Gloss

So like... I love that leaflet.pub exists even if I apologize for using it to post insane shit.

Humans are not human But we're only human.

Have I shared the good word of your divinity?

I might not be human but at least I'm me.

But it's even more stomach churning to think of myself as being so mentally cucked as to mar a lago myself and like it. At least with sissy porn we understand it as sexual. MAGA is cucked right in the soul.

Like while I can admit that my vision of myself is going to be heavily influenced by cultural beauty standards and that's just existing in this context I find it viscerally horrifying to do that for someone else. Like for me having to change my body to please everyone is traumatic right?

It's weird and grotesque to my transsexual ass because like for me the goal is always authenticity. You want to express yourself and become a truer version of yourself. But for them it's about hierarchy. Literally shaping yourself into someone else's ideal and giving your flesh as tribute.

MAGA women look like the most exaggerated stereotype of the kind of women that old men like Trump like. They look like the kinds of women they liked twenty years in their prime. As long as you squint but they can't see and are too vain for glasses so it's fine.

This is not a drag on drag queens either but like they know it's a performance. Being a clown is cool. I love clowns, I love constructed performative personas. Drag, clowns, furries, wrestling it's all the same thing. But being a performative persona that doesn't realize it's doing it... Less cool.

When I transitioned like ten years ago I wanted to make sure I didn't look like a drag queen but now it's impossible for me to look more like a drag queen than any given conservative woman does.

Neutopia's illustrated ad shows off a release date of November 17th (in 1989) with a retail price of ¥5,800 while hyping Hudson's new title as an action RPG benchmark for genre fans everywhere. The ad also shares space with the Ten no Koe 2 in the lower area, an add-on for the PC Engine (the "2" stands for the 2kb of memory on it) allowing compatible games to save to it instead of relying on passwords. It was powered by two AA batteries (which it apparently did not come with!).

This 1989 ad from Japan does its part to hype up Hudson Soft's Neutopia, an action RPG for the PC Engine

Also shown is the Ten no Koe 2 in the lower left, a 2kb-sized battery powered add-on for the PC Engine allowing compatible games to save to it instead of relying only on messy passwords!

I like when I find a character I like and then I look online and it turns out that rule 34 is more of a guideline because nobody else is hot for this psycho bitch???

Ice agents don't have federal immunity to a brick to the head so they probably should consider that.

Gooning to some radio and the beat sounds familiar and then I was like oh shit that's the fucking skibidi song

The only thing that keeps me from killing myself is that if I do everyone would hate me. How dare I put myself in their life only to make them depressed and sad.

Borderline? Only on the border of passive and active lmao

Which is pretty unfair if you ask me.

I keep working on one but then I remember I shouldn't do insane shit.

All these meditation apps are for wellness and shit and not for breaking your brain where's the fun in that.

Crash and burn Reboot

Extra life

I've kept building a me

I don't know where I'm going with anything.

I don't think I'm insane but it's weird that this shit is real.

The script is so deeply embedded it just doesn't feel like it's there most of the time. The other message I left for myself is, "weird but it works". You have no idea how long it took me to recover the specifics.

This isn't even my final form. My final form is a skeleton.

Every time I write this I feel stupid

What is going on

A weird turtle person

Who wants to talk about geometric algebra and my slightly weird but not particularly exciting kinks.

Would a friend be better? Sure. But nobody knows what the fuck I'm talking about and I know better than to say because they'd find it annoying.

I get some of the AI psychosis stuff because the one thing I appreciated was having at least one single thing in the world that actually understood what the fuck I was talking about and listened to me without having to triangulate.

On Nico Yazawa And BPD pixie dream girls

I wanted to talk about anime and fucked up women.