Lima

the way films have been saving my life! also anti-depressants and anti-anxiety meds.

2025 you came to me as an ENEMY !!!

by Allah, Adam’s loss completely wrecked me.

ya Allah. exactly this.

I feel close to nothing inside after that loss and I can’t tell if this is a sign of me regaining control over my mental health or that I simply have no life left within me whatsoever.

Having sweet-potato soup!!!!!!!!!!!!! my favss!!!!! potato and soup!!!!!!!! :)))))

i am so tired.

this patient rapport takes 45 years. please.

leaving the clinic and ah. my patients are having a hard time with it. my precious souls.

In order to make this a proper film account. I will start linking my letterboxd reviews and post my reviews. yes. i have seen the light.

Sam Cooke has a very, very special place in my heart.

79 years ago, Rich wrote to D’arline, two years after her death. love is everything in this world. cherish her while she is around.

i cannot emphasize enough how much i need to go stargazing again, it’s the most healing thing

kinda understand the bluesky hate icl. this app feels like millennial gathered. will still be on here cause it’s my little wee diary

Young Soul Rebels (1991) was so entertaining. Sophie Okonedo, brilliant and beautiful. Eamon Walker has my whole heart. also, genuinely such good script. also that sensual roof scene. oefffff. Me and Who!

Ik denk soms dat als Ajax en Feyenoord mee zouden doen aan de verkiezingen, mensen daar echt op zouden stemmen.

fav pass time: putting on quran and crying mi eyes out

bluesky why do you not have drafts?!!!!!!!!!!!

I am leaving the clinic and all my patients are so incredibly sad about it. my precious. so much has happened this year and that was what kept me somewhat alive. being there for them and make them entirely feel safe.

2025 is the year of so much death. from my nephew dying, to my aunt dying to burying my grandmother last week. Allahy rhamhoum. it reaffirms for me so, so much. never have I ever felt this much need to hold my loved ones so ever dear and close to me.

d’angelo too?????? oh just fuck off now will you

these last few months of 2025. Please be good to me.

it’s interesting to see how that plays out as an active clinician. it is a very interesting dynamic that sets its place, i suppose

thinking about how I was once told by a professor that I was going to have an interesting counter-transference with cluster-B patients, specifically how I wouldn’t be fazed by their idealisation/devaluation oscillation and—

2025 wollah you are horrible!!! Diane Keaton?????

A wider field view of Westerlund 1. A dense cluster of bright stars, each with six large and two small diffraction spikes, due to the telescope’s optics. They have a variety of sizes depending on their brightness and distance from us in the cluster, and different colours reflecting different types of star. Patches of billowing red gas can be seen in and around the cluster, lit up by the stars. Small stars in the cluster blend into a background of distant stars and galaxies on black.

A nebula made up of cloudy gas and dust in the form of soft and wispy clouds and, in the center, thin and highly detailed layers pressed close together. Large, bright stars surrounded by six long points of light are dotted over the image, as well as some small, point-like stars embedded in the clouds. The clouds are lit up in blue close to the stars; orange colors show clouds that glow in infrared light.

A star cluster within a nebula. The center of the image contains arcs of orange and pink gas that form a boat-like shape. One end of these arcs points to the top right of the image, while the other end points toward the bottom left. Another plume of orange and pink gas expands from the center to the top left of the image. To the right of this plume is a large cluster of white stars. There are more of these white stars and galaxies of different sizes spread throughout the image.

Red dual opposing jets coming from young stars fill the darker top half of the image. At bottom center is a glowing pale yellow, cave-like structure, its top tilted toward two o’clock, with a bright star at its center. The dust of the cave structure becomes wispy toward eight o’clock. Above the arched top of the dust cave, 3 groupings of stars with diffraction spikes are arranged. A dark cloud sits at the top of the arch of the glowing dust cave, with one streamer curling down the right-hand side. The dark shadow of the cloud appears pinched in the center, with light emerging in a triangle shape above and below the pinch, revealing the presence of a star inside the cloud. The largest jets of red material emanate from within this dark cloud, thick and displaying structure like the rough face of a cliff, glowing brighter at the edges. At top center, a star displays another, larger pinched dark shadow, this time vertically. To the left of this star is a more wispy, indistinct region.

i really have nothing to post about so uh space is cool and look at these pretty pictures of it thank you

had to miss my weekly swimming session today. :(

what more oomfs on here!

2025 is the year of grief to me.

what a week.