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“Sometimes I’m terrified of my heart; it’s constant hunger for whatever it is it wants.The way it stops and starts.”- EAP, ✨Chronic Pain & Illness warrior❣️, 28 CT, Gamer🎮, Twitch Mod🗡️, 🏳️‍🌈,Poly, ✨Big Mama 💪Safe Space ♥️✨ 11/17 C❤️‍🔥 & 11/23 K❣️🔐

100 Followers  |  130 Following  |  46 Posts  |  Joined: 15.12.2023  |  2.1787

Latest posts by sammyybammyyy.bsky.social on Bluesky

I love being with my boyfriend, but my chronic pain and illness is making it really hard to be here, trying to get the temp medicine I need in Scotland is so hard especially being a tourist…

29.10.2025 02:53 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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day 28 of #MonsterGirltober : Dullahan

[ #art #digitalart #monstergirltober2025 ]

28.10.2025 17:22 — 👍 198    🔁 30    💬 4    📌 0
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Nobody cares until it’s too late.

22.08.2025 19:50 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

I can’t seem to find any proper mental health help and I feel crazy and I have no friends.. I feel so fucking alone and severely depressed.. 😔

07.08.2025 05:10 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

It’s sad to know my schooling, chronic pain and depression has me losing friends and telling me I’ve changed, I’ve changed because I can barely get out of bed & I still tried…
Everything is so exhausting… 😔💔

24.07.2025 12:01 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Chronic pain is very lonely.

22.07.2025 00:29 — 👍 10    🔁 1    💬 4    📌 0

I don't understand how much people expect from someone who has constant chronic pain, brain fog and extreme exhaustion

22.07.2025 15:58 — 👍 39    🔁 2    💬 5    📌 0

I hate when I've just woken up and my chronic illness won't shut up.

21.07.2025 11:59 — 👍 124    🔁 15    💬 5    📌 0

"You're probably just dehydrated."

Cool. I'll let my chronic illness know that I'm cured.

21.07.2025 11:57 — 👍 233    🔁 21    💬 14    📌 1

Not having a chronic illness is probably so much fun.

21.07.2025 19:18 — 👍 196    🔁 31    💬 8    📌 0

We now have a concentration camp in Florida.

Stop pretending any of this is normal.

If you claim to be a good person and you're not outwardly opposing this regime, you're not a good person.

Be human.

01.07.2025 01:48 — 👍 36173    🔁 11147    💬 959    📌 405
a pigeon
do not give me verbal instructions I will forget them immediately

a pigeon do not give me verbal instructions I will forget them immediately

20.05.2025 13:24 — 👍 3671    🔁 628    💬 56    📌 43

I feel like my depression is eating me alive…

20.05.2025 12:35 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0
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2025 is 28% complete.

13.04.2025 09:31 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

😭😭😭♥️♥️♥️ i remember everything. I love and miss you always 🥺♥️

03.04.2025 10:35 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

I’ve met some new friends here and they’re so sweet and nice to me, so I thought I’d share this again. Let’s be friends! No judgement zone & safe space as well! ♥️🥺

03.04.2025 09:42 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

@frostybcommentator.bsky.social

03.04.2025 09:24 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

I miss my bestfriend, i remember when i was sick as a teen and he’d come see me regardless of how i was feeling. I miss you 😔💔🥺♥️ thank you for always loving me and my illnesses 😭♥️@frostybcommentator.bsky.social

03.04.2025 09:23 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

Thank you dear, it’s an everyday battle. Sadly it’s progressive so I’m doing my best to cope. Thank you for the kind words, you have no idea how much it means to me 🥺♥️♥️

03.04.2025 09:22 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

This is so helpful, and i appreciate it very much. Thank you sm 🥺😭♥️♥️♥️♥️

03.04.2025 09:21 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Just trying to explain why something bothers me and how we could find common ground in our healing.
It’s a learning process but we’ll get there!

02.04.2025 23:02 — 👍 1    🔁 1    💬 1    📌 0

Nobody ever listens to me, even when I explain what and how to do something..
why do I bother speaking anymore?

23.03.2025 12:35 — 👍 3    🔁 2    💬 1    📌 0
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Haven't seen this here yet so guess I'll post the greatest nature clip ever recorded. Possibly the greatest tracking shot of all time.

21.03.2025 17:42 — 👍 117    🔁 18    💬 17    📌 14

Good work everyone

20.03.2025 23:56 — 👍 5183    🔁 858    💬 117    📌 25

How about FUCK NO

21.03.2025 19:49 — 👍 10    🔁 5    💬 1    📌 0

Chronic pain is being bed bound and so depressed that you don’t even know who you are anymore, and you question if your partners still love you and your trauma and triggers are very sensitive right now so your isolating from everyone 😔😭 im tired.. 😔💔
#chronicpain #depression #spinedisease #thoughts💭

17.03.2025 14:32 — 👍 5    🔁 1    💬 2    📌 0
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them: "stop staring at me!"
Me: I'm not staring at you! I'm dissociating in pain and you're in the way.

them: "stop staring at me!" Me: I'm not staring at you! I'm dissociating in pain and you're in the way.

17.03.2025 13:12 — 👍 144    🔁 20    💬 4    📌 1
itsachronicthing_

chronic illness is trying to work out how many things you will have to skip to be able to do that thing you really have to do in 2 weeks time but also ensuring that you will have time to recover after that thing before you have to do the next thing

source: itsachronicthing on Insta

itsachronicthing_ chronic illness is trying to work out how many things you will have to skip to be able to do that thing you really have to do in 2 weeks time but also ensuring that you will have time to recover after that thing before you have to do the next thing source: itsachronicthing on Insta

Chronic illness is...

17.03.2025 13:23 — 👍 249    🔁 50    💬 6    📌 16

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