
It wasn’t that good because no caramel and just cereal taste and it’s my fault cause it’s not a chocolate bar so what did I expect.. T>T

I get to skip sleeping pills tonight I might not sleep but its okay

School tomorrow, I’m stressed out, may things be okay

Today I decided to get rid of old things, it made me feel extremely bad as I never move on but I don’t feel as attached as I was from the past, I feel hopeless and like things don’t matter anymore, it doesn’t make me happy, I just feel transparent and empty

I’m going to try to sleep

I took all of my meds I am trying to think they’re helping me but I really hate them, I feel like they make me worse

hihihi guess who bought it ?
Today was stressful so I got these, I’ll try them in the end of the week

I am so lost, I have not an idea on what the fuck is going on

I am in such a stress dude I didn’t know you could get to that level

Even If I make it this year, it’s probably going to be the worst year of my whole life