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"Your outward expressions of trauma and your trauma responses are not who you are."

Really wish I could believe that. You have no idea how bad I wish I could believe that.

07.06.2025 06:06 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Yeah yeah, self-compassion, accept yourself, except I'm a fucking dismissive-avoidant BPD having major depressive. And that's just the shit we can name.

Self-compassion is cute and all until you do completely avoidable yet irreparable damage to your closest people. Gfdi, man.

07.06.2025 05:56 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

You have backslides, sometimes major ones, and I know that progress isn't linear and takes a lot of time, but jfc I really fucking hate myself rn.

07.06.2025 05:44 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

This guy that just walked out of my local coffee place looked *JUST* like Noel Gallagher did in the 90s. Same hair, same eyes, face, walk, everything.
He even exuded the same arrogant prick energy, it was incredible.

01.06.2025 15:42 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

"trans women think girl is when skirt" is cis people talking to cis people about the scary tranny they are unable to understand because their minds are trapped by the regime of heterosexuality. every tgirl i know has had to speedrun through sociology, history, and feminist theory to justify herself

25.05.2025 15:31 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1484    ๐Ÿ” 277    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 19    ๐Ÿ“Œ 16

This is where I post from

26.05.2025 02:59 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Sometimes a guy just needs some bourbon, a bowl, and some coffee at midnight.

26.05.2025 02:55 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

debase myself for money?

i debase myself for the kink and the love of the game

22.05.2025 01:35 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 12    ๐Ÿ” 3    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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SunGod.

20.05.2025 14:53 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 130    ๐Ÿ” 32    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 3    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1

Real heads know that Christianity claims that to have already defeated the Devil, therefore the fact that the mere suggestion of the Devil can still terrify Christians through things like Lil Nas X videos should be taken as evidence that Jesus did not defeat Satan on the cross at Golgotha.

15.05.2025 21:02 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 22    ๐Ÿ” 6    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 6    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1
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New Bill Would Make All Pornography a Federal Crime in the U.S. Republican Senator Mike Lee introduced Interstate Obscenity Definition Act (again) last week, which would criminalize porn at the federal level.

We warned you they were going to criminalize porn!! And they are not going to stop here.

12.05.2025 17:30 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 490    ๐Ÿ” 205    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 9    ๐Ÿ“Œ 93

All Them Witches

08.05.2025 14:25 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Fuck it, I'm down to clown.

07.05.2025 14:37 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

This android update sucks so much ass, wtf even is my battery life right now?

06.05.2025 16:04 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

My father & I have had a not great relationship for basically the last 20 years.
There's a few good memories, but they're very, very few and far between.
Found out last week he's got advanced prostate cancer & it's spreading.
To say I'm feeling conflicting emotions and thoughts is an understatement.

05.05.2025 18:53 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Found out my therapist is quitting to form her own practice, so that's cool.
It'll be about 3-4 months before she gets it up and running though, so going without therapy that long is going to suck.

05.05.2025 14:58 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Like, I just need 2 pages illuminated at one time. Something barely brighter than a candle would be fine.

30.04.2025 23:06 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Do they make decent reading lights that don't illuminate the room with the full concentrated power of the sun?

30.04.2025 23:05 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

they'll immiserate your life so much that they'll expect you to join in on the fascism so you can save your own skin and get some crumbs from the masters table

contemplate your response if faced with such an offer

29.04.2025 00:57 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 8    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Every day can be like Bandcamp Friday if you buy the new Lunar Cult album on @ampwall.com

Where a listener can choose to cover the artist's fees everyday, not just one Friday every couple months!

lunarcult.ampwall.com/album/the-bl...

25.04.2025 20:35 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 15    ๐Ÿ” 8    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I'm not impressed with this year's Heavy Hell lineup for Indy.
Antichrist Siege Machine is the only band on that list that I think I'd enjoy.
Why tf is Six Feet Under headlining? Chris Barnes is such a fucking whiny cunt.

25.04.2025 19:32 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Dethklok/Galaktikon covers?

25.04.2025 19:23 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Occasionally I remember that my ex-stepdad looked like a fuglier version of Al Bundy but would still say shit like "She's pretty for a black girl" when watching TV and it makes me want to bomb his car.

25.04.2025 19:21 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Explain your username:

I like space, psychedelics, and general hedonistic debauchery.

24.04.2025 19:10 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Can we start appropriating right-wing tactics to culturally rewrite the meanings?
Like instead of (((them))) meaning Jews we just use it to talk about like thoughtforms or cognitohazards or armpit fetish people idk

24.04.2025 01:00 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
Sigil of Lucifer painted in a wall surrounded by graffiti

Sigil of Lucifer painted in a wall surrounded by graffiti

Hail Lucifer!
(Seen today in my walk through the city)

18.04.2025 00:36 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 15    ๐Ÿ” 3    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

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