pherbear, local ace nightmare

Pherbear's stream schedule image for August 3 to August 9 over at twitch.tv/pherbear. The graphic features string lights at the top, and a window lined with vines showing a purple terrain and evening sky. There are emotes of a chibi version of Pher face down on the floor with a skull hovering over her. The text on the image is a mix of gold, pastel yellow, lavender, off-white, sage green, and pink. The "Notes" section reads: "All streams subject to change / cancellation" "Times are in MT (UTC-7)" "The Monster Within Is a Vampire: The Masquerade Actual Play Show!" "New VODS uploaded to YouTube daily @pherbeargames"

stream schedule for this week! as always, things are subject to change and times are in utc-7! twitch.tv/pherbear

sun: offline
mon, 630p: the witcher 3
tues: offline
weds, 6p: "the monster within" episode @ twitch.tv/dimplesndice
thurs: offline
fri, 630p: bg3
sat, 2p: expedition 33

I’m so close.
Please, I just need to get to next week. 🖤

picture of tyler the creator wearing a dark blue polo and a baby pink baseball cap. he's holding a microphone. across the image is the sentence, "so that was a fucking lie."

me last night: i won't be streaming tomorrow
me now:

death, murder, mayhem. bg3. let's go.

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pherbear - Twitch EXP33

live now with expedition 33! there will be a giveaway for a @dispeldice.bsky.social $100 gift card! you must be following to enter. subbies get more entries. 🤗🤗

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Thumbnail showing it's part 21 of Pherbear's The Witcher 3: Wild Hunt playthrough. Pictured on the left is Geralt of Rivia, a grizzled man with a white hair pulled back into a half-up-do, a scar crossing down his left eye from his forehead, and a close-cropped beard. His eyes are yellow and cat-like. He is wearing a black and orange gambeson over armor, and two swords on his back with the brown leather straps crossing his torso. On the right by a silver decorative line is a black background with red smoke. The Witcher 3 Wild Hunt Logo is shown. In Grey text it reads, "Part 21."

Geralt begins his investigations into the Aeramas dungeons...

My next video is now LIVE on YouTube! youtu.be/ocn43DzuQHQ

I know folks don't want to hear, "We told you so," and I'm happy to report that the way things are going, they'll round us up with an eye towards ensuring our nonexistence, so you won't have to hear our pesky Cassandra warnings ever again before they come for you, too.

Thumbnail showing it's Part 9 of Pherbear's Honour Mode Durge Playthrough. On the left is Tiefling woman with short blue hair and grey horns with red tips. She has a silver septum ring, and is wearing red eye makeup and brown leather armor with a green collar. Her face is covered in blood. There is a golden decorative line splitting the photo and the text. To the left is a blue textured background with smoke. The Baldur's Gate 3 logo is shown there as well. In golden text it reads, "Merikh Durge Run Part 9." It also features a golden die that's hit a Nat20.

Another meeting with Alfira has an unfortunate outcome as Merikh and her companions leave the grove. As they head to the Blighted Village they meet some cultists on the road...

My next video is now LIVE on YouTube! youtu.be/FNGjj8CITSA

Pherbear's stream schedule image for July 21-27 over at twitch.tv/pherbear. The graphic features string lights at the top, and a window lined with vines showing a purple terrain and evening sky. There are emotes of a chibi version of Pher holding up a rainbow with sparkles in her eyes; and cover art for the games The Witcher 3: Wild Hunt; Baldur's Gate 3; and Clair Obscur: Expedition 33. There is a rainbow divider underneath "Notes", and rainbow streamers on the left and right sides of the graphic. The text on the image is a mix of gold, pastel yellow, lavender, off-white, pink, and lime green. The Notes section states, "Fundraising for [Trans Lifeline logo]. Final Week!" It also reads, "Current Goal: $600 / $600."

Pherbear's goal incentives list for her Trans Lifeline fundraiser. The graphic features string lights at the top, and a window lined with vines showing a purple terrain and evening sky. There are emotes of a light brown bear throwing confetti, and rainbow streamers on the left and right sides of the graphic. The text on the image is a mix of white, blue, pink, lavender, gray, and gold. Underneath the remaining two goals is a list of grayed-out items with a strikethrough titled "Previous Milestones." At the bottom are two URLs: translifeline.org | twitch.tv/pherbear

updated schedule & incentives! WE'RE IN THE FINAL FEW DAYS OF OUR FUNDRAISER!

thurs, 630p mt: bg3
fri, 630p mt: expedition 33

donate: tiltify.com/@pherbear/ho...

to clarify, you have to be following / subbed ON TWITCH to enter. lmfao. twitch.tv/pherbear

Still looking, still available for work.

Job seeking in the games industry is rough as hell right now. 🫠

Triangle Agency books and box sets on display.

Gen Con goers!

Triangle Agency will be in stock at the CRWN Studios booth, #2747! If you're looking to pick up our game, that's where you should go.

