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............ alright yeah

i saved this screenshot like three weeks ago. hwhy

pre-writing a devastating obituary for your enemy is god-tier hating of a kind you don’t often see anymore. renaissance haterism. beautiful stuff.

over my fixation with the front half of Tei Shi's 2019 album La Linda. welcome to my fixation with the back half of Tei Shi's 2019 album La Linda

one hundred thouuuusand percent!!!!!!!!!!!

is there like a fire alarm somewhere we should be pulling? where's jen someone check your carbon monoxide monitor

first of all how dare you (jk it was a lifetime ago)... i wish i remembered more about the different units but i know we spent a lot of time talking about pork barrel politics, which is no longer a thing

i tend to think lysithea would rather die than acknowledge anything is going on or talk details with anyone

i'm just gonna keep writing the same thing until i die. joyfully!

when you're gonna kiss in the next chapter

i could write edcl arguing forever the problem is getting them in the same place aasuuhggghhhfhrhehfjfjgjgj

it's WIP wednesday. let's give it up for the Ws IP

1 christ of course he did 2 we all know there's loser edition and sexy edition, yes, of course 3 separately, "(not loser edition)" is entering my vocabulary effective immediately

everything reminds me of her (veronica mars)

things are weird. let's write fanfiction

i was blessed to go thru a small high school that couldn't really support AP stuff so instead you had lovingly crafted classes like "balance of power" that taught realtime politics & propaganda. the first serious paper i ever wrote was about the creation and use of the term "enemy combatant"

84 is way too old but i have not and will not stop smiling today

dick cheney retire bitch HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

indeed!!

(not loser edition)

1st base is you leave your clothes on, 2nd base is you take your own clothes off, 3rd base is you take their clothes off. relationship development!!!!

i was just thinking about this!!! "that's who claude was supposed to be." him??????? like come closer and say it again to my face

control & reciprocation are probably the two biggest things/themes.

what is evolution without resolution... how about: i think you're going after me for the "wrong" reasons. and i think that matters to me. but if i can regain some control over the situation... maybe it starts to matter less. maybe it's actually part of what makes this appealing to me.

like: hey that was fucked up. and this is also fucked up. and i'm going to do it anyway ☺️

i think it's possible to have it all. like there can be growth in better understanding why you're doing what you're doing or what you're getting from it... without stopping any bad habits or ameliorating anything

something else on my mind. i am reluctant to imply that getting together is the end goal, resolution, inevitable, happy ending, etc. i mean i started all of this and continue to drive myself crazy bc i love situationship as its own thing. no evolution, no growth except new ways to be miserable

i love when smart characters make selfish decisions. make the wrong decision for selfish or compulsive reasons. yessyesyeysyeysyes yes.

i have something very very specific in mind that i'm going after. and that's why it's gonna end up being so long cause... it requires space. breadth? linear space (time) and then space like, here are the options before you and still you're gonna choose THAT?!

i think what is solidifying now are relationship dynamics and where/what the beats are that i wanna hit to get to things ending the way i want them to