Valley

Why does it feel like you're imposing on people every time you open up

Really wish I could turn that feature off

Signed up for a sports class at uni, might be the oldest, might be the flattest, might be the most out of shape one but it's ok
Can't allow yourself to get too comfortable

Randomly realized that The Room passes the Bechdel test

I was gifted potted roses and they're already wilting 😭
People really shouldn't entrust plants to me even succulents die under my care

This will be the year I fulfill my destiny as a queer millennial woman and dye my hair

Waiting for the hit song of the winter that goes "that's that me depresso"

Continuing our Twilight series rewatch, me and gf both agreed the later movies would be a lot better if Bella, Jacob and Edward just became a throuple, like it's already set in the PNW it's not that much of a stretch lmao

What is bad in life? Gf cancelling your plans after you already dolled yourself up
Maybe I'll take a walk so at least someone gets to appreciate the effort

What is good in life? A glitter bath, daydrinking, chorizo platter, listening to The Birthday Massacre with a Korean face mask
Peak self-care imo

Would have been so out of left field but absolutely goated if she had an Eminem feature on Cancelled!
(one of the two good tracks btw)

I hope my gf won't cancel me over this but I really don't see the appeal of the new Taylor album
Liked two tracks, one made me cringe uncontrollably and the rest was perfectly mediocre idk

Customers that have never flown, never been on a cruise: let's fly halfway across the fucking world to take a two week cruise with our eight month old baby

"Nothing bad can happen, it can only good happen" - them, probably

Another old Tokyo photo, grainy but that's part of the vibe
Must have been somewhere around Ueno

#amateurphotography #urbanphotography #phonephotography #thenightfeeling #photography

Honestly working in tourism is a very bad choice in general if you're bitter about your life lol
But rent won't pay itself and such

Customer just booked a honeymoon cruise and it dawned on me that I can't get married because my entire invitation list could fit in one car

Also I know no one reads the stuff I write here but if you do and like gacha just not the terminally malebrained culture around it, Reverse 1999 is genuinely amazing and you should try it

Mildly weird struggle: I already got my gf a gift for christmas but it’s such an obvious one that someone else might too
And I have so many ideas that work great alongside an actual gift but figuring out a backup actual gift is surprisingly hard

I really wish it was possible to rewire my anorexia brain into applying that discipline I somehow possess when it comes to not eating into studying or some shit

Just had a customer who is younger than me and has a PhD 😭
And I am the little NPC arranging her luxury cruise, love that for me

Coworkers 17yo daughter is going on vacation with friends for the first time and he won’t shut up about flying after her
The 50/60yo ladies think it’s cute

Like ah yes, being controlling is so wholesome 100
This is why men never evolve

I hate how quickly beds stop smelling like their last occupants

It's getting cold in my apartment but I refuse to heat. Not in this economy.

CW:ED

Haven't eaten all day and that is honestly the only thing that makes me feel good about myself rn
I even bought a whole bunch of nice groceries for my gf who will be staying the night but it doesn't even entice me idk
Recovery is truly never over

Guy named Fernando named his kid Ferdinand
Honestly worse than just naming him Fernando jr istg

I can't prove it ofc but I'm incredibly certain retail would die at a much slower pace if they wouldn't force their employees to pester anyone entering immediately with all sorts of bullshit

Decided to check wplace again and not only are my three main artworks still there, one was even legitimately upgraded by someone

Can't get over Trump being like "good luck to all" like the Ukraine war is a fucking board game lmao
Like it's not surprising but still

Also, turning psychological terms into meaningless engagement bait buzzwords has been very bad both for discourse and for the credibility of psychology as a science (which it is)

Attachment style discourse on tiktok is wild but it made me realize I’m somehow securely attached despite zero good examples in my life
Pretty sure that says more about my gf than about me but still, very grateful

I might care the tiniest bit about this rapture business if I didn't grow up in an apocalyptic cult
Awaiting the immediate rapture is almost nostalgic