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Got offered a position at my work's IT department. It's my dream to work in IT so I'm super excited, but also incredibly nervous.

Got high and played several hours of last defense academy. Love that game.

Can't decide if I want to play more expedition 33 or last defense academy 🙃

Just sat fetal position in the shower for half an hour. #thriving

Can't tell if it's the depression or the antidepressants but I feel incredibly lonely. Like I legit got very sad this morning when my cat wasn't on my bed with me

My cat is a drama queen. At night she'll cuddle with me but bite me if I pet her, while in the morning she'll bite me if I don't pet her.

Finished my job shadow in IT at work and the manager hinted to me that there may be an open position soon 🫣

Get to work my dream job tomorrow as part of my work's job shadow/cross training program. Honestly extremely excited!

Started a minecraft run with a friend using a mod pack that includes pokemon. It's my job to catch everything, and it's their job to make homes for all the little babies I bring home.

It's honest work.

This feels like a "stay in bed and pretend I don't exist" kind of day

Throwback to when I emulated birth by sleep on my old phone and it ran out of memory, which caused everything to become Terra

Started rewatching Tokyo Ghoul for the first time since highschool. Just started season 2 and honestly it's kinda mid so far.

Started streaming portal 2 for a friend last night and so far they love it. Somehow they have never seen it before, so I'm going to play through the entire game for them!

Not doing okay mentally right now. Guess it's time to once again put on a comfort movie and tune the whole world out.

Started a new character on ffxiv on a different DC than what I normally play on. Thinking of acting a bit like a newbie just to feel something from the game again.

I love this cat so much

Anyone else lose interest in someone completely when they take days to respond on average?

Emailed a vendor at work and they replied spelling my name VERY wrong multiple times. Like my full name is in my email and my signature, how do you mess up that badly??

Have a sore throat and a cough while at work. A coworker asked if I was okay with her giving me a cough drop. I thought she was going to get one from her bag. Nope, SHE WENT TO THE STORE AND BOUGHT ME A BRAND NEW BAG

I have her number now

A coworker I barely talk to came up to me and told me she saw me on Tinder and that I better swipe right on her???

Suddenly felt very overwhelmed so I'm now doing my comfort activities of playing skyrim and watching Hamilton 🙃

Trying to finish up Ff16 on PC before rebirth launches and I ended up rage quitting when the final fight suddenly started running at 2fps and nothing fixed it 🙃

Went to the ER for intense gut pain. They sent me home already after doing some tests but now I'm worried the pain will come back 🙃

Anyone else too big of a baby to play horror games, but loves watching video essays on said horror games?

Got a second one!

Ended up going to bed 5 hours early last night 🙃

Think my cat is mad I took her to the vet earlier today. Got home from work and she was hiding from me. But I opened a can of food and she was more than happy to forgive me 😅

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Was finally able to take my baby girl to the Vet today. Got her some antibiotic shots and a pill as much as she hated me for that. Hopefully she starts to feel better soon! 😭

Sometimes I hate opening up. Was genuinely excited to share an interest of mine to a friend, and they were wholly uninterested and seemed to be waiting for the first chance to leave.