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i have drawings in the works i gotta finish up and post soon sorryyyy.

i also started assisted pull ups this week. my goal is to do at least 1 unassisted pull up by the end of the year 💪😩

only this week or so did i notice how much my thigh muscles have exploded holy shit. 😶

ALSO RECENTLY I LEARNED ABOUT AI PSYCHOSIS. WE ARE LIVING IN HELL LMAO.

BUT I LIFT THE WEIGHT. I LIFT THE WEIGHT TO FORGET.

my country is on fire and christian nationalism is on the rise and trying to take away our slutty queer media? BUT I LIFT THE HEAVY THING 10 TIMES. BRAIN FEEL GOOD.

I LOVE LIFTING WEIGHTS AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH

yeaaah, i've seen how a lot of younger folks dont really want to do the work, they want ready-made alt clothes and get mad when everything is expensive. 😭 aside from thrifting, i'm still just looking at "normal" clothing stores for pieces i can style into a goth/alt look.

i hate how goth and other subcultures are being reduced to aesthetics lmaaaaoooo

i'm so happy for you!! good luck at your new job! 🥹❤️

met my new doctor today! i'm so glad i have a woman doctor and she seems super nice! 😭

baby's first pap smear this week too. 🥲 i know it's bad i haven't had one before but i also didn't have a family doctor in my whole adult life. 🫠

something i really want to start working on is training to do pull ups. 😤

i've been consistently going to the gym for a year now, and i can now see that shadow definition on my bicep when i flex!!! i'm really proud of myself! 😭

the person i will become when interview with the vampire season 3 begins airing
(the vampire lestat was my first book in the series and the one i have the most fondness for, my grandmother loaned me her copy when i was a teenager and both her and my mom were also big fans of the series. 😭)

drawing a man with short hair

*me pulling up to my first appointment with the laundry list of everything that has been wrong with me for the last 10 years*

after like 2 years on a waitlist, i'm finally getting a family doctor!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 😭

i went in with like no exceptions but it's pretty cute! loved the animation and humor. :')

i did it

the price i pay for getting yoked. 🥹

if i go tho, they have air conditioning 🥹

it's a gym day but this heat is sucking up all my energy to go

it's too damn hot

the most iconic one for me is still tatianna doing spoken word 🥲

random but i hate how in drag race the talent show has devolved into just dancing and lip syncing to an original song. i missed when the girls would do something unique and/or unexpected. 😭

holy shit i'm glad your okay, i had a friend who went through appendicitis recently and it sounds awful 😭

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#artsky

weather is beautiful, went and got a pedicure, had a outside lunch at one of my favorite local cafes, got a pair of wall sconces at a vintage shop for $15, i got my nail charms and stickers in the mail and also the vincent valentine figure i pre-ordered over a year ago finally came!!

i like never have difficulty sleeping but i absolutely couldn't fall asleep as night and also i'm on my period so i started my day off READY to fight the first person who gives me a funny look. but i had a really good day and it was like the world was trying to apologize to me lmaaao.

i'm waiting on some charms and stickers to come in the mail i can't wait to use on my next set. 👀

love being autistic and getting into a new hobby and spending my money on tons of supplies 🥹 /s

anyways while i was "gone" i got into making my own press-on nails (easier to do nail art + i can pop them off when i need to + no contact with the actual gel polish or lamp cuz i wear gloves)