🌜Hecate 🌛

I feel like a monster everytime i read about bpd. The way it is discribed in professional contents is really, really triggering. I feel like a manipulative shit, incapable of mentalization and dialectic thinking when it is basic for others. Same time as feeling deeply empty and depressed for weeks.

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An earful wish graphic of a man bending over and vomiting, words read: me remembering how I overshared when I could have been mysterious

We love a BPD meme

This is perfect explanation

Took some melatonin to get my sleep schedule back on track.
Big dream :facing a mirror, my reflection would not look me in the eyes. Always avoiding me. It was really vivid. Lucid dream. Woke up screaming. Bpd shit is deep, melatonin always hits hard

J'ai envie d'être outillée, d'être au centre de ma vie et de plus vivre pour des relations amoureuses foireuses. Ni de me saboter, ni de perdre parfois des morceaux du puzzle de ma personnalité, de sortir de mon corps et perdre mon identité quand je souffre.
Les médicaments ne gueriront pas cela.

Pour le reste du monde.
J'avais jusqu'ici l'idée que je finirai par réussir à retrouver un travail, ma voie, mon bonheur.
J'ai l'impression aujourd'hui d'être un potentiel cas qui augmentera les statistiques de fréquentation des services psychiatriques.

Vivre dans mon corps, ma tête, ma réalité, c'est difficile, c'est vrai.
Ça fait 10 ans que je travaille à comprendre et accepter qui je suis.
Ce diagnostic, c'est comme un retour en arrière.
Retour à la case médicament, médecins, diagnostics, comme un paquet fragile prêt à exploser, comme un danger

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C'est le chaos dans ma tête, maintenant il a un nom, maintenant il devient une espèce de gangrène honteuse que j'épluche, dissèque, observe sans fin.

L'effet du diagnostic est assez terrifiant.
Malade, médicaments, antipsychotiques, je suis folle ?, c'était normal de ne pas aller bien, tout mon fonctionnement est symptomatique, à cet instant je déréalise, à cet instant j'ai des pensées obsessionnelles, à cet instant mes émotions sont trop fortes

The abrupt withdrawal is the worst feeling ever... Thank you for your answer, it helps

Thank you for your answer, it's giving me hope!
Can i ask if you use medications? I actually don't, i had but before the diagnosis.

How was DBT for you? What was your experience with it? 🧐
I hope you two will match! 🤞 Congrats for being there anyway, you are strong

So, is my bpd acting weird or is he just a 29 years old big disrespectful baby?
And you have to know that I don't have any suicidal crisis, addiction anymore, i'm having trouble managing my diagnosis for a month. But I stand and act, i'm moving on, I'm fighting for my inner peace

I have to complete it :
Him : " i don't know if you're the right person. I love you, but i don't know if I want to live with you. Wait and i'll tell"after, he managed to not talk to me for a whole day even if i drove 7 hours to see him and had to come back the day after.

a seal is standing in the water with its mouth open and a rock in the background . ALT: a seal is standing in the water with its mouth open and a rock in the background .

My bf "i'm afraid of your bpd because my mother was crazy too and i love you but i don't want to suffer"
My bpd to me : exactly what we expected. Now, you feel nothing.👏
Me :

I'm so curious about the way or situations you see and feel her 👀

You lucky! She's a strong, powerful, dark feminine figure. She's magical, the girl, the mother and the old woman. She's crossways magic, the death that leads to rebirth. Love her so much. Couldn't be better friend for you

a seal is standing in the water with its mouth open and a rock in the background . ALT: a seal is standing in the water with its mouth open and a rock in the background .

"remember when you were 11 and you were in love with your history teacher and you made him an awkward gift and after that he never spoke to you the same?"
everyone, let me introduce you my bdp every night before sleeping 🥸

And i'm sorry that you feel stressed out and overwhelmed

🫂 Maybe someday it will just get out of us, unexpectedly 😂
Imagine the relieve

How is bpd treated in USA/UK or wherever you come from that is not France? Medication, therapy, DBT?

Can't stop thinking about what it must feel to scream as loudly as possible, that kind of animal primal shout.
Sometimes, when I get overstimulated or too sensitive I do too 🤓 and you? In wich situation do you feel this?

My bpd is just fucking dramatic
had a massive break down anxiety made me throw up

can’t even have “low self esteem” because I don’t have a “self”
#bpd

BPD
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#bpd #ventart #vent#insideyoutherearetwowolves #art #wolfart #artwork #sketch #sketchbook

I don't usually draw vent art, but I've been having a pretty severe BPD episode and needed to get something out through art instead of relapsing into binge drinking, lashing out at the person I'm splitting on, or being self-destructive

I feel it so well ❤️ it's beautiful, please keep doing it