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@lulumen.bsky.social

I'm never suffering again unless desire is going on later today | ๐Ÿฅžโ˜•๏ธ๐Ÿ”„ | NSFW, freak-friendly zone | the writer's unironic fetish is violence and yaoi where they try to kill each other 20โ†‘๐Ÿ”ž + he/him ๐Ÿณ๏ธโ€๐ŸŒˆ + ic: @sutoraifuwu https://ao3.org/users/lumensd

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ๆ˜Žไธป

04.02.2026 18:23 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 101    ๐Ÿ” 46    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

The writer's fetish is glaringly opaque and permeates every iota of his work btw

04.02.2026 02:58 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 4    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Surprising literally no one ever: Blood and Violence, Dirty Talk But It's About Murder, Sadomasochism, Rivals With Benefits, Character Study, and probably the one I used on my most recent fic (Orgasm Denial For Utilitarian Purposes) but in my case the utilitarian purposes are a fistfight

04.02.2026 02:56 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 11    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Ohhh I need to try obsidianโ€ฆ thank you for the rec this does sound nice

03.02.2026 21:51 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

โ€œYou can do *more,* canโ€™t you, Joker?โ€ โ€œYou make that look *easy,* Jokerโ€ โ€œArenโ€™t you the leader?โ€ you wouldโ€™ve had to pry me off of him with the jaws of life thatโ€™s all Iโ€™m saying

03.02.2026 18:41 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 5    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

This is killing me so bad.

03.02.2026 18:26 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

No wait because youโ€™re onto something

03.02.2026 18:26 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

My oneshot writer programming is bluescreening at the slightest mention of an arc

03.02.2026 17:37 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

What is the trick to getting motivated to work on your outline for a longfic. Is there one. Am I just supposed to rawdog this wall of text. I tried making it aesthetically pleasing and it is but my brain still cannot be fooled as to its true nature (scary wall of text) and itโ€™s impeding my progress

03.02.2026 17:35 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 7    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I feel so strongly that this is a dilemma he has on a near-daily basis

03.02.2026 17:18 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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๐Ÿฅžโ˜•๏ธ #akeshu hunger

03.02.2026 16:01 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 83    ๐Ÿ” 32    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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The space you leave behind, and the color you brought into my world.

#persona5royal #shuake

03.02.2026 02:14 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 64    ๐Ÿ” 32    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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lowkey hate how these turned out, but have 'em anyway-
happy 2/2
#p5r | #akeshu | #shuake

02.02.2026 21:19 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 7    ๐Ÿ” 7    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
mementos mission panel by rokuro saito ren amamiya joker persona 5 p5 p5r looking trouhgt a window with a cup of coffe and shirtlest for some fucking reason and his tits are of a size worth considering

mementos mission panel by rokuro saito ren amamiya joker persona 5 p5 p5r looking trouhgt a window with a cup of coffe and shirtlest for some fucking reason and his tits are of a size worth considering

Nothing better than a cup of #Blackcoffe...โ˜• Except maybe #Men๐Ÿ˜„ #Yep #ImGay๐ŸŒˆ

03.02.2026 10:58 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 33    ๐Ÿ” 17    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

No wait I love this

03.02.2026 11:50 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

(Iโ€™m aware the implication was that the interrogation room would be the rematch bc in Akechiโ€™s mind thereโ€™s no way he *wouldnโ€™tโ€™ve* emerged victorious. However. If I were Joker I wouldโ€™ve been so annoying. Fuck a โ€œhow are you aliveโ€ letโ€™s talk about how youโ€™re a punk ass BITCH who wonโ€™t fight me)

03.02.2026 01:55 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 15    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Did anyone else go through the entirety of 3rd sem with โ€œwhenโ€™s he gonna ask for that rematch he promisedโ€ in the back of their mind. I was like oh heโ€™s just being coy because he knows heโ€™s gonna lose again ^_^ and then he made me mercykill him and I only stopped crying long enough to curse him out

03.02.2026 01:51 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 24    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Itโ€™s so fun. Killing you on purpose day, killing myself in front of you and all your friends to change the trajectory of your lives day, asking you to let me die so I can make one singular choice that is mine day, and (checks notes, adjusts glasses) calling me honey in front of your dad and cat day

03.02.2026 01:26 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 17    ๐Ÿ” 5    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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2.2
#shuake #akeshu #persona5

03.02.2026 00:55 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 144    ๐Ÿ” 90    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Here, have some 2/2 angst #akeshu #shuake
Happy divorce day!

PS. Donโ€™t ask me about the song, I canโ€™t recall anything about this piece, it was just there alone in my tablet, waiting for a moment to shine xD

02.02.2026 21:55 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 26    ๐Ÿ” 14    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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happy(?) #shuake day for those who celebrate #ไธปๆ˜Ž

02.02.2026 21:41 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 319    ๐Ÿ” 199    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 7    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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(post-canon) 2/2 anniversary nightmares

#akeshu #ๆ˜Žไธป

02.02.2026 15:49 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 84    ๐Ÿ” 45    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 4    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1

our shop has been un-suspended (yayyy), but we're still going to be penalized by The Algorithm, so just visiting our shop will help us a lot! clicking on listings and adding them to your favs will also help a ton, too!

www.etsy.com/shop/massive...

02.02.2026 22:34 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 20    ๐Ÿ” 12    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1
DarknicJen

Hi hello! I am so so so SO excited to be a part of this zine!! The wonderful work of shuakeshu writers keeps me breathing most days and I am over the moon to be here celebrating those writers! 

While I haven't read a full novel in quite some time, I am a huge fan of suspense and psychological horror, especially stories that involve kidnapping and/or forced situationships. You can pretty much always find me lurking about ao3's m/m original longfic section! :3

Bsky | darknicjen
Tumblr | darknicjen

[DarknicJenโ€™s art features Joker and Crow (Prince) posed back-to-back over a stylish halftone background. Crowโ€™s body is turned away with his head looking back with a wide open smile, and Joker is posed in the front with a calm grin, both their gazes fixed on each other.]

DarknicJen Hi hello! I am so so so SO excited to be a part of this zine!! The wonderful work of shuakeshu writers keeps me breathing most days and I am over the moon to be here celebrating those writers! While I haven't read a full novel in quite some time, I am a huge fan of suspense and psychological horror, especially stories that involve kidnapping and/or forced situationships. You can pretty much always find me lurking about ao3's m/m original longfic section! :3 Bsky | darknicjen Tumblr | darknicjen [DarknicJenโ€™s art features Joker and Crow (Prince) posed back-to-back over a stylish halftone background. Crowโ€™s body is turned away with his head looking back with a wide open smile, and Joker is posed in the front with a calm grin, both their gazes fixed on each other.]

๐Ÿ–‹ OUR LIBRARIANS โœจ

Our next spot artist is @darknicjen.bsky.social ! We couldn't get enough of their stylish work, so we've brought them back for a special edition rerunโ€“now in black-and-white!

#L3Librarians

02.02.2026 18:04 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 18    ๐Ÿ” 9    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1

I am OBSESSED

02.02.2026 16:50 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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"our deal's off."

02.02.2026 16:03 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 52    ๐Ÿ” 37    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 5    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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#shuake #ไธปๆ˜Ž

02.02.2026 16:03 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 137    ๐Ÿ” 75    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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2/2/20XX

> Hold onto his hand like you held onto his glove.

02.02.2026 15:30 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 153    ๐Ÿ” 93    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1
"I thought defiling his taxi might be therapeutic?"
Ren wanted to try having sex in a car, and Goro happened to know where Maruki kept his parked.

"I thought defiling his taxi might be therapeutic?" Ren wanted to try having sex in a car, and Goro happened to know where Maruki kept his parked.

Happy 2/2! ๐Ÿฅžโ˜•
Have some AkeShu Smut! ๐Ÿ–ค

๐Ÿ’ซ Exchanging Body Heat in the Passengerโ€™s Seat
๐Ÿš• NSFW โ€” Exhibitionism โ€” Car Sex
๐Ÿ“ Rated E

๐Ÿ”— archiveofourown.org/works/7872183

02.02.2026 15:06 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 16    ๐Ÿ” 7    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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I wrote a little something for our national holiday, a second person POV thing about the missed deadline ending.

My first fic in over two yearsโ€ฆ a little nerve-racking, but I hope you enjoy it nonetheless. โค๏ธ

archiveofourown.org/works/62721175

02.02.2025 15:50 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 45    ๐Ÿ” 20    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 3

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