Sekoia

You still know where your boy voice was? I have been told that my "boy voice" is deeper than I ever actually was

HRT gives you the will and ability to want to improve, it's amazing

Damn, it's really beautiful out today

I have no meat on my bones and really bad circulation (genetic, probs Raynaud's). I've fully accepted my life will permanently have cold hands now.

Love surprising myself with my sleep schedule. Will I be waking up or falling asleep at 3am? 12 hours in one go or 4 2 hour naps? Who knows!

agh I'm squinting at my computer screen when it's far enough away. My eyes are getting worse :(

it's like all the bad stuff of C (manual everything, thinking about the compiler's junk), and its own bad stuff (worse syntax, weird manual constructor/destructor/semantics)

I'm not used to writing C++, but it was kinda convenient for this assignment, so here's my review as a "decent" user of C:

bad. do not like. if I have to think about move or copy semantics or destructors i will remove the compiler's kneecaps

Aw, I was kinda hoping the Blue Jays would win

'the man who sold the world' covered by nirvana (live in new york) might be one of my top 10 favourite songs ever, it scratches that perfect itch

Dangit, I slept from 21:00 to 3:00. I just wanted an hour nap :(

I washed my hair with conditioner, let it dry without wind, combed it, and wouldn't ya know it: it's smoother now wow

When my cat is really happy she purrs like a maniac and licks whatever is front of her and moving, which is generally either my arm, or herself

Yes!! The smell changes are great!

If you're on spiro (which I hope not) you might have lost more smell in general, happened to me

even just "smooth" is pretty accurate tbf!

Mehr süd, Schweizerin XD

10-12mg of cypro with 2 pumps is insane, that's no hormones at all...

My starter dose was 25mg spiro (lol sure) and 2 pumps too, but I raised it myself to 4 within like 2 weeks (I got my prescription later). Generally they do more tho

Injections legally cannot be prescribed here :/

ok so actually all your art gives me gender envy wow

Saving this to my gender envy folder damnn

The idea that "reduction of libido and erections" is the *first* effect you get from HRT (after a *month*) is the most insane shit, wtaf are they talking about.

Maybe that's with strong T suppression and basically no E?

..... wait not everybody uses the trackpad with their left hand?

lefty stuff ig

aaa and linking fails when I enable debug mode aaa

compiled a big program to debug it, took half an hour... and then I realized I forgot to include debug symbols. fml.

j'ai une pote qui accorde avec le mm genre que la personne qui parle, c'est pas mal

Neat, there's a "misleading link" warning!

This is a test (fake) link: https://pdsls.dev

Punk, slightly pop punk: Love Me Forever - Pinkshift

Indie rock: The New Abnormal - The Strokes and MADRA - NewDad (this one's my sleep playlist)

C'est tellement dur d'éviter les tournures de phrases anglaises 😭

Et les lettres silencieuses des conjugaisons... blegh

Signal is a legit good chat app I'm impressed

I can't speak french correctly anymore I keep doing anglicisms :/