Amadeus

After therapy today I did another round of sending out applications to the new stuff on the Work In Culture job board. Also think I'm supposed to hear back soon from the other places I applied to a while ago this week finally. Feel like i got SOMETHING done today lol. Wish me luck!

Can barely sleep anymore. Feels like I'm fighting panic attacks everyday now.

ban data centers

UFC 400 main event

To be fair, when have ethics ever stopped comedians?

JESUS FUCK

Just noticed it's my 5 year coming out anniversary. Feels like yesterday. So much has happened and stayed the same at the same time.

Get super into Lego

Still waiting to hear back from a job interview. Having a fukn heart attack every time my email notification goes off.

Hey

I'm going to have 5,000 children and name them like I do my morrowind saves

Me and a friend went to finally check out the Museum of Contemporary Art! Brought my polaroid lol.

HOW DOES SHE NOT REALIZE?

This Kind Of Smart, Walkable, Mixed-use Urbanism Is Illegal To Build In Most American Cities

I can't remember where I found this. To the left is the cover of Pathologic 2, the insane video game. To the right is a stick figure head looking at it. Above the stick figure head is a text bubble with so much text in it that it's unreadable. Above the text bubble is an arch (the idea going over the person's head) that just says "defund community theater."

#pathologic #pathologic2

Hope you're OK!

BRB omw

...I can't tell if it's just because I'm getting older but I can't help but feel the holidays are just, sad now?

Just had to blow $450 on a flight so I can get home and not be stuck in my hometown for new years and beyond.

Fuck my life.

HUGE IF TRUE

Fuck this year, dude.

It feels like every year now, someone in my family loses someone in December. The years are just, exhausting now.

Figured I'd start looking for something to do for NYE this far out I might actually plan something this time lmao.

Everybody Talks About Quentin Tarantino For a Whole Day is literally my worst nightmare.

I don't know what any of this means but I'll try it anyway

“I wish I could have gotten the message across that there isn’t a distinction between “they/them” and “you.” The pronoun that matters is “we.”

The Kamala Harris book is so excruciating

Criterion Flash Sales make life worth living (even though they take forevs to show up to my place in canada)

Mondays...

Had a "recruiter" reach out to me via email and when I responded I just got sent an unfilled template response.

Great industry guys. Now if youll excuse me Im going to jump off a fucking cliff.

I can't do this anymore.