David Bedwell

Watching this dove today, so many families stood together sharing in their loss and their pain. Barely a word spoken between us but we just knew. We understood. A journey so many take together unknowingly. A grief in many different stages but a grief all the same.

I don't post here much anymore but for anyone I don't have elsewhere I just wanted to share this. Hopefully through talking openly about my grief and child loss I can help others relate or understand more ❤️

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First day back in the office in 5 months. Aim for the day is survival. Nothing more. Nothing less. Just survive.

I love hiding in the cinema for a day.

*Not ACTUALLY hiding. I do have a membership.

Thank you ❤️

The More Things Change.. How can someone be there one moment and then gone forever the next?

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Actually the exact reason I never read the book. Thought it sounded shit.

When my brain is refusing to function, I either watch all of Taskmaster again or I watch Normal People because I will forever be obsessed with Marianne and Connell.

The Silence Of Grief If you had asked me six months ago what one of my favourite things in the world was, I would have quite honestly said silence.

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There's probably a whole ass bunch of people out there that don't know there's a 3 minute version of the Friends theme.

Thank you ❤️

Father's Day was a tough one.

I survived.

Now to work out how to survive today. And the next day. And the next day.

It never ends.

Absolutely shit. But I keep on. All I can do.

People asking how I'm doing but not really being interested in the answer is pretty annoying. Just say hi if you want to be polite. I don't want to smile and say I'm great. I'm not in the mood for lying. I'm far from great.

Back to building the big one. #Lego

Another good episode. Loved the general idea about it all. Let's see if they stick the landing next week.

#DoctorWho

If I see one more person celebrating the potential demise of #DoctorWho because it's now too "woke".. 🙄

Ncuti is amazing. Diversity isn't woke. It's real life.

Branching out into something different. #Lego

Won't say much other than definitely glad I went in spoiler free on that. Who knew the Eurovision based episode would be quite that powerful. #DoctorWho

All finished. One of my favourite sets ❤️

#Lego #Transformers

The saddest thing about looking at photos is knowing I'll never be able to take another one ❤️

#DoctorWho has been wonderful this series. Not that I didn't like it before but this is definitely a level above.

Anyone moaning about diversity or any other rubbish needs to live in the real world.

A show about time and space should never just be stuck in London with a bunch of white people.

Quick break from Optimus Prime #Lego to do something #StarWars related instead.

Thank you ❤️

Not sure what my therapy will be after I get through all my Lego and books.

Oh wait.. buy more Lego and more books. Good plan.

Thank you sir. Always appreciated, even after all these years ❤️

Cake crisis solved. Everything all ready for funeral and wake tomorrow.

Now to just get through that 😫

Thank you ❤️

Thank you ❤️

Well that's the death registered. Most depressed I've ever been receiving a certificate 😒