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anyways i miss privacy and silence it's been like 4 years since i've had that

how tf you gonna put on a movie and then leave to play a game on the computer just making all the noise and lights and turning on all the screens forever ig

SORRY i will stop thinking about being like a bug on huge buff birds soon. SOON…. AUGH

Sketchpage — A page of sketches and drawings of my new sona I haven't formally introduced. He's based off of a Panda Shepherd! Here's a bit of trivia: A Panda Shepherd is a purebred German Shepherd with a rare genetic mutation causing a piebald coat, which is approximately 35% white and the rest black and tan. I felt such a strong connection with the concept because pandas and dogs are such a big part of me — pandas especially, because you know. That's where it started. 🐼 I hope ya'll like himb 🧡

"Panda Shepherd" — Yap fest in alt text. 🧡

my most outlandish dream is having a 2 bedroom apartment to myself in a metropolitan area where i can walk to get my groceries

Down bad

need a distraction before i realize how bad things are again

can someone give me $50,000 so i can experience one year of relative peace

i should probably try drawing again

i'm so shy i don't wanna be the weirdo reply guy... but it must be done i suppose 😔

one of my resolutions for 2025 last year was to give more compliments when i saw something i liked and i kinda gave up on that like 2 months in bc brain issues maybe i should try again

lowkey told myself "i'm in no place to do romance" for too long and now im Getting There in age where it's a red flag

i should be more confident and vocal bc im a smart and creative fella. i think.

it's amazing how bioshock infinite manages to be even worse than i remember, even when i already had it as my least favorite game of all time

but that's so hard :(

i would do anything for a fatter ass except exercise regularly

i'm smart and good, surely

commission

yesssssss you know ball

cinnamon toast is great but too heavy for breakfast, glass block belongs in rooms with water like bathrooms and pool rooms and nowhere else, small ceramic figures are great and we should encourage more knickknacks less posters, and Fentiman's Rose Lemonade is the most underrated beverage ever

let's make terrible things together

learning how to draw just to get in the furry smut circles

i made a version of wikipedia you can doomscroll
xikipedia.org

i tell friend that they would hate my favorite movie. they say they wanna watch it anyways. i tell them again that they will hate it. they insist on watching it. i cannot convince them to not watch it. they watch it. 0.5 stars on letterboxd.

i wanna work on my website so i can work on my criticism so i can work on my videos so i can work on my music so i can work on my short stories so i can work on the novel

we are reaching the "wait im goated" stage of the mania/depression cycle

Esther standing with her arms crossed, pen in one hand and talking to someone offscreen. She's standing in front of a bookcase.

Colored that Esther 🎨

#esther #art #oc #ocsky #anthro #furry #mouse

now to let it rot on my hard drive :)