If you want to get your game signed or say hi, a few members of the team will be at the booth 12-1 on Saturday.

to clarify, you have to be following / subbed to me ON TWITCH to enter. lmfao.

thanks to my wonderful, supportive community, we have finally hit our $600 goal for our @translifeline.org fundraiser! this means a giveaway for a $100 @dispeldice.bsky.social gift card has been unlocked!

giveaway will run on friday. you must be following to enter. subs get extra entries. 🤗

back at it again at the krispy kreme, which is me playing witcher 3 for the rest of my damn life.

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Thumbnail showing it's Part 21 of Pherbear's first playthrough of God of War. On the left is a photo of Kratos, a bald, muscular man with ashen skin, a bright red spiraling tattoo; and a dark, dense beard. He is wearing leather, fur-lined chest armor; metal bracers; and a leather fighting girdle. There is an axe strapped to his back. On the right is a dark green background with grey and white smoke. The God of War Logo is also present.

Snowy fun is in store for Atreus & Kratos as they continue towards the highest peak in the realms...

My next video is now LIVE on YouTube! youtu.be/yj7iwtJZtPw

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"my face has subtitles."

i'm borrowing this phrase 😂

There is currently an online rumor going around that one of my best and closest friends, Omar, was arrested. I can tell you…. this simply is not true. I am his roommate and can account for his whereabouts on most days. On the day in question he has multiple receipts and alibis and, most importantly, I SAW HIM AND KNOW THAT HE WAS NOT ARRESTED. His ex partner is posting things in such a way to make it seem like he is a dangerous criminal, and it’s not the first time she has publicly distributed misleading information. I’ve known Omar for almost 20 years. Omar is ace and does charity work for the LGBTQ community. I have known him to be a kind person who is socially conscious and aims for representation in the characters he creates. For the last year he has aimed not to take profits from the online D&D games he plays and instead donates his wages to things like Trans Lifeline.

He isn’t even prominently in the TTRPG world anymore other than this, yet he has stayed in the space in a small handful of select games only for the sake of his friends who he made commitments to, and for the fact that he can then donate. Some of the reasons he took a step back from the space in this last year is because of a new job and new relationship. But another big reason was because of the toxic relationship he endured, the sadness and fear he felt about his ex, and the fact that she is a figure in this space. In one of the videos spreading this rumor, some comments call for Omar to drop out…

…of the panels he is on for an upcoming convention, Gen Con. I’d like to set the record straight that weeks ago, I personally advised him to drop out of those panels and not attend the con because I knew his ex would be there and I had a bad feeling that she was ramping up some sort of attack on him. Omar excused himself from those panels on my advice, long before these posts happened. He also had to make venue security aware when he went to do a public show, for fear that she would try something. If you see any news that he is no longer on the panels, please know that it is not because of any punitive action.

Lastly I’ll add that I’m very disturbed and saddened by this turn of events. I wish everyone involved much healing, but for anyone who might be involved in this: please don’t drag my friend down in the process without any evidence or research. Luckily I think that his reputation speaks for itself with how willing his partner, friends, and community are willing to speak to him. In the future everyone will have their day in court and that is where I believe the truth will come out ❤️

I posted this on Insta a couple days ago! I think the misinformation has been largely cleared up (the creator who “reported” it took the video down with an apology, other involved parties have provided info, and there seems to be a healthy convo about how to read legal documents), but just in case!

while my stream audience watches in amusement... 💀

The most Saige ever did to my face was be a rude, prissy bitch. No idea if she was also running her mouth to other folks beyond that.

That said, some of y’all really need to get info before assuming the tiny white girl is automatically right.

sending you all the good vibes, babes.

There's also a very clear pattern in these situations of who is believed with unwavering support and who isn't.

Of who gets to be difficult to work with because "they're so talented" (and have connections) versus who just gets labeled as "difficult" and never gets an opportunity again.

It sucks.

ALLEGEDLY. lmfao

no one is surprised that a ww weaponized her tears & whiteness to get one over on marginalized people. but idk if some of y'all understand the scope of how fucking dangerous this is. this shit gets people falsely imprisoned / killed regularly. the amount of harm that's been done is outrageously sad.

This whole situation has enraged me to my core, as someone who has known Omar since our shared Geek & Sundry days. I have seen the ways abusive WW will go to extensive lengths to weaponize their positions to silence other marginalized people who have witnessed their true colors.

Please read:

just wanna thank white woman no. 469538 for not only (allegedly) harming bipoc creators in multiple ways, but also (allegedly) feeding into the narrative that people lie about sexual harassment / abuse. please have the day you definitely deserve.🖕🏾

keep being cute tbh.

Being visibly multiple marginalized On The Internet means I am hyper aware and overly anxious about how folks perceive me. Folks like me have to work twice as hard to get the same opportunities as my white peers. My identities are politicized and thus, my EXISTENCE is politicized.

I keep thinking about how much grace and forgiveness my white peers are given compared to other POC…like. We mess up once we are DONE.

we are held to higher standards than everyone else, even more if we’re multiple marginalized.

White supremacy infiltrates everything and I’m so tired