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keef

@sodiumflares.bsky.social

18 years old great british bozo bipolar + bpd + ana 54.2kg (bmi 18.2)

14 Followers  |  12 Following  |  29 Posts  |  Joined: 25.01.2026  |  1.5918

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i dont even purge but i just puked blood, chat am i dying

02.02.2026 11:34 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

finally bought a walking pad just for myself!! i can't leave the house anymore so hopefully i can start getting my daily steps back up ^^

30.01.2026 16:26 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

i got 11lbs to go too!! we can both crawl our way there if needs be lol, but i am sure we will get there eventually <3

29.01.2026 18:58 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

i love u kitagawa yusuke, forever my skinny legend

29.01.2026 18:15 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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i love getting endlessly triggered by my special interests. why is my brain even ATTEMPTING to compare my real flesh and blood body to THIS ...

29.01.2026 18:13 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

they can be difficult to come across but there are freaky workplaces who desire to hire freaks!! mainly in the creative (adjacent) industry and also places with queer management

29.01.2026 14:41 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

i take forceval and other supplements so its probably only halfway the restricting and mainly my immune disorder but it feels like i'm a hundred times sicker when i eat less </3

29.01.2026 14:36 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

this inspired me to eat an apple!! thank you apple moot ๐Ÿซถ

29.01.2026 12:40 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

praying for bmi 16 again soon, i need to not plateau

29.01.2026 12:16 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

why are illnesses so vicious nowadays when i'm resricting? i swear i've been fighting the flu for actual months atp but every time i think the fucker is gone, it comes back swinging ๐Ÿ˜

29.01.2026 12:00 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

an omad with small handfuls of almonds throughout the day is my current strategy and it's absolutely wonderful so far

28.01.2026 15:00 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

i feel so shit for not being able to maintain my lw back in 2024 but i was eating 500cals a day and scared of almond milk + food supplements so i don't think that was ever truly sustainable

28.01.2026 13:16 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

idk how i get away with this shit AFTER "recovering"

28.01.2026 12:58 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

my mother split a cookie and went to hand me a piece, then said "wait, that's the bigger one" and handed me the smaller half instead </3

28.01.2026 12:56 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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body checks! only body part i don't hate are my arms :/

28.01.2026 12:47 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 5    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

aww, thank you for the positivity ^^ ๐Ÿซถ

27.01.2026 13:57 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

if only i could exercise literally ever!!! ending it all atp. it just seems like i have episode after episode and i've always been saying "next week when i feel better!" like wow.. laziest hypomanic person on the whole planet.

27.01.2026 13:50 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

rarity is so very glamorous

26.01.2026 22:01 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

NEVER do an extreme calorie deficit!!! this shit has me acting goofy as fuck. i can't read ๐Ÿคฏ๐Ÿคฏ๐Ÿคฏ๐Ÿคฏ

26.01.2026 21:38 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

wait ong i meant end MY shit.. not yours ๐Ÿ˜“

26.01.2026 21:32 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

couldn't have put it better myself!!!

26.01.2026 21:32 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

can everyone perhaps tell from this post that i just ate 2 bananas? </3 fuck my stupid chungus life

26.01.2026 18:35 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

2 bananas a day keep the heart palpitations away (or some shit idk)

26.01.2026 18:30 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

i cant wait to get worse

26.01.2026 13:21 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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tired of this bmi :/

26.01.2026 12:18 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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5 more kgs to go ^^

26.01.2026 09:45 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

uk mental health services... *lights cigarette*

25.01.2026 19:33 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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some body checks!! screenshots from a video-- i'd post it, but i'm not sure about showing my face on here. posing in the first image ๐Ÿซถ

25.01.2026 18:13 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

hi bluesky!!! my name is keef, i am an ex edtwt user but i do not want to touch that platform with a 10ft pole. anyone on here want to be mutuals? ^^
#edbsky #edtwt

25.01.2026 10:11 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 10    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

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