Dulcie ୧ ‧₊˚ 🪷 ⋅

Yaaay

I love the feeling of determination so much

Goddamn!!

Ouch that's brutal. Tbh I was hoping for something more when I was watching it, but I still liked it. Maybe you just wasn't corny enough when you were a teenager :D

Okay so I don't exactly remember how many calories I've eaten yesterday (as far as I remember around 900) but I binged today!!! 😡😡😡😡

But it's okay I scheduled a two days fast for those weekends and Monday, because it's, let's just say, my crush's birthday on Monday. I gotta hit that Cassie strat yo

I'm gonna play minecraft and watch skins. Praying to forget to eat and end up only eating 450 today lmao minecraft be holding me in a chokehold it's literally the best way to suppress food noise I swear

10 am abd I have 250 calories left for the day, I hate school but I hate skipping school because I end up eating much earlier than I would normally do 🥱

Bowl of veggies, vegan patty, cottage cheese with jam and two kinder biscuit bars.

Idk if I'll be able to fast in the morning, I don't want to overrestrict bc I'll just end up binging. But 24 hour fast sounds enticing ngl

Wow okay. I ate after school and slept the whole day, it's 2 am now and I just woke up???

Pro tip you don't have cravings while asleep. 700 calories today yay

Fasting this morning and aiming for 700 calories!!!!!!!!!!!!

Omg this is so real

This photo is singlehandedly responsible for those 20 kgs I lost

#caterpillarsky #⭐ving #anamia #edbsky

Yeah... I mean it's disordered and stuff, but like. The worst form of ts is starving yourself for male attention. It's brutal and I personally feel extremely guilty about it because it doesn't align with my moral compass :((

Oh to have hair like yours 🙏

Lovely!!

Lmao I genuinely chuckled and accidentally reposted this instead of replying 😭

Me and some indian oat cookies today (I ended up just smelling them and drinking jasmine tea instead of eating 💀)

I really want to recover, I've been counting calories basically every single day the past one and a half years. I'm tired of it but I can't stop being bombarded by disordered thoughts mixed with some healthy ones at the exact same time.

I just want to be 45 kg and stop wanting to recover 🫩

Also the guilt I feel when I lie about how much I've eaten. I remember telling my bestfriend that I (used to) only eat a thousand calories a day and she was actually shocked. It made me feel horrible and lie even more because everyone makes my ed look way worse than it's actually is.

I still eat in a calorie deficit and try to fight my cravings, but sometimes I ask myself why am I even doing that.

Just realised it might be dissociation, bc when I perceive myself in third person I just think, what a lovely girl!! But then I see me as myself and think how ugly and fat I am :(

Galsss does anyone also struggle with like, suddenly recovering midday and genuinely not wanting to starve..? I feel extremely determined in the morning but by the evening I just don't see my weight as an issue? I look at th1nsp0 pics and see nothing but a body, just as beautiful as what I have now.

Good luck!!

Honey cornflakes and a banana this morning 🙏

Sooo ~900 calories today, finally under a thousand. I struggled with cravings (or rather hunger) because I started my fast at 10 am, yeah... Planning to fast until morning or drag it out a little more and eat after school.!

talking on the phone is cancerous

Right?? I eat it raw as a snack lmao

Cottage cheese‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️

Real 💔

I should eat less than 500 calories ughhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!