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I'm never suffering again unless desire is going on later today | 🥞☕️🔄 | NSFW, freak-friendly zone | the writer's unironic fetish is violence and yaoi where they try to kill each other 20↑🔞 + he/him 🏳️‍🌈 + ic: @sutoraifuwu https://ao3.org/users/lumensd

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#BottomGoroWeek2026 | Day 1 - Phone Sex/Dub-con | Fingering yourself to the voice of your rival as he goes about his day, none-the-wiser. 👍
#shuake | @bottomgoroweek.bsky.social

08.02.2026 16:27 — 👍 6    🔁 4    💬 0    📌 0
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is it still me that makes you sweat?

[ #shuake #主明 ]

15.01.2025 01:19 — 👍 25    🔁 14    💬 0    📌 0

I love it when a cat is kinda ugly or fucked up looking it’s really endearing to me

08.02.2026 17:26 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Same fucking boat as you 😭😭 for SHAME

08.02.2026 17:18 — 👍 3    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0
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💜 Good morning! This marks Day 1 of Bottom Goro Week. Please be sure to tag this account and use #BottomGoroWeek2026 when sharing your work ‧₊˚♡

08.02.2026 16:05 — 👍 9    🔁 6    💬 0    📌 0
concept art of a Shadow Joker. 

Left: Full-body. His design is inspired by Venetian Carnival masks and 16th century french jesters, and the full mask over his face is half black/half white and smiling. An arrow reads "Goro's glove" pointing at his right gloved hand. Another arrow reads" Itemized Arsène" pointing at the cane in his hand. Another note beside him reads "elements of Arsène & Satanael"

Right: samples of the Thieves Den loading screen masks with text beside it that reads "mask cycles through expressions"

Bottom Right: Shadow Joker without his mask is shown. His face is obscured by shadow except for his glowing yellow eye.

concept art of a Shadow Joker. Left: Full-body. His design is inspired by Venetian Carnival masks and 16th century french jesters, and the full mask over his face is half black/half white and smiling. An arrow reads "Goro's glove" pointing at his right gloved hand. Another arrow reads" Itemized Arsène" pointing at the cane in his hand. Another note beside him reads "elements of Arsène & Satanael" Right: samples of the Thieves Den loading screen masks with text beside it that reads "mask cycles through expressions" Bottom Right: Shadow Joker without his mask is shown. His face is obscured by shadow except for his glowing yellow eye.

Akira’s Palace
-Amusement Park ruins with several attractions, both operational and beyond repair
-Keywords: Kurusu Akira, Tokyo, Amusement Park
-Cognitions are human, but they’re self-absorbed and/or don’t acknowledge that they’re in ruins
-Even in all the ruin and debris, there’s still celebration throughout the palace in falling confetti and parades
-His treasure is his train ticket home from when he left Tokyo. It takes the form of a giant plush toy grand prize from a carnival game or if enough tickets are traded.
-Because his palace is so massive, it’s almost necessary to have Monabus or some other form of transportation
-Rather than safe rooms, there are safe houses. Each area has a designated safehouse (Yongen: Leblanc, Kichijoji: Jazz Jin, Shinjuku: Crossroads, etc.)
-Notable attractions: Maze of Mirrors, Horror House, Closed off/boarded up Tunnel of Love, a dilapidated ferris wheel, carnival games area, and a god’s puppet theater

Shadow Joker
-His shadow is a jester, playing on his Fool arcana, code name, and his perceived role as the public’s entertainment (and source of his friends’ happiness or well-being)
-He has a full face mask that shifts through expressions based on the Thieves Den loading screen. Underneath, his face is obscured in shadow. What can be seen is hollowed out

Extra
-Tokyo used to be a place that was filled with endless entertainment and possibilities; his first year as a Phantom Thief was the most alive he’d ever felt, and part of him always saw it as a thrill despite the danger and pain
-Akira does not enter his own palace
-Goro is alive and discovers the PT accessing the Metaverse, and he does his own investigation/infiltration. Akira’s shadow assumes he’s a ghost, but cognitive!Goro is an animatronic bound to the boarded up Tunnel of Love
-The PT have to face what they’ve unintentionally done to Akira through their reflections in the Maze of Mirrors, confronting what it means to see Akira as a “mirror of sorts.”

Akira’s Palace -Amusement Park ruins with several attractions, both operational and beyond repair -Keywords: Kurusu Akira, Tokyo, Amusement Park -Cognitions are human, but they’re self-absorbed and/or don’t acknowledge that they’re in ruins -Even in all the ruin and debris, there’s still celebration throughout the palace in falling confetti and parades -His treasure is his train ticket home from when he left Tokyo. It takes the form of a giant plush toy grand prize from a carnival game or if enough tickets are traded. -Because his palace is so massive, it’s almost necessary to have Monabus or some other form of transportation -Rather than safe rooms, there are safe houses. Each area has a designated safehouse (Yongen: Leblanc, Kichijoji: Jazz Jin, Shinjuku: Crossroads, etc.) -Notable attractions: Maze of Mirrors, Horror House, Closed off/boarded up Tunnel of Love, a dilapidated ferris wheel, carnival games area, and a god’s puppet theater Shadow Joker -His shadow is a jester, playing on his Fool arcana, code name, and his perceived role as the public’s entertainment (and source of his friends’ happiness or well-being) -He has a full face mask that shifts through expressions based on the Thieves Den loading screen. Underneath, his face is obscured in shadow. What can be seen is hollowed out Extra -Tokyo used to be a place that was filled with endless entertainment and possibilities; his first year as a Phantom Thief was the most alive he’d ever felt, and part of him always saw it as a thrill despite the danger and pain -Akira does not enter his own palace -Goro is alive and discovers the PT accessing the Metaverse, and he does his own investigation/infiltration. Akira’s shadow assumes he’s a ghost, but cognitive!Goro is an animatronic bound to the boarded up Tunnel of Love -The PT have to face what they’ve unintentionally done to Akira through their reflections in the Maze of Mirrors, confronting what it means to see Akira as a “mirror of sorts.”

Resurrects Akira Palace AU from 2020

#akirakurusu #persona5 (shuake implied)

07.02.2026 08:58 — 👍 70    🔁 36    💬 5    📌 0

Homophobic that I have so much homework during bottom Goro week smh my head

08.02.2026 16:08 — 👍 4    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Where would you rank Mr. Yoshizawa

08.02.2026 13:48 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0
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i’ve been too much into animal crossing lately….
#shuake

07.02.2026 22:03 — 👍 136    🔁 52    💬 5    📌 1
Screenshot of AO3 with a link to 💖🌺🏝✨MY FANFICTION✨🏝🌺💖

Screenshot of AO3 with a link to 💖🌺🏝✨MY FANFICTION✨🏝🌺💖

CHAPTER 5 UPDATE!! Do not check what year it is. Don't look at the calendar. A normal length of time has passed. Anyway it has:

☆ Getting stuck on the phone with customer service
☆ Two guys hanging out in a bathroom
☆ Therapy journaling of dubious quality

archiveofourown.org/works/290127...

07.02.2026 22:46 — 👍 24    🔁 11    💬 3    📌 0
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sumi my girl it's been so long #persona5

07.02.2026 21:28 — 👍 178    🔁 53    💬 0    📌 0

Oooughhhhhhghhhhhhhhgrhhhhhrhhgrhhh

07.02.2026 20:58 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

(closing my history textbook) no yaoi, interest lost

07.02.2026 20:57 — 👍 12    🔁 2    💬 1    📌 0
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mildly nsfw - some skin and kissing in bed. #shuake #ghostart

07.02.2026 20:01 — 👍 148    🔁 77    💬 12    📌 0

Had a professor say “I just use it as a brainstorming partner” and felt so incredibly and utterly consumed by violence

07.02.2026 20:34 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

if you're using the plagiarism machine for 'a place to start' then your blood is weak and you won't survive the winter

02.02.2026 06:04 — 👍 19    🔁 8    💬 1    📌 1
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#shuake recharging
(animated versions in replies)

07.02.2026 19:11 — 👍 102    🔁 44    💬 2    📌 0

They're so damn cuteeeee

07.02.2026 17:32 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

Equipping the little guy immediately

07.02.2026 07:35 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0
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he's like if a wet cat was a person

05.02.2026 02:34 — 👍 40    🔁 10    💬 2    📌 0

I try to dispose of the gubepede and it reappears in my inventory. I try to sell it to a merchant who informs me the gubepede is a no auction item. I throw the gubepede into the farthest river and watch it sink, and I think I’m safe until it reappears at the next traveler’s camp

07.02.2026 07:31 — 👍 5    🔁 0    💬 2    📌 0

You and your little gaggle of fujo henchmen haven't seen the last of me

07.02.2026 06:24 — 👍 12    🔁 5    💬 0    📌 0

I DID NOT REALIZE IT WAS LIKE THAT. HELP ME

06.02.2026 20:37 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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sleepy kiras
#Persona5 #P5 #Persona

06.02.2026 15:20 — 👍 103    🔁 41    💬 1    📌 0

Been thinking about this again because I’ve been looping the song lately… love this piece sooo much

06.02.2026 15:30 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
A paint-over of a shot from the music video for Miike Snow's Genghis Khan (link below). Joker from Persona 5 is cuffed to a metal operating chair, dressed like a James Bond-style spy.

A paint-over of a shot from the music video for Miike Snow's Genghis Khan (link below). Joker from Persona 5 is cuffed to a metal operating chair, dressed like a James Bond-style spy.

A paint-over of a shot from the music video for Miike Snow's Genghis Khan (link below). Akechi from Persona 5 runs his hand down a pair of pliers, dressed like a masked Bond villain.

A paint-over of a shot from the music video for Miike Snow's Genghis Khan (link below). Akechi from Persona 5 runs his hand down a pair of pliers, dressed like a masked Bond villain.

I get a little bit Genghis Khan #shuake #toppiesart

14.05.2025 13:39 — 👍 162    🔁 85    💬 12    📌 1
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เคยลงไอ้นี่ในนี้ยัง(จำไม่ได้)
อยากวาดอะไรที่ได้ฟิลเปโกะขี้แอ็คแบบนี้อีกจัง(คิดอะไรไม่ออก เพราะในหัวมีแต่เปโกะตาแป๊ว เป็นแมวอ้อน งื้อๆน่ารักๆ(อะไร))

03.02.2026 11:56 — 👍 54    🔁 18    💬 0    📌 0

it's pretty dope writing, drawing, creating in general. using your human goods, your clumsy fingers, and forgetful distracted brain constantly dashing toward new ideas. doubting everything. freaking out. working through it. after all that, you end up with something only you could have possibly made.

06.02.2026 00:32 — 👍 230    🔁 128    💬 3    📌 2

Oh my god she’s so marshmallowed

06.02.2026 02:25 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

I don’t have enough methylphenidate in my system to conjure up a witty reply to this. You win

06.02.2026 02:06 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

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