Lail

google calendar and I are fighting. Sync across devices is a damn lie

I am slowly becoming accustomed to being perceived by the internet. I may be able to actually post more regularly now

"It can be difficult to sit with our potential"

Climbed approx just over 400 stairs today alone. These legs and booty are about to be MUSCULAR

This body was never built to go full capacitors every day for over a month and woo doggie am I starting to feel it.

My ass was complaining about a 3rd floor walk up and now it's 52 stairs to get to my office every day. Thats karma

Oh so it was a fuel headache. That tracks lmao

I'm having a late working lunch in a local Irish pub. Sailors are drinking in the corner. I've got an excellent draft cider in front of me. Is life really this good? Like, is this real? I'm not dreaming right?

I will go and double check info about the smallest things and I appreciate that the internet has not taken that literacy check from me lol

so when i was gifted this little tablet i was skeptical. But I actually do really like it now.
On some Mesopotamian cuneiform crystal tablet kinda shit with wifi

Bro how did I get this hot? Like when did this happen?
I wasn't here for this transformation I was dissociating for 2 years

How did I just realize this small cut probably needed a couple of stitches. Trauma is wild

Ow. Ow. Fuck this. Ow. Where is my icyhot

It ticks me off when a bad dream dis regulates my system. It's the only instance I need help to get back on track.

My body is begging me for rest. Ain't no rest for the wicked though

Sometimes you just need a hug from a good friend

Bro these hands hurt. Ache.

Some kind of planet must be in the gatorade or something

This was not the night for insomnia

Bro that tarot pull was spot fucking on. Spooky shit.

I am so blessed to have my people

Nobody move, Lilo & Stitch is on t.v

Insomnia scrolling social media.
Then I'm like, it is crazy to be sending friend requests, answering messages, sharing vids, at 3 a.m?

Then here come acceptances, message responses, new DMs, and likes, also at 3 a.m.
So, guess I'm in good company

You are valued. You are enough. You are not a burden and never were.
You ARE supposed to be here. Yes, you fucking are.
Therefore leaving would create an epic absence.
Stay. Do please stay.

So slow I wiped down the walls. Even the thermostat

princess hair vibes today

Ferris Buller is on tv

Tonight was the night we lost her. I am not drunk, I am not tilted, and I am experiencing hunger. That feels like a miracle. Like a gift. Like she is still looking out for me, with direct care instructions, of course.

Sshhhhhhhhhh 🤫

my weird flex is I assemble furniture easily.
The instructions are always clear. Including the ones that are just unlabelled photos or drawings.
I enjoy doing it.
#freak