Sarkari Daftar

My friends or old acquaintances keep sending me books to read, articles they wrote to hear what I think, movies that remind them of me, shows they are enjoying, asking me to watch with them.

How do I explain to them or myself, my brain doesn’t process anything anymore.

I see it, I don’t change it. I complain I whine and suffer.

There is a special kind of hell reserved for me, but while I’m alive and well. It’s my family and coming home. I make all the efforts to come here and suffer. I don’t know why. It’s not the religious kind of suffering that in the end there is meaning. It’s meaningless pain.

Their first fuck up was to select NYC as location.

There are too many loopholes and dumb moves in Dexter: Resurrection. I am not liking it. They have gotten too much budget for the show and not enough logic.

And this is second time today, I already had this same episode earlier in the day. Not sure if this is addiction, self harm. after downing a ton of fresh cream and gelusil to stop the pain. I’m wondering when can I eat next.

Not sure, why I thought buying a packet of dried Naga Morich was a stellar idea (bcz I don’t get normal ones where I live no one from home can send me). Bcz now I’m sitting with pain in my mouth, throat, ears, stomach.

Which song is this?

Gtfo

Someone please get @rahulkohli13.bsky.social more work. I miss watching him everyday.

a screenshot of shah rukh khan from maya memsaab; he's holding a paper bundle, walking across the street, and staring upwards

shah rukh screenshot of the day

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I actually liked, Pan India Area King song a lot. 👀

extremely depressed and inspired after discovering Julia Sanches

“The future awaits, a deer stopped on a country road. There’s no doubt in my mind that an animal stopped on a road is suicidal.”

Excerpt From
Permafrost, Eva Baltasar (Translated by Julia Sanches)

(This book is hitting all the right spots with right intensity, Julia is killing it)

Twitter won’t open on my desktop bcz of my privacy settings. Good.

Staying somewhere without any traffic or life-noises is very unsettling for me.

“I’m going to need some industrial-strength drugs to keep my head quiet and still in its cage.”

Excerpt From
Permafrost, Eva Baltasar

I have been so exhausted the last 2 months and there is no end in sight.

I set up an EASY reading challenge this year of one book per month. And yet, I’m 3 books behind.

Which one?

How quickly the whole idea of home has changed, counting hours days and minutes to be back home rest watch birds paint sleep walk make and drink coffee read write

Tired. Tired. Tired.

a screenshot of shah rukh khan from rab ne bana di jodi, where he's sporting a fake moustache and oiled hair that is neatly combed

shah rukh screenshot of the day

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Can we please not call it… skeeting

Very nice

Vegas and all!

I’ll not be about to complete my reading challenge this year, isn’t it?

